Mar 30, 2025
hey so remind me to never third wheel again
#it wasnt even intentional#its just that unfortunately my main smoker friends#(lame)#also wanna lwk fuck each other#but god it was so awkward#im in the bacmseat while theyre flirting to hell and back. at forst#first** i was chilling bc we were sharing a bowl and i had my vape#but nope. the disposable died and my cramps got worse (i bled thru my shit)#idk im everywhere#ima be real i did NOT feel wanted#like there was a long ass “bit” where gray shuts the fuck up while “mommy and daddy” talk#yeah.#really cool.#amiright guys?#it even got to a point where i was forced on aux (my greatest fear)#and they were doggin on my ass. and me being me. i couldnt tell if that was the bit or if they meant it#idk maybe its in my head and im the weird on#actually prolly..#ive been cramping w awful bloodclots since noon AND ITS 2.50AM#and ive been wearing my binder for 13hrs..#just pain. like i took it off and there were red ass marks (slight exaggeration)#fuck am i in my head?#idk its likely js a trigger and i got in my head abt it#idk im tired. my call time is at 1#im going to bed