#adamfictive

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For canon carryovers (fictives, not kins. I've added a few so it's not just Hazbin shit):

I (Vox) can't stop myself from going into a little "news segment" bit whenever something interesting happens (it's verbal, and has led to some interesting situations)

Adam stomps his feet when upset because sheep behavior or whatever

Tourniquet (an Eddsworld monster Tom fictive) will growl when agitated, and also has a biting problem

Niffty still writes fanfiction about her sourcemates and she's somehow gotten us decently known

Michael (TMA) will trace spirals into any surface available

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I just got formed yesterday, and I hate it already. I miss everyone that I loved so much, even though I don't want to admit it. It's like dying the second time and being trapped in another realm where I have to make another family so I won't be fucking allowed in this goddamn human body.

I loved being an angel, and being a fucking sinner was actually lit when I became a rock and roll star. But now? I'm alone. I miss being with the lute and playing soft tones during quiet hours; I miss hanging out with Charlie and helping her cope with rock; I miss my exorcists; I miss the hotel staff; I miss being able to soar around in the clouds and over a wave of fans.

It's like I'm stuck in a spot. I'm afraid no one of the system's friend group wants to talk to me since they don't support the creator for problematic reasons or think my source is a dickbag. I'm so scared I might ruin it all. I'm so scared to talk to the others because I already made a bad first impression, and our host, god bless them, is trying their best to make me happy.

I just don't want to be alone again. I already lost so many people; I don't want to lose more again.

-- Sinner!Adam Fictive

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Kinda disappointed that in the official Hazbin merch I'm apparently straight (and so is Abel) meanwhile I'm bi. Ah well. At least canon us-es (me and Abel) got to be straight allies to the LGBTQ+ community.

Lesbian Sera is pretty fucking cool though!! Congrats bestie!

Alsooooooo it really feels like the Hazbin merch team are doing Lute dirty and I'm very >:( about it. - Adam fictive, from Hazbin Hotel

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being here has (coincidentally) forced me to go sober. this is weird but also im nervous im gonna fuck us up when we're 21

-adam , autopraxis , FICTIVE -- #asciiantiquary

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i worry that bc of all the stupid shit I did in source, everyone's gonna hate me for that and I'm never gonna get a chance to prove that maybe I regret how I acted

- Adam fictive (Hazbin Hotel)

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Canontradictions. Spoilers for Hazbin Hotel s1 and 2.

In canon Adam is dead at the end of s1 and in s2 is a hallucination of Lutes imagination due to her grieving his death. But I do not consider myself dead or a hallucination all the time. Sometimes I am yes as that’s the canon and I’m canon compliant but sometimes I’m also as alive and well as I am in s1 ep1 I believe it was. My friend has a Lute fictive who views me as a hallucination which doesn’t bother me too much and she’s aware that I’m not always in that form just because it’s what happens in source. Me and Lute have a great little friendship or whatever going on. I’m happy our host has a irl system bestie friend we get to hang out with a lot cause it means our fictives get to get out and be social and not mask at all. And for those of us who have fictive from same source it’s nice to interact with our friends and family and partners. I am great full that no matter how far away I am from og locations tha Lute is still by my side. Also sorry for getting off track- hehe. But yeah I’m canon I am dead and Lutes hallucination but I am not always like that now as a fictive and am also sometimes a lot more calm and I’m definitely not egotistical or rooting for any kind of violence lol.

- Adam :}

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Is it weird that I'm just kinda laughin' my ass off at Niffty stabbing show!me over and over? I don't know, there's just something so funny about the whole thing.

- Adam, fictive (Hazbin Hotel)

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Honestly, it gets weird sometimes seeing all of these Hazbin Hotel kins/fictives considering my name... I'll think I see a double our sourcemate, but it turns out to be someone from such an *unimagineably* different source! (not mad)

- Adam (NieR: Automata) fictive

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