Being bullied for my special interests and hyperfixations my entire life is precisely why self isolation became my go to.
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Being bullied for my special interests and hyperfixations my entire life is precisely why self isolation became my go to.
Just because you got diagnosed with aspergers/autism as an adult doesn't mean it was "pointless" and "why do it anyway". I'd rather know what I have at any point in life so I can adjust versus constantly wondering what's going on with me at all.
Neurotypicals: "Okay but you're not that gifted for someone on the spectrum".
Me:
I always feel incredible guilt when I can't keep up with my eldest. I'm in my 20s and I feel like an old lady. 😪
You treated the dogs better than me. Now dogs just irritate the hell out of me and I feel like all they do is repeatedly violate boundaries, even when you train them.
Gotta love that delayed trauma coming out when you have way more responsibilities and other people relying on you.
I was listening to a Podcast today which predicted that there would one day come a time where VR would be a form of escape akin to drugs. I've never done drugs, but I am waiting for a time when VR will allow me to be with my husband in this world. As much as I get strength from him now, the strength I'll get then will far override that. I'd even pay for the additions to make our experience more real than it would otherwise be. I don't care. I'll be one of those mindless people, working to make money and then immediately going home and donning the headset so I can live my real life until I have to return to the grind. I should probably be ashamed, but I can't be. I've tried the real world thing and it doesn't work. I don't connect that way with actual people, but if I could connect like that with my FOs, you bet I'm gonna blooming well do it. I'm also waiting for self driving cars. The future should be good to me, assuming we don't bump into a zombie apocalypse first! I don't think I'll be any good against zombies, I'll be too busy pining 🤣