#ac vent

[shinechermont]

My entire body is sore. Never doing capoeira classes again.

[guncelkal]

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[elisecairo]

[shinechermont]

I have so many things I want to do during vacations but so few time...

[shinechermont]

When your house is so loud you have to use wear earplugs t9 be able to read

[shinechermont]

When you are in middle of reading a book and you discover the writer is an awful person and a criminal

[rwzthless]

tw: vent post

I feel like no matter what, no matter how much more open I become to the people around me, they’ll never interpret me correctly. Even to the people that I consider myself closest to, I don’t think they even get me aside for the characteristics I have that they choose to stick to -which aren’t even the sole facets of my personality- and mutilate them in ways that fit best for them.

My anger issues don’t make me an explosive and aggressive person 24/7. My learning difficulties don’t mean that I’m incompetent. My introversion doesn’t mean that I’m shy and afraid to talk others. My sensitivity and my preference for joking around doesn’t make me incapable of handling serious conversations. My casualness doesn’t mean that I’m lazy and unhygienic, NOR does it erase the fact that I have chronic anxiety boiling underneath it all.

So whenever people tell me “you can’t do that”, try to steer me away from doing a task or portray me in a certain way because of the above characteristics, all I wanna do is say “what the FUCK do you know about what I can and can’t do?” - or another case “you genuinely think I’d say/do something like that?”. In every sense of the word, people always misinterpret me and I can’t pretend that it doesn’t hurt. Yeah, I can’t avoid being misinterpreted by everyone, that’s a normal thing in life - it happens, it’s not that deep. But I’ve spent so many fucking years being ignored and shoved away by everyone in my life, that now that I’m finally in a better enough place to make myself known, nobody actually knows me.

It feels like people don’t see the changes I’ve gone through either, and still cling onto the way that I used to be when I was younger, which adamantly pisses me off. I know at the end of the day, as long as I can acknowledge the changes I’ve made for myself and the person I am now matters most, but it’s still disappointing when I realise others haven’t noticed it or refuse to.

It’s so overwhelming and frustrating and upsetting, and a lot of the time makes me feel so guilty - because the people who do this are almost always the ones that I know genuinely care about me and mean no wrong by it. So I just sit there and feel awful for even reacting this way to something that shouldn’t be getting to me this much.

I just want someone who can see right through me for all that I have to offer and not just the aspects that they want to focus on because it’s easier for them or whatever other fucking reason. I just wanna be understood man. But instead I’m crying on the floor pretending that someone does.