#actually okay

[avem88]

Everything can be yuri if you think about it

[savrenim]

heyyyyy so like. general life update bc I'm actually finally feeling good about life

--biggest Terror of the summer and oh gods the summer budget of moving my fiance out of Texas succeeded without a hitch???? honestly still a bit in awe over having pulled that one off. it's totally done and finished dotted the i's crossed the t's nothing left to worry about.

--continuing off that one month left to go before we've Made It Through The Summer and we are. within budget. like we've got one month left but. I think we're going to make it.

--it's been several EXTREMELY brutal months (I guess since January?) with Suzy having chronic kidney disease and being so frail and second-guessing myself and second-guessing if she's miserable all the time or just enjoying napping and second-guessing how long we're going to have with her and just. maybe I'll write a longer reflection on this later. we started her on an arthritis shot, using orazn dental gel, and giving her supervised walks outside whenever she wanted them (the latermost I started doing when it seemed like she had only a few weeks left and I couldn't bear to deny her anything) and somehow she is suddenly better than she has been in????? months???????? she's eating 2-3x as much food, her ribs are no longer showing, she can jump on beds again. like. aaaaaah!!!! bestest girl!

if anyone is dealing with a cat with CKD this website is your gospel: http://www.felinecrf.org/ . but just. I'm no longer unprepared and that's a way better place to be than getting blindsided with things left and right.

anyways idk things generally are??? not The Best Life Ever Has Been but definitely way better than I thought it would be at this point in the summer. like. might even start writing again?????? we will See.

[etheriumart]

I just started Wellbutrin on top of my other medications and

Is this what it feels like to feel normal?!?!

I feel like a real human being for the first time in four fucking years.

Holy shit.

[paintpossum]

I CAME OUT TO MY DAD HOLY FICK SHIT

[totopopopo]

14 + 15 for mechsona asks!

Yeeeee thank u thank u thank u for the excuse to talk abt them

14: their theme song but it must be a mechanisms song - okay surprisingly enough (to me at least) I’m gonna go with Blood and Whiskey for this one! I was originally expecting something a bit more fire and brimstone but no this one really works for her

15: their theme song but it cannot be a mechanisms song - Blood of Angels by Brown Bird DEFINITELY encapsulates Theo’s Vibes ,, yeah,, yeah chefs kiss

[kayleighwhatever]

I LIVED, BITCH

[o-nekosan]

It’s not a bug, it’s a lack of a feature.

Jeremy at work