Feb 17
Went in a bad place last week after therapy, dipped my toes into the puddle of a mixed episode, did some bullshit, talked about my feelings, currently definitely still in that mixed episode puddle but my head is starting to clear (lie, I’m just being obsessive over a new performance idea, but that’s much better than any of the alternatives). Maybe back to posting!!! Maybe actually writing! Nobody knows, least of all me, but I’m not failing my classes and I’m finally done pawing at the self-destructive yarn balls in front of my face. Huzzah!
