#accurate thoughts

[makingyourdayalittlebitsweeter]

Day 118

Slow is the memory and I can picture her standing right in front of me, said that I'm behaving badly and kind of driving her crazy, but I know she wants me. I remember everything; her sweat, it tastes like sugar cane and sitting on top of me, yelling out my fucking name until I'm empty but I know she wants me. But I have already tried to explain myself. It's not that I love someone else but I can't bear to listen to you cry. Sick of all these wasted years, drowned in someone else’s tears. You let me down, now I'm hanging you out to dry. And I'll see you when I get back, maybe we can get ourselves back on the right track. You touch me there because you know how much I like that. I think that we both need to relax, you know you want me. All the time and everywhere, a happy surface but the underbelly isn't there. And the worst thing is that I don't even really care, and the emptiness is too much to bear. 'Cause sometimes I don't know what to do — I'm scared to stand right in front of you

[platonicsugarbaby]

Whenever I see people that date outside of their friend group I think: 1. How did you do it? and 2. Do you know how lucky you are?

[nigelthornberet]

i feel like...im a very obvious person. like, i dont think anyone has ever said that im hard to read...because i am literally the exact opposite. the way i feel is constantly on show regardless of if i try to hide or not. if it's not what im saying that gives me away, its the way i act. i dont mind it though, it's just the way i am and the way i probably always will be.

[willkillforexp-blog]

No one in the world is having better sex than the sex you're having with them. In my head.

High Fidelity

[violetcrawley]

i convinced my friend to watch Downton Abbey and she just finished the Christmas Special.  i am posting her thoughts for accuracy and awesomeness (includes spoilers): 

MY THOUGHTS THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE CHRISTMAS SPECIAL BECAUSE IT'S WAY TOO LONG FOR A TEXT: HOLY MY JESUS OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD okay first of all mary playing charades was the best and when isobel gave violet the nut cracker: "what is this?" "it's a nut cracker. to crack your nuts." best line. and when anna opened her gift from mary, mary gave her that head nod and i died. i love their relationship. sir anthony strallan??? hello welcome back!! i was so happy for edith in that moment. she was so happy!!! but then he was like sorry you have to give up on me now, i'm too old for you. SYBIL'S PREGNANT OHMYGOD OHMYGOD. I GASPED. AND I JUST WANT ANNA TO BE HAPPY. I CAN DEFINITELY TELL THAT MATTHEW WANTS TO BE WITH MARY DURING THIS ENTIRE EPISODE. THEY BOTH KNOW IT.and carlisle was so jealous of them together. "why were you laughing at matthew?" I DESPISE THAT MAN. HE GRABS MARY'S ARM AND YANKS HER. HE NEEDS TO GO. and matthew's like you don't have to marry him. LISTEN TO MATTHEW MARY. and cora tells robert about mr. pamuk. OHMYGOD OHMYGOD and when the jury found bates guilty, anna's scream. ohmygod. no no no. i felt so incredibly awful for her. AND EVEN THOUGH I HATE ROBERT, I LOVED IT WHEN HE WAS LIKE "YOU DON'T HAVE TO MARRY HIM" (referring to carlisle) AND MATTHEW DOESN'T WANT MARY TO MARRY HIM EITHER  AND THEN ANNA HANDS IN HER NOTICE AND MARY TELLS MATTHEW ABOUT PAMUKKKK!!!! AHHH matthew - "YOU MUST NOT MARRY HIM. YOU ARE STRONG." AHH I LOVE HIM "YOU WERE WRONG ABOUT ONE THING. I NEVER COULD DESPISE and where did isis go???.....just kidding found her! finally daisy went to the farm.....AND IS WILLIAM'S FATHER'S DAUGHTER??? anna - "i have to leave downton. but i don't have to leave you." CUTEST RELATIONSHIP EVER "i wish you would take my advice and fight for her." YES ISOBEL YES I HATE HATE HATE CARLISLE  OHMYGOD CARLISLE AND MATTHEW'S FIGHT WOWOWOW GO MATTHEW GO YES CARLISLE iS GONEEEE YES BATES ISNT KILLED. JUST LIFE IN PRISON WHICH IS STILl AWFUL BUT STILL. YAYAYAY FOR ANNA! SHE'S STAYING AT DOWNTON AHHH MATTHEW AND MARY ARE DANCING OHMYGOD SHE CAN'T LEAVE TO AMERICA SHE CAN'TT "YOU'VE LIVED YOUR LIFE AND I'VE LIVED MINE. AND NOW IT'S TIME WE LIVED THEM TOGETHER." HOLY OHMYGODDD WHAT IS HAPPENING WHAT IS HAPPENING "THEN WILL YOU?." "YOU MUST SAY IT PROPERLY." OHMYGOD. MARY'S FACE. MATTHEW'S FACE. HIS SMIRK. OHMYGOD HE HAS TAKEN HER HANDS. LADY MARY CRAWLEY WILL YOU DO THE HONOR OF BECOMING MY WIFE. OHMYGOD. OHMYGOD SHOOOT THIS IS THE BEST THING EVR. AHHH MARY'S SMILING. HER SMILE IS SO GENUINE NOW!!!! I LOVE THIS OHMYGOD. THE SNOW IS FALLING DOWN PERFECTLY. AHH THEIR KISS OHMYGOD. PERFECT THING EVER. I LOVE THEM. OH HER COMES THE MUSIC. OH HERE COMES THE TEARS. AHHHH HE PICKED HER UP THEY ARE SPINNING. THEY ARE SO HAPPY. MY GOD. PERFECT ENDING TO A SEASON. WOWOW. YES YES YES THIS IS PERFECT. AHHHHHH I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL SEPTEMBER. OHMYGOD MARY AND MATTHEW CRAWLEY. ALWAYS AND FOREVER.

IT WAS AMAZING. I HAVE NEVER SEEN A BETTER ENDING TO AN EPISODE IN MY LIFE. I LOVE ANNA. I AM SO INCREDIBLY HAPPY FOR BOTH OF THEM. THEY ARE ACTUALLY GOING TO HAVE THE PERFECT LIFE. I LOVE THEIR RELATIONSHIP. AND HONESTLY, I HAD NO IDEA THAT THIS WAS COMING. IT WENT FROM A CASUAL CONVERSATION OUTSIDE IN THE PERFECT SNOW TO BE MY WIFE YOU MARY CRAWLEY YOU. AHHHH AND EVEN WHEN THE CAMERA MOVES OUT THEY ARE STILL SPINNING!!!!!!

[mynotsodarkpassenger]

Natasha now fully ships Olivia/Astrid

She was like: Do you see this lesbian connection? Why don't people dress like this anymore? Olivia's the top.