Welcome to: Auadhd artist totally not projecting her insecurities on a freaking AI from the Amazing digital circus-
First we have... ever know that feeling when you can tell by the room's reaction that you said/did something wrong but you have no clue WHAT but no one will tell you but the entire atmosphere of the room changed and now you're blanking out on what you even said all you know is you Def fucked up somehow?
Anyway, I had a thought yesterday about how Caine does these little subtle mini-stims like someone who was taught stimming was bad or whatever (I mean it could also be tics or something else there's many interpretations).
Anyway @cctypical , cc your comment back there about Caine not big stimming in front of the cast in order to not make them uncomfortable immediately wanted me to draw a little justice for him!!!
Idk why but that doodle cheered me up a ton and me a bit less self-concious about stimming idk.
I think I'm getting better at drawing him-
Anyway I'm literally just projecting but it made me feel better and I hope it makes someone else feel better/less alone in this cuz like I could really use some more of that myself-
Bonus: Amanda doodling and being happy cuz I just want her to have a happy ending so bad.










