dreaming how I'll get to you, scheming how I'll get to you .ᐟ
✴ 𝓘n what ways does Tartaglia plan on courting you?
WC: 0.7k
Content warnings : Nothing bad at all, simply just fluff, Tartaglia being a yearner, reader being a yearner back, reciprocated feelings for eachother. Reader works at a bakery in liyue. Might be out of character. No beta we die like Dottore.
── O1, frequently finding you .ᐟ.ᐟ
It doesn't matter where you're at, Tartaglia will do everything in his power to try to see you whenever he gets the free time, especially if he's has had a bad day training recruits or executing one of the Fatui plans !
The wind breezes softly as you sit down at the edge of Qinyung Peak, the air is just right, it's silent and it feels peaceful. Although, it was the very much opposite climbing up the mountain but in the very end, the journey was worth it.
That was until you heard a boisterous, loud voice completely destroying the peace and quiet. You didn't have to turn around to know who it was, you already knew it was Tartaglia, not that you were complaining.
"Comrade, it's great to see you on this fine day! How've you been?" Tartaglia asks, gleaming at the sight of you. "I was doing great, until a certain someone ruined the quiet and peace around here." You respond to him, jokingly of course.
"Come on, don't be so cruel to me, I fought tooth and nail just to get here and you're saying my presence bothers you?" He banters, practically giving you puppy eyes as he whines.
You chuckle in amusement as he plays along with the joke, patting to the empty space next to you near the edge. "Of course not, you know I enjoy seeing you, so don't mind whatever I say."
Tartaglia willingly takes the spot beside you without a moment of hesitation, a grin on his face as he mutters "knew it." Right under his breath, quiet enough to make it sound personal, loud enough for you to hear.
You jab his elbow softly at his little smrt comment as you both giggle, staring into the settling sunset together, hoping for more days to pass by just like this.
── 02, mentioning you in his letters to his family back home .ᐟ.ᐟ
Whenever Tartaglia gets the time, he finds ways to make everything about those he loves, so when he's writing a letter back home to Tonia and Teucer, he tries his best to include you in them and give his sibling more information on the future love of his life !
" Dear Tonia and Teucer, it has been quite some time since I've been here in Liyue, I miss the cold air of Snezhnaya and you guys too, but atleast the toy selling business is doing well, especially with a lovely helper of mine. She's kind, worthy, honest. All the things I hope you guys turn out to be in the future. How about this? When I come back home, I'll ask her to come with me so I can introduce you guys. I'll be home soon. "
All love, your (best) big brother
── 03, taking care of your problems/doing your favors !!
I would imagine that whatever you need help with, whether its running an errand or getting rid of someone extremely pesky, Tartaglia will eagerly be at your beck and call just for the sake if wanting to help you !
"Come on, are you sure you have nothing for me to do?" The ginger complains out of disappointment as you move around crates of material around the bakery.
"Yep, I'm sure. Besides, even if I did need something done, haven't you worked enough as a harbinger today? You counter, wishing that he would actually take some time for himself instead if always trying to push himself to the limit.
"Not that I don't appreciate it but you should really take some time for yourself." You added on.
"...Heh, are you worried about me? Partner?" He teases, hoping to get you flustered.
"Of course I am! Why would I not be? You know all the well how much I enjoy your company, I would wan't nothing but best for you."
An airy chuckle escapes his lips before he responds with "I'm ok with pushing my limits when it comes to you, because you're someone special to me, y'know?"
"Ugh, I know that." You retort, playfully.
. 𝓐lthough he might not say it directly, you know that he loves you and that you love him, besides, don't they say actions are louder than words.
CW:Free use, a bit toxic, Gn!reader, sort of??? Human trafficking??? Reader is bought so I mean yeah?
⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔
Introduction:
Childe noticed how stressed all of his coworkers are, the thick tension in the air could be cut with a knife! He needs to find away for everyone to destress quick! (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞
Childe buying a sweet little puppy hybrid! Excitedly holding your collar as you walk back home. Fluffy ears twitching as you look around your new home! It’s huge! (Θ︹Θ)ს
The first to meet you is Columbina! She gets so giddy seeing you! Quickly reaching her hand out to let her sniff it and smiling as you gently lick it in greeting. She happily drags you to introduce you to everyone!!!! (๏ᆺ๏υ)
Headcanons:
Columbina is the most caring out of the fatui!! She has a little bed filled with stuffed animals by her bed just for you. However, you often sleep in her bed rather than your own! She’s a very teasing dom!!! and enjoys you curled in her lap!!! Gently curling her fingers as she teases you. Head against her chest as you whimper, tail wagging and ears twitching. I also think she has a thick strap on that she uses on you, gaslighting you that it’s not that big and you can definitely take more!!! Gentle voice coxing you to take more. (✿◦’ᴗ˘◦)♡
“Aw…you sound so cute!! You can take more puppy can’t you? It’s just my fingers silly puppy!”
“Hm? Why are you so loud puppy? It’s not that big puppy, you can take more.”
Dottore is on the meaner side….he has you sit under his desk if you want to spend time with him!! Cuddling into his leg while you chew on a chew toy that childe gave you. His hand does wonder to your cute ears and will pet you while mumbling as he writes his notes! Tail hitting his leather boot with a little thump! He huffs and puffs when you want attention though…throwing an old pencil across the room to play fetch with you so you’ll stop whining and chewing on his boot. When he gets fed up he’ll grip you by your shirt collar and plop you on his work table while shoving his thick cock in your cute hole! Lowly saying what an annoying mutt you’re being!!! (-ε- )
“I asked for an hour of quiet and you can’t even do that? Mutt? I’m asking you a question. I can’t help but wonder if being a hybrid makes you more vacuous.”
Feofan is extremely gentle when it comes to his sweet puppy!!! Doing paper work as you sit on his lap. Straddling him as you tuck your face in his neck, licking his face occasionally. He so gracefully runs his fingers up and down your spine. He gifts you the most out of all to! Most of your toys comes from him! Usually he doesn’t have enough energy to fuck you completely. So he lets you cock warm him or he’ll finger you, however he prefers cock warming you!!! His sweet puppy all squirmy as he holds his still. Sushing you so he can concentrate. (─‿‿─) ♡
“Shhhh…I’m almost done, and then you can ride me as much as you want…okay?”
Childe
He loves his pup!!! He’s the one that picked you out so you have a special place in his heart! He takes you out to train almost everyday!!! Playing fetch with you in the snow!!! Training you to bite enemies!!! (The poor fatui agent scared with his bite sleeve on) and he rubs your stomach because of how amazing you did!!! But Childe is gone often, only getting to play with him occasionally!!! But he makes up for it! Rewarding you by gently eating out your hole!!! Gently mumbling how amazing you did during training! •ᴗ•
“Oh puppy shhhh…you did so amazing today….good puppy..”
summary: it’s your man’s birthday. you decide to get him a special cake <3
tags: fluff, short and sweet (at least this is meant to be short), established relationship, modern! au, arcades, reader is anxious about their gift
rating: sfw
author’s note: soo.. ignore the lazy ending. i just wanted to get this out </3
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Your boyfriend calls for the fifth time. In ten minutes. Oh, your sweetheart… how you loved him, but he could be so clingy. Well… obsessive was more the right word.
Balancing a cake box in your right arm, you fish your phone out of your pocket. If you dropped this $30 cake, you would cry. Pressing answer, you bring your phone to your ear.
“Babe,” is all Ajax has to say.
“Yes?” You reply, raising a brow despite him not being able to see you. He didn’t sound very impressed and you knew why. Ajax is likely feeling ignored. Sometimes, it felt like you’re dating a dog; he needs constant attention and fussing over or he gets all huffy and puffy.
“I called you five times.”
“I know. I’m literally on my way home now-“
“Baaabe…” Ajax cuts you off with a soft whine. “Five times! Can you imagine what that does to your adorable birthday boy?”
