#abuse m-

[diabolikpersonals]

laito stopped giving fucks about uncle richter

reiji said that richter and laito have always been “like this” meaning that they always hated each other lolol

ahhhh……thats fuckin rough. I dont even wanna think about that. I mean, putting myself into laitos place, how would i feel about my uncle who was also screwing my sexually abusive mom? I have no idea. I cant even put myself in that kind of headspace.

[hyperpopplaylist]

i really want to start transitioning bc i think work might be a lot easier if i get to be called tobias and not my birth name.. but idk where to begin like im still under my dads medical insurance and i feel like theres some hope for repairing my relationship with my mom now that ive moved away and i think though not excused a lot of her abusive behaviour can be explained as her going thru her own trauma w my father..

idk what to do though how do i come out to my transphobic and homophobic mom when i live 1000+ miles away from her now? how do i do that without cutting away any last support i might have from her? whens the right time? and from there how do i even start transition especially somewhere like texas where hrt might be hard for me to acquire.. and then how do i actually come out in a workplace?

its dumb but i guess im really truly looking for advice here for anyone who mightve gone thru any kind of similar experience.. trans followers who have or are going to begin transition or know anyone whos gone thru anything similar?? i guess

[knuckle]

i want to rant about how racism affects abused children but let’s talk about how good this burrito i’m eating is instead

so good!

[bodyhorror]

Maria Ushiromiya is an autistic girl with a special interest in the occult with an abusive mother and I will protect her and her honor with my life. 

[hyperpopplaylist]

i love that my family been financially dependent on my evil selfish shithead white ableist homophobic racist etc etc father:))) it is awesome i luv knowing that once this divorce goes thru we;re gonna be like so fukt w money also i am dead weight because im a  highschool dropout so we wont get child support for me when we could if i was still in school (: and im too  Mentally Ill to hold a job probably

[giving-brain]

Persona v

Miu lives in central Tokyo with her mother in a small one room apartment. Far more likely to be crawling the streets at night than to be going back home to share the space with her control freak parent. Periodically her father visits to unleash aggression on the two of them. Under her clothes bruises and burn holes can be found. She goes to highschool and attends classes like usual, sometimes labeled as an outcast and trouble maker because of her quirky nature. She doesn’t have friends that stick around, but as she skulks the streets she makes friends in the weirdest places. 

Her persona is Saint Albina, the protector of dawn and ill-fated lovers. She manifests as a cloaked woman with cascading hair, encircle in palm leafs. Gold rings surround her neck, and a peaceful smile across her face. 

Both represent the average nature of young womanhood, and suffering silence for unknown causes just to fall into the background of society. Forgotten. 

[plaguedctr]

abuse has a really powerful lasting effect like a day doesnt go by where i dont feel like ill never be good enough or that im not an awful person. i havent lived with my parents in 4 years but to this day they still effect how i function and how i live. just... be careful how u treat kids cuz u really hav an impact on their life

[plaguedctr]

its really hard to get closure from parental abuse when ur parents r gone ill always have unanswered questions and its so hard to live with that. some days i can accept it but other days its really hard to