Keeping It Professional
Please enjoy this dialogue-heavy fluff-fest, in which Emma and Killian work together on a popular TV show, and Emma is just trying to keep things professional.
Rated T
~3200 words
Summary: Join us this Thursday with Emma Nolan, the star of the hit show, Neverland! Emma plays Emma Swan, a mom who's trying to get her son back from Neverland, but Peter Pan is not who you'd expect. We'll discuss a new season, the upcoming finale, and, of course, her on and off screen relationships with her costars! You won't want to miss this one!
In which Emma Nolan hates interviews.
A/N: Oh hi, I wrote this while I was being no-showed. I have no idea what it is.
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The ostentatious applause and blinding lights are things that Emma Nolan has grown accustomed to over the years. The show has been on for four seasons, having just been picked up for a fifth, and it’s grown in popularity during that time.
“It must be interesting playing a character with your same name.”
“Definitely. No one ever has an excuse to get my name wrong on set,” she laughs lightly, drawing similar sounds from the audience.
“Right! And I’m sure it much be interesting, working with your brother?”
“Oh, yeah. David’s a great actor, and he’s also my best friend. It’s a blast.”
“Now, at the end of last season, we found out that Baelfire was actually alive!” The audience cheers. “How’s that for a turn of events?”
“Oh, I know. Crazy right? We’ll have to see how it will impact everyone’s relationship with Henry.”
“Not to mention Emma’s relationship with Hook, right?”
The audience whoops and hollers, and Emma smiles. “I guess we’ll have to see!”
“Now, Emma, everyone is dying to know. The chemistry between you and Killian… there’s got to be something there, right?”
Emma loves to act— and she’s damn good at it. She loves the show she’s been a part of for almost five years now. She even doesn’t mind doing interviews, usually. What she does mind, however, is how everyone and their mother assumes she’s sleeping with her costars.
Emma fakes a laugh— she’s a good actor, remember? — and lets her eyes light up and a grin split her face, saying jokingly, “I’m a really good actor.”
The audience laughs, as does the interviewer, reaching between their chairs and touching Emma’s knee lightly. “You're too much! But come one—you and Killian? You and Neal?”
Okay, she hates interviews.
Emma shakes her head, trying her hardest to maintain an air of light and playfulness rather than rolling her eyes like she so badly wanted to. “Just keeping it professional, you know?”
“Well, Emma Swan has had some steamy moments with both Baelfire and Hook, so I think the audience would agree when I say we want to know who the better kisser is! Both of them are so delicious!” The audience doesn’t cheer; screams violently is more like it. Emma tries to laugh it off, but seriously? How is this question even allowed to be asked?
“Uh,” she starts awkwardly before she snaps herself back into interview mode and smiles again. “No comment,” she says with a smirk and a flirt in her tone.
“Oh, come on!”
She hates interviews.
“We’re all good friends. We’re just trying to keep it professional so that we can continue to work together.”
“Well, your brother David and Mary Margaret got married last year and they seem to work together well.”
Emma’s left eye starts to twitch, and she’s glad that it isn’t the side of her facing the audience. Let it go, lady, she thinks. “I’m so happy for them—they're great together, aren’t they?” The audience cheers again. “I’m really glad they were able to work things out between them. They’ve always had a thing for each other, and their relationship is so strong both on and off screen that it just worked out.”
“Are you saying you don’t have a strong relationship with Killian or Neal?”
“No, no, it isn’t that. I guess I’d just rather put my professional relationship with them over any of my own wishes.”
The interviewer smirks, and shit. “So, you do wish to be with one of them?” Oh my god, she thinks. Yes, but leave me the hell alone about it.
She starts to panic, thinking about what Killian would say in response, how he would tease her for anything that comes out of her mouth. Then she starts thinking about his mouth, then his eyes and his cute nose and his weird, charming ears, and her heart starts racing and her palms start sweating, and she has to get herself under control, dammit!
“All I want is for people to continue to love the show, and if my on-screen chemistry with my costars assists in that, then I’m happy.” Phew, take that, Kelly. Emma is a professional actor, thank you very much.
