@admirableringmaker // from here
There was an immediate sense of wrongness when he finally came to. Why, he could not say, beyond the obvious of wherever he was now, it was not the Halls of Mandos. Had the Valar decided to reembody him already? How many years had it been? Time flowed strangely in the Halls, and Curufin could not tell if it had been only days, or maybe centuries had passed without his knowing.
What he knew also was that the body was wrong. His fëa rejected the physical form so utterly that Curufin struggled to stand, and a terrible wave of nausea overcame him, so sudden and intense that he could not resist the urge to vomit. He felt sick. This could not be the Valar’s doing; they knew the rules of fánar and fëar better than anyone.
And as Curufin stood, to his horror, he immediately understood why he felt so horrid. Worst of all, in front of him was - face all too familiar.
“What have you done?!” Any effort from him to control the body was near impossible. Keeping balance on its own was hard enough, his height and musculature and voice all wrong. He tried to extend his arms and grab onto Sauron’s shoulders, yet only succeeded in stumbling forward into the other. “What have you… this isn’t me…! This isn’t my body, this isn’t me! Let me go!”
What sound that came next from him was unlike anything he had ever made, a terrible chorus of screaming and roaring and gurgling as his fëa tried desperately to escape the cage it had suddenly found itself in.















