I just reread a deeper love for the 372828 time and the part where they kiss alwayyys gets me, and then Jem says “i am so sorry my darling” 🥰🥺 and i love the fact that EVEN CATARINAAA KNEW that Jem and tessa had something going on and she had never heard of Tessa’s love for Jem and some of you don’t even want to acknowledge that,
“He was jem, the boy with the violin, her Jem” 🥺
Tess remembering the music room scene twiccceee (ehm ehm the scene where they almost have sex😏) in cp2 really makes me want to reread it, and also tessa apperantly begging Jem to marry her as soon as possible 😏
And it’s so obvious that they had been trying to forgt each other but their feeling are very much there, tessa locking half her heart, “She had taken the part of her heart that loved Jem wildly, violently, and locked it up in a box” and them trying to be friends during will’s life but they still love each other and always hoped that someday they would be together 🥺
AND THE JADE PENDANT, also tessa wanting to run away with Jem is just so hearbreaking I just want them to goddamnnn be together (which they will obviously) and Tessa sweatheart you’re probably the first person IN HISTORY to make out with a silent brother (who is naked might i add)