“Alright, alright, we can’t get anything out of her today, guys, sorry. Emma Nolan is the star on the hit series Neverland, which portrays Peter Pan in a very new light; catch up online or before the new episodes air every Sunday at 8 pm!”
The audience shouts again, and they're finally given the cue that the cameras are off as the lights dim, and Emma stands from the chair she was perched on and starts to unhook her mic from her top.
“Thank you for coming in today, Emma! It was so lovely having you.”
“It was great being here, Kelly, thank you.”
Emma practically runs from the stage once she’s cleared to do so, making her way down dark, winding hallways until she reaches the dressing room with her name printed on it. She shuts the door firmly behind her and presses her back to it, taking a deep breath and sliding down to the floor with her face in her hands. She tries deep breathing, but she finds it nearly impossible to get any air in.
Her phone chimes, alerting her to the message she’s received, and she attempts to pull herself together so that she can stand and grab it.
Nice one, Swan
She rolls her eyes at the moniker Killian has given her, but she can’t stop the smile from spreading across her face. Knowing that he must’ve been watching her interview from his own dressing room across the building makes her heart rate pick up. Knowing that he must know how nervous she is, because she hates interviews, makes her cheeks go rosy.
i hate interviews.
I know. You did great, love. Very professional.
yeah, well. don’t let kelly bully you next week like she did me. go get em, tiger.
No matter her mood, she can’t stop herself from flirting with him, and it’s seriously a problem. They can’t be doing this, and she knows it.
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“Hey Nolan,” she hears with a knock on her trailer door as it swings open.
“Hi Neal, what’s up?”
He smiles at her sweetly and gestures into her trailer. “Can I come in for a second?”
Emma nods, nodding her head towards the small couch. “Sure. What’s going on?”
“Just wanted to say, I saw your interview with Kelly. You did really well.”
She smiles at him sweetly as she takes a seat on a chair across the small trailer from him. “Thanks. She was persistent, huh?” Did she mention that she really hates interviews?
“Yeah,” he chuckles. “That’s actually what I wanted to talk to you about.”
“Oh?”
“Yeah,” he nods.
“Okay…” She’s hesitant to speak now, not wanting to push him in either direction, but honestly nervous for what’s about to come out of his mouth.
“I was just thinking… well, I like you, Emma. Not just as a costar or friend. I think you're cool and funny and pretty, and I was just thinking… well, everyone already thinks— I mean, I know you said you want to keep everything professional, but we can date and still be professional, right?”
“Neal…”
“Go to dinner with me. Just once. I really think we could have something great here.”
She shakes her head, her heart racing again as anxiety sets in. “I can’t. I’m sorry Neal, I just… I can’t.”
He nods, smiling at her again, and thank god he isn’t as much of an asshole in real life as she thinks his character is. “I get it, it’s alright.”
“I just want to keep everything professional. We work together…”
“Right, I know. So, it isn’t because of Jones?”
“What about Killian?” She screws her face as much as she can manage, but panics as she fears that he knows.
“You guys just have chemistry, too, that’s all. I wasn’t sure if you were together or something.”
He doesn’t know, she reminds herself, breathing in deeply in an attempt to relax. “I want to keep everything—”
“Professional, I know. No worries, Em.” He smiles once more, standing up and squeezing her shoulder before he heads out the door.
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“So, what’s it like working with your ex?” The audience reacts excitedly as Kelly presses, perhaps making it her mission to ask the most uncomfortable questions she possibly can.
“Oh, it’s alright. Milah and I are in a good place. We were together so long ago, and we’re both adults, so we’re able to keep things professional.” Emma nods at her screen, biting her thumb nervously as Killian gets grilled once again.
“That’s so amazing, isn’t it, guys?” The audience cheers. “Now last week’s episode was just… so heartbreaking. I’d love to get into that a bit with you.”
“Yeah,” he nods, and the audience aws collectively. “It was a really tough one to shoot. I don’t want to give much away, but the last scene with Hook and Emma was very emotional.”
