Apr 6
Uggggggh. Time to drive again
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Uggggggh. Time to drive again
They should create a me that didn't procrastinate until the last possible second.
Trying to be gentle with myself but it's HARD.
i meant to go to bed 3 hours ago. but then i realized i probably should go and shower. and now i'm sitting here. unshowered. notably, not in bed
I wish i had amphetamines
ADHD isn’t taken seriously like at all. I have severe inattentive adhd and most professionals and any people I met, just chalk up my condition to be a personal failure and me being careless. The thing is, I’m not careless, I genuinely can’t help my symptoms despite being very strict and disciplined with myself. It’s crazy how little doctors know about it. The lady who was testing me, who also had adhd, highly doubted I had adhd because I had good grades for a majority of my life. Mind you, I was a straight A student for most of my life, partially in college, until one day I couldn’t read. That’s just one example of how bad it got because I could write a whole goddamned essay on what happened to me. Doctors thought I was exaggerating, being dramatic, or thought it was something else. I’m also autistic, I do not exaggerate or be dramatic most of the time. Regardless of her doubt, I was given tests and she in vocally in shock at my results. I was tested on one of my better days too. It doesn’t help that I’m AFAB either and since I do not present as solely hyperactive, my issues was always something that was just a behavioral thing to others.
when you have adhd, the common advice is to use post-it notes and reminders. chronic forgetting disorder must be helped by post-its, right?! right???
nope. even the brightest yellowest note in the most obvious place in the world will simply fade into the background. you just stop seeing it.
anyway i've been meaning to watch alien earth for two weeks
oh yeah. Great, sure,
i can make bread and get my hands so incredibly messy it takes triple the time to clean than transfer to the dutch oven because the dough was waaaay too hydrated
but i can't spend the, what, 3 minutes? it'll take me. to put my laundry in the washing machine????
adhd urge to rearrange the room you simply going to lightly clean