You bite back a smile. “I haven’t forgotten my birthday boy. I’ve got a special surprise just for you.” You soothe, adjusting the cake box you’re practically cradling.
“Ooh, I hope it’s something yummy.” You can hear the grin he’s wearing. “Maybe… something dressed up all nice and pretty?”
“Ajax…” you laugh, continuing to stroll down the streets. You regret not bringing the car now that you’re holding this huge cake box… but you had wanted fresh air. “Maybe later, but that’s not the surprise.”
“Maaan…” your boyfriend huffs. “Okay. I’ll hold you to that later, though.” Ajax responds. You can hear a shuffle over the line; he’s likely getting comfy somewhere in your shared apartment. “Can I have a hint?”
“No. Then it wouldn’t be a surprise.” You reply immediately. Sure, a cake wasn’t that big of a deal… but your boyfriend was so hard to buy for. So, a custom cake would do. “You just have to wait. I’m nearby.”
Ajax hums, “should I come get you?” He offers.
“No, no. Trust me, I’m close enough. You stay put.” You tell him, picking up the pace a little. Once again, you hear shuffling.
“But I wanna see you now…” Ajax pouts. “Can I please come pick you up?” He pleads.
“Babe, I’m like… ten minutes away…” you respond.
“That’s too long…!”
“Babe, I’ll be home before you know it. Keep yourself occupied, ‘kay?” Once again, Ajax huffs.
“How am I meant to do that without my gorgeous partner? The love of my life? The breath in my lungs? The-“
“Babe, babe. I get it.” You chuckle. Geez, he was dramatic… but you loved that about him. “I’ll see you soon, okay? Just be patient for me.”
“Wait—“ Ajax had begun to protest, but you decided to hang up there. As much as he would pout about it, you couldn’t keep talking to him incase he managed to wriggle the surprise out of you before you even got there. He had a way of making you chatter about everything; it was probably how insistent he was.
Finally getting into your apartment complex, you take the elevator. You’re pleasantly surprised he isn’t in the lobby waiting for you, because that has happened before. Pressing the button for your floor, you let the elevator take you up, holding the cake box close. A small pang of anxiety washes over you. What if he didn’t like your gift?…
What if he didn’t like the flavour? Or the frosting? What if he just hates this overly expensive birthday cake? What if he’s expecting something specific for his birthday and you’re just arriving with a cake?? Buying a gift for anyone was such a nerve wracking thing for you.
Clutching the cake a bit closer, you take a small breath. Surely your boyfriend would enjoy a cake… he’s had cake for every birthday in the past. He has so much stuff you don’t know what to buy for him now… so, a nice custom cake would show how much you care for him.
The elevator stops with a ding, the door sliding open. Stepping out, you walk down the hall, managing to grab your apartment key from your bag as you come to a stop in front of your door. As soon as you twist the key in the lock, it swings open for you. Blinking up at your boyfriend, you both seem to gawk at each other for a second.
“You’re back!” Ajax beams suddenly, causing you to laugh gently.
“I am…” you respond lowly, carrying the cake box inside. “And I surmise you were about to go down to the lobby to wait for me.” He shuts the door behind you, not addressing why he was about to leave.
“I missed you! Is that my surprise??” God, he really was like an oversized puppy. He was radiating with excitement. That sliver of insecurity wriggles into you again.
“Yeah, you can open it soon.” You reply. God, why didn’t you just show him now…? if you built suspense, he’d expect something more flashy than a damn cake…!
But… you want him to have it after dinner, of which you were cooking for him tonight. If you knew your boyfriend, which you were 100% sure you did, he’d eat this whole cake before lunch.
“Maaan… I wanna open it now.” He whines, following hot on your heels. “Is it something nice?”
“I think so.” You respond. As soon as you put the box down, Ajax pouts.
“Can I take a peek?”
“No.”
“Just a tiny one??”
