#bipolar vent

[s1lver-l1nes]

Me rn

[human-not-mental]

Bipolar be like: sleeping less, getting sensitive and suffering with mood swings, getting irritated and too agitated to sleep, sleeping less, swinging more, unending repeat.

[poppyyblrr]

i’m so happy but so sad but so angry but so idk

[that-bipolar-mood]

Life is so much more enjoyable when you're inconvenient, a menace, and a little too much

[weepingporcelain]

i ran out of my meds i might go insane

[questioning-human]

I literally just got out the hospital for psychosis and I feel it creeping back into my brain

My psychosis was really bad. It’s better now but it’s stressful and I don’t know what’s real anymore. I feel so overwhelmed recently. As I write this I feel bugs crawling on me. I know it isn’t real but I have to slap my skin because it feels real and won’t go away unless I “kill” the bugs. I’m so paranoid . I feel like something is watching me. An entity. I don’t know what kind, but it isn’t nice. I feel like I’m rotting . Like actually rotting . What else could be the answer? The bugs? The spirits? The coincidences? There’s no other explanation. I’m fucking rotting and in hell. I have no way out and I’m stuck in the underworld again. Maybe I never left.

[jellypopsys]

when will my system members start tagging their posts and stop assuming people know it’s a different person based off of text styles. that’s not how this works, fuckers PLEASE WORK WITH ME ON ONE THING

—dez

[s1lver-l1nes]

An important friendship of mine ended because I'm an awful person and I hurt them. Idk if I can ever fix it. This is just another in a long line of friendships I have caused to end because of my actions. I can't keep freinds, I always end up hurting them beyond repair. I hate myself. I hate that Im like this.