Am I crazy? To think we could happen?
(No Gender Specified)!Reader
➻ Childe, Zhongli, Aether, Heizou.
Warning(s): Violence, Mentions of Blood and Death, Sharp weapons and Stabbing. Not Proofread. (Gender might appear? on mistake)
You only had two choices. It was, to be together or be known that you were once together. You thought you picked the first option, but destiny forbid it.
🌸Childe
Him as a member of the fatui was hard for him to be with you. Knowing he was a member of that dangerous organization means tons of enemies, and knowing that you're his one and only love, they could use you against him.
You were insane. You were such a brat and didn't listen to Tartaglia the first time he told you what could happen to both of you, especially you. He has no care in the world to what will happen to him, but to you, he cares like the whole universe could disappear if it only means to keep you safe.
He swore it. You promised you'd be okay. But you both lied. You both broke it. There you were, being used against the man to expose the biggest and latest plan of the fatui harbingers.
The guard who was holding you by your hair as your knees were on the rocky ground, smirked at Childe who was stood frozen infront of both of you. Knowing that the guards had strong spears and probably more weapons hiding around them made Childe stand steady.
He simply answered a no, quickly distracting the other guards with a big splash of water coming from his bow. Only to be met by your screams as he fell into the ground.
The spear the guard held was in your chest, it went through as your organ was at the top of the spear's head. Childe choked, he couldn't move as he felt his whole world fall apart. He felt tears rushing down his face as he kills the soldier infront of him.
Looking at the beating heart at the head of the monster's spear. How dare he? You were his only world.
You were still moving, Childe not accepting it as just muscle memory, he could see tears fall down your cheeks as he brushes it away. The blood on your cheeks getting wiped by his hands and the rain.
How could this happen to fast? Your future was easily ruined by a mere human beinv. And Childe could've done better.
You were still breathing despite your heart being out of your body.
"I-I'm so...crazy..." You said, feeling every inch of your body hurt. "We could've had a family, Ajax." Were your last words.
Childe screamed out your name, not even realizing how stupid he is for shaking you awake, to which you never will. He smiled slowly, closing his eyes as he hugged you.
He couldn't feel the pain of the sharp spear go through his chest as the pain of you dying already made his body numb.
"I love you, [Name]."
🌼 Zhongli
He knew.
He knew, yet you wanted to stay.
He knew, and you knew.
You both knew that you were going to die soon.
He is immortal, and you're a mortal. For many years he had seen the people he loved die. He experienced and felt pain from his lost. But this time he was losing you.
He was losing a person he knew he'd never see again, he knew that if you were gone, he swore to never love, again.
But you died too early. You were suppose to live a long happy life with him, your motto was always live life to the fullest yet you couldn't do that, yourself.
You felt like you betrayed him and yourself, the love of your life was carrying your cold body, his tears staining your cheek as the sun was starting to set.
He never felt so afraid and hurt, among the years he had experienced, you were his most painful feeling yet. You were the feeling of love and happiness, but right now you felt like sorrow.
You smiled as you put a hand on his cheek, wiping away a tear that was about to fall, but to no avail, tears kept falling and falling. And you were too weak to keep wiping.
"My dear...?" You spoke in a weak voice, smiling as you heard him respond. "Yes, my dearest...?"
You gave him a laugh, stopping after you felt the sharp pain in your stomach.
"Don't stop yourself from loving someone just because you already loved me. If they make you happier than I do, go for them! I'd be happy for you to let me go...I love you."
Your hand dropped as he froze in his place. "Since I'm a God myself, I will never forgive myself for not saving you. I'm so crazy for not saying I love you..."
🌹Aether
This was it, he was at his limit.
He lost his sister first, and now you. You were in the hands of his own sister. She sang a lullaby as your eyes closed, walking away to a portal before Paimon gained her vision, again.
Aether couldn't speak as he felt his mouth run dry, he was frozen, afraid, and had the urge to throw up. You weren't dead, right?
He ran up to you with Paimon flying behind, he shook your body softly before shaking it harshly, he called out your name before he lost his voice and broke down.
"I didn't get to say goodbye..." He cried, Paimon flying in silence, shaking from the scene infront of her. "[N-Name] just fainted, right?" Paimon asked, her flying starting to make herself dizzy.
"[Name]'s gone..." Aether spoke up but the fact he was denying your death drived him insane.
"I never got the chance to bring you home."
🍀 Heizou
After making eye contact with the culprit his eyes suddenly landed on you. Your stomach was cut by a katana, making you cough out the blood that tasted like metal.
Heizou sent the culprit flying before running to you. You gasped for air as Heizou tried to carry you. But you only winced in pain making him panic.
You were in an island, no one could help you now. Heizou never wanted this to happen, he should've gotten hurt, not you. He wished he never brought you here and wished you weren't hurt by the person who was wanted.
"[Name]...? You're okay right? Please stay with me." He pleaded, you laughed silently as you felt more blood coming out of the slash on your stomach.
"Heizou...My best detective crush." You spat out, making his eyes wide open. "C-crush?" He stuttered, holding your hand as tears came out of your eyes. "I thought we could happen." You admitted.
"But I guess work got ahead of us and stabbed me." You joked, making Heizou squeeze your hand tighter. "[Name], i-it's alright, you're okay, I can-"
"Heizou, I love you." You looked into his beautiful green eyes, which is filled with tears and guilt.
"I love you, too, partner."