“For the characters, or for you and Emma?”
“Both, I’d say.”
Kelly nods somberly as the audience aws again. “It looked it. I heard a rumor that the kiss Hook planted on Emma’s forehead when the rowboat was leaving the island was unscripted. Is that true?”
The audience gets excited, and Emma loses her thumb nail to her front teeth. “Yeah, actually. That scene in particular was really, really emotional. Can I drop spoilers?”
“Anyone who hasn’t seen the season finale yet is out of their mind. Drop away!”
He laughs blithely, the light in his eyes shining brightly through her iPad screen. “Well, Pan had put Emma in an impossible situation. She had to choose between getting Henry out of Neverland without a sleeping curse, or risk never waking him up and leaving Hook behind. I think it’s clear by the season finale that Emma has feelings for Hook, so that decision was really difficult for her. That final scene between the two of them… well, it was emotional for Hook too, because his feelings for Emma are obvious.” The audience cheers again.
“Super obvious. I mean, the chemistry between the two of you…”
“Right,” he quickly brushes her comment off. “So, we shot that scene at, like, 3 in the morning. It was freezing, it was raining, we were tired, and we don’t really know what the writers have in store for the next season. So, I guess my emotions got the better of me, and Hook and Emma— Swan, that is— finally had that moment when feelings were admitted—”
More screaming, as Killian refers to the steamy make out scene that aired last week. “Oh, we remember!” Kelly shouts over the audience.
He laughs again, a blush rising over the tips of his adorably pointy ears as he continues. “So, yeah, shooting the final scene between the two of them, where Emma needs to leave Hook on the island to ensure Henry’s safety, it was really difficult because there was finally a chance for them, and that chance got ripped away and we don’t know what’s going to happen to Hook. And like I said, it was cold and late, and I guess that just got the better of me, so I went with it.”
“Well, I think I can say with confidence that the viewers are glad that you went with it. I mean, how sweet was that, Hook kissing Emma’s forehead so softly? It was adorable!” Even more screaming, and Emma thinks she can see Killian cringing just the slightest bit.
“Yeah,” he says softly, still blushing. Emma wants nothing more than to reach through the screen and grab him to plant a big fat kiss on his cheeks.
“It only works so well because of the chemistry between you and your costar, Emma Nolan.”
He nods, blush permanent on his features. “We’re close.”
“Any chance we could see the two of you as more than friends off screen?” Kelly’s smirking, and she audience goes absolutely insane and threatens to blow out Emma’s headphones.
“Not sure that you’ll ever see that. We’re just keeping things professional, Kelly. She and I are costars, first and foremost.”
“Alright, alright. I’ll back off,” she laughs, as does the audience. Killian’s is discernibly fake.
By the time the interview ends, Emma’s face is as red as she imagines Killian’s to be. She puts her iPad away and lies on the couch, covering her eyes with her arm and trying hard to relax before she has to go out on set. The season finale aired, and they’ve already started shooting for season five, which requires even more chemistry between Emma Swan and Captain Hook.
The polls don’t lie; the viewers were absolutely obsessed with Emma and Hook’s relationship. Captain Swan started trending internationally after the finale, when the writers made it clear that the relationship between Emma and Hook was beyond just physical. Of course, what helped that along was Killian’s accidental smooch to Emma’s face during shooting.
What was an accident born from emotional exhaustion ended up being edited into the scene, driving the nation crazy once it aired and absolutely blowing up both Emma and Killian’s social media accounts. Not only were fans of the show obsessing over Captain Swan, but they were now also suspecting that Emma and Killian were an item. Emillian was trending as well, and Emma couldn’t help but cringe each time she was tagged in a Tweet or an Instagram fan edit.
The thumps on her trailer door finally drag her out of her own head, and she shouts for the knocker to enter.
“Hi, love,” he says, making her heart race before she even saw his face.
“Hey.” She sits up from her position on the couch as he takes a seat on the chair across the trailer.
