#achingheartspost

[ach1ngh3arts]

Everytime I feel the slightest rejection even though it’s non existent and my brain makes things up I want to relapse this is why I don’t have friends

[ach1ngh3arts]

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kay

she / they

xvii (17)

welcome to the religion of kaytheism aka me

𓆩♡𓆪

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“i desire the things

which will destroy me

in the end.”

— sylvia plath

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i like beautiful things that feel sick and doomed

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favorite films

⌖𖦏 black swan

⌖𖦏 perfect blue

⌖𖦏 blue velvet

⌖𖦏 bones and all

⌖𖦏 secretary

⌖𖦏 crash (1996)

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currently existing somewhere inbetween ✟

[ach1ngh3arts]

Can we be like Emma Roberts and Evan peters when he bailed her out of jail or do we have to be normal?

[ach1ngh3arts]

My mom keeps calling the police on me when I have episodes and trying to admit me and it makes me hate her I’m going to hurt myself regardless keep doing Ts and I will get admitted and I will break a marker in there and slit my fucking throat then stab myself to death, i did not ask to have bpd you are part of the reason I developed it you cunt

[ach1ngh3arts]

I feel like y’all should know I’m a theater kid and have seen Hamilton in person

[ach1ngh3arts]

It’s so funny seeing none tcc ppl repost my stuff 💀 I feel in disguise

[ach1ngh3arts]

Who wants me? Before I decide to stop dating for ever

[ach1ngh3arts]

Y’all the hip video on $htwt was traumatic get your hand out tf