#about sivvus

[thedomesticanthropologist]

Shadowheart and Sivvus

Shadowheart: So Sivvus, tell me, did you really have a castle? Or is that just a story you tell to try to impress people?

Sivvus: I have no need to lie in order to be impressive.

Shadowheart: That doesn't answer my question

Sivvus: Yes, I lived in a castle with a private, secluded wing to myself. I had quite an extensive garden I fed myself from, my own bath house. It was... all I required. I rarely left it.

Shadowheart: Sounds beautiful. Did you ever get lonely?

Sivvus: It is difficult to recognize loneliness as a negative when its embrace has long been a refuge.

Shadowheart: So you were lonely.

Sivvus: I...

Shadowheart: I know what it's like to find comfort in something others fear. But sometimes...

Sivvus: I was lonely. Painfully so.

Shadowheart: So was I.

[thedomesticanthropologist]

What breaks Sivvus' heart?

Losing someone important.

It's why he makes sure no one's important.

[thedomesticanthropologist]

Does sivvus prefer plants or animals? Can he wildshape? I'm going to send so many of these asks don't mind me

After Siv got kinda Hag Cursed at 18, he gravitated to plants because making connections with people and animals was Difficult

In a hard to explain way. He couldn't relate to people, couldn't emotionally connect- because he had no developmental core memories of what it was like to grow those skills. His memories became... like looking at pictures of a stranger in photographs. Because he was missing all the memories of his *feelings*, every feeling he felt felt... new. Extremely new. And Big. And Uncomfortable.

So he retreated more and more and more, quickly, finding solace in his garden that he began to grow and in the management of the plants within it.

As a child, however, he loved animals!!! And, as he heals and reconnects during his character development, he begins to love animals again and learns his wildshape forms.

Ironically wildshape is one of the ways that he handles the anxiety of being around people, which helps him adapt to being with people, and it all gets just progressively better and better as he goes.

His first wildshape form is a cat! His cat form has his black eyes, and is an Oriental Longhair!

Examples below: (he's not pure white though, this is just the breed)

[thedomesticanthropologist]

About Sivvus! For roleplay and ask purposes

Q: since he's a virgin, does that mean we have to be respectful

A: absolutely not. Please objectify the man. You can be as disrespectful as you want

Q: what's his sexuality

A: Sivvus is for everyone! He's potentially, possibly /capable/ of maybe any kind of partner. *shoves parchment lists of nearly humanoid monsters under the table while coughing* uh, anyway, no limits.

Q: Is he (insert any variety of neurodivergent)

A: if you vibe with him, you can absolutely have your interpretation! I'm not gonna verify anything though.

Q: does he end up with any one person?

A: he's designed FOR this blog, which means I'll ship him with multiple characters all in their own universe/AU. Sivvus really is for anyone whose interested, but I play him as he is so if he's a shithead or doesn't vibe please don't take it out on the author, I swear I'm nicer than he is 😅

[thedomesticanthropologist]

So Sivvus is Eladrin, he's from the Feywild. That being said, he's not *just* a high elf from the feywild, he's a Noble Eladrin - his father is a celestial Eladrin and his mother is a high elf, so she can live up to 700, but his father is already likely over 1k and still going strong.

Celestial Eladrin have two forms, a mortal body and an "energy" body, and they can embody aspects of nature empowered by the Feywilds magic.

Sivvus, as half of one and half of the other, does NOT look like your average High Elf. He is tall and slender in a way that's a little too narrow, he has very long fingers, his eyes have no pupils and are solid black. His magic is not the same as Faerun elves, so his spells don't look the same.

He is very pretty, but it's just a *tiny* but uncanny valley

[thedomesticanthropologist]

Hello! I really like your edits of Sivvus especially the pink one

I have OC questions!!

Who would he romance in the game?

Is he monogamous or polyamorous?

Does he prefer short or long term connections?

Does he stay in Faerûn or return to the Feywild? Would he take his lover with him?

Can I marry him he's so pretty I swear I'd share I just need him 🫠🙃

Ah yes!!! Barbie Sivvus

1) So far maybe Shadowheart but only if she pursued him and I don't think it would last long but they would part friends and he'd never forget her.

2) Sivvus is demisexual pansexual aaaaand... polyamorous! Bet that surprises you! That being said, he makes very deep connections and only makes connections VERY RARELY. So because his attraction is a rare gain, his chances of having multiple partners at a time is exceedingly rare. Relationships are difficult and complex for him.

3) he'd prefer everyone fuck right off honestly. HA! BUT, but, once he makes a connection with someone he keeps that affection in his heart permanently. So it's hard to get in. But once you're in, you're in. He's very very loyal.

4) sivvus is exceedingly long lived. In the 800-1k range. So he returns to the Feywild but also to Faerûn, with sometimes many many years (maybe even a human lifetime) between places at various points in his life

5) You can try to marry him but... well. You can try? Good uh.... good luck.... and sorry in advance.... 😂

[thedomesticanthropologist]

Does Sivvus have gender

HA

Honestly? Not really. Sivvus has gender in that he grew up with people referring to him with masculine pronouns, so he allows that without complaint, but as far as his own personal connection to gender he is 0%

He had an even balance of masculine and feminine and nothing and everything within him. If he ever awoke to find his body changed, it would not change anything about how he saw himself.

Sivvus is a dysphoria-free genderless druid who simply exists as a living being, a person first and foremost.

[thedomesticanthropologist]

I want to know more about Sivvus! Is he asexual? Has he ever dated? You mentioned he's a virgin that enjoys his own body/is experienced in that way so he's not sex repulsed but he seems kinda people repulsed?

HA

Sivvus is not Asexual, he's Demisexual! Thank you for asking! He enjoys self pleasure very much and is not shy with his body, but he likes to make sure he has time to "do it right"

Sivvus considers self-pleasure to be a full body experience, and reaching between his legs is one of the last things he does. He will treat himself to head scratches, massage his own arms and legs and scratch and pinch at his body to awaken his nerves and delight himself.

When he does go south with his own hands he takes his time, minimum 45 minutes.

He does not like people in general, but does create strong and loyal bonds with those that stick around and build friendship with him. As for attraction, it's rare, and he tends not to feel 'attracted' sexually until hes tried physical touch with someone.

By this I mean he would never see someone and go "oh they're hot" or "they turn me on" but if he accepts an intimate touch from someone he's bonded with AND it happens to alight his passions, it's like unlocking a door, and he will find them attractive going on from that moment.

Now ...getting him to let you touch him intimately or to actually get a kiss out of him is another thing.