“Did you see it?” She nods. She wasn’t able to watch him shoot the interview live as he was when she was on the show, so she had to watch it when it aired along with the rest of the country.
“You always handle those questions well.”
“It’s getting a bit insane, though.” She nods in return, agreeing that the questions they're asked about their relationshipare becoming intrusive. “Milah talked to me just now.”
“Did she?”
“Aye, she congratulated me on the interview and the finale. Said my costume looked great.”
“I would hope so; she designed in.”
He chuckles, standing from the chair and taking a seat on the couch next to her. “She asked me to dinner.”
“Oh,” Emma responds, her heart falling into her stomach. “What, uh, what did you say?”
“I said my girlfriend probably wouldn’t like that.”
She stares at him, eyes wide, and is tempted to whack him across the chest. “No, you didn’t!”
He laughs, jumping playfully away from her as she does swat at him. “No, I didn’t. But I wanted to.”
“Killian,” she sighs, flopping her body down on the couch and covering her face with her arm again. “We can’t. What if something goes wrong and it messes with our on-screen relationship? Are you willing to risk your job over this?”
“Yes,” he deadpans at her, and when she moves her arm and looks at his face, she knows he’s serious.
“Killian—”
“I am. I’m in love with you. I'm tired of hiding it.”
Her face falls, her heart beating frantically and her chest burning. “I love you, too, but…”
“What are you so afraid of? That we won’t work out? Love, we’ve been together for almost two years. This is very Emma Swan behavior that you're displaying.” She laughs at his reference to her character’s emotional constipation and leans into him, resting her head on his shoulder.
“I know, I’m sorry. I just… I’ve never done this before.”
He kisses the top of her head gently before speaking. “It’s alright. I’m sorry I’m pushing you. We can wait. Just know that I love you and I’m all in. I know you're nervous that we might not work out, or that it would impact our jobs, but… I believe in us. I know we’re stronger than that. And I’ll wait as long as you wish for me to until you believe that, too.”
Dammit, she thinks. How could she not have fallen for him immediately after meeting him? She sighs against him and hoists herself up off the couch before planting herself on his lap, her legs straddling his and her face finding its usual spot in his neck. “I love you,” she says softly into his skin.
“I love you, Emma.” His arms run up and down her back, soothing and warming her simultaneously. “I’ve loved you since the moment I met you when I joined the show. I’ll never stop loving you.”
“Do you think we can still keep it professional if everyone knows we’re dating?”
“Aye,” he nods, and she can feel his chin scraping against the top of her head. “But I also think that a lot of people already suspect that we’re together, ever since my royal screw up on set.”
“That wasn’t so bad. I liked it.”
He chuckles, the sound rumbling through his chest and in her ear. “Not very professional, though.”
“Is it professional to seduce your costar in your trailer an hour before shooting?” she asks boldly, pressing her nose into his neck below his ear and tracing his pulse point with her tongue.
He’s growling, and the sound goes straight to her core as his firm hands find her backside and squeeze. “No, it’s not. But that hasn’t stopped you before.”
“It’s not going to stop me now, either.”
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“We should come clean,” she whispers into the air between them once she catches her breath. The couch wasn’t quite big enough for cuddling, but they do their best, with Emma’s back pressed into the back of the couch and Killian’s bare, fuzzy butt dangerously facing the door.
“You think? Are you ready for that?”
She shrugs. “Just… you're right. I want this with you. I'm in it for the long haul. I don’t know what I’m so afraid of.”
“It makes sense to be afraid, love. We don’t know how going public might impact our relationship.”
“Yeah, but… we are stronger than that. We’re stronger than whatever the fans or critics can throw at us. I love you, and I want to be with you.”
He’s grinning as he brushes his nose against hers before pressing a gentle kiss to her lips. “You're sure?”
She nods. “I’m sure.”
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They wait until season five is about to air before posting an Instagram photo of Killian kissing Emma’s temple with the captain #Emillian. It trends for weeks. Views and ratings for the show skyrocket. Emma and Killian started attending interviews together, and she finds them to be pretty tolerable.
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