“No…!” You huff out a soft laugh. “You can’t peek. It’s a surprise, and you can open it after dinner.” Another pouting huff escapes your boyfriend’s lips… but he straightens up again.
“Fine, fine.” Ajax agrees. “But I’ll be thinking about this box all day.” He muses.
Oh, God.. he’s getting his hopes up. You can already imagine his disappointment when he sees a damn cake in that box. Then another thing hits you. What if it melts and becomes a big mess in this sweltering July heat??
Why did you go out of your way to buy a fancy cake…? well, it’s his birthday and you love him. This was meant to be a nice treat but now you’re anxious he’s going to hate it. As soon as you manage to distract Ajax with the promise of going out for lunch together, you grab the box and slide it into the fridge.
You keep your beloved as distracted as possible throughout the day. You take him to a gorgeous cafe where you both have a nice lunch, all paid for by you. When he jokes about going home and opening his surprise, you drag him to the arcade for a few hours. Fortunately for you, Ajax enjoys this. The two of you play every co-op game you could, and you definitely notice him going easy on you despite it being his birthday.
With your conjoined amount of tickets, Ajax gets himself an adorable huge penguin plushie, before getting you an even more oversized dog plushie you had been eyeing. What a gentleman you had on your hands.
Finally at home with two big plushies nestled on the couch, you cook Ajax his favourite meal. It’s a hearty Calla Lily soup, stock full of seafood. He’s always been fond of seafood; especially crab.
Your mind finally goes back to the cake. You’ve done such a good job distracting him, that you distracted yourself as well. Opening the fridge once more, you eye the white box on the top shelf. You have to take a breath before grabbing it, setting it down on the kitchen’s island.
You peek inside just to make sure it was still good; fortunately it seemed okay. Closing the lid, you contemplate your options; should you keep it secret a while longer? Or should you just let him see your lame surprise…?
“Babe!” Oh, god, why did you call for him…? now he has to see it. You’re not sure if you’re ready— but your beloved redhead is already peeking through the doorway.
“Yes, my love?” Ajax practically purrs, sauntering in. He smiles at the smell of the soup you’re cooking. “Ooh… that looks delicious.” He grins… then his cerulean eyes lock onto the box.
Oh, Gods above, help you…
“Oh, is it time for my surprise?” He smiles innocently.
You swallow thickly. “Uh… yeah…!” you force some optimism into yourself. He loved cake. Surely he would love your surprise. “I wanted for you to open it after dinner, but… I thought I’d do the surprise now.”
“Aww, you’re so sweet, honey.” Ajax’s smile widens. As soon as he gently grasps the lid of the box, you feel your heart pound a little. He lifts it up, peering inside at the chocolate cake covered in white and light blue cream frosting. Written on top was a nice little ‘Happy Birthday Ajax’, and stuck into the cake next to it was a white chocolate bar. He blinks at the cake, examining it. Oh, God he hates it…!
Just as you open your mouth to defend your purchase, or perhaps offer to throw it out for him, Ajax smiles brightly. “Baby, this is gorgeous.” He coos. “It almost makes me sad we’re going to eat it.” Reaching into the box, he lifts the cake out and sets it on the counter. “I mean, wow…! look at this.” He twists it a little, examining every side of it.
“You like it?”
“Of course I do! I love it!” Ajax grins. “Did you think I would hate it?” He raises a brow at you. Sheepishly, you nod, and he chuckles quietly. “Aw, baby. Don’t worry. There’s nothing you could buy me that I would hate.” Your boyfriend soothes you, wrapping you up in a tight hug. All that anxiety drains from you, and you hug him back.
“I was worried you’d be disappointed that it’s just a cake.” You admit.
“Honey, I love it. I love cake. And I love you,” Ajax chuckles. “It’s a beautiful cake, and I can’t wait to try it.” He adds, nestling his chin on top of your shoulder. “You’ve given me an amazing birthday, babe. This cake is the cherry on top.”
You hum lowly, a smile pulling at your face. “I’m glad you had a good day.” You respond.
“Mhm… but it’s not over yet, baby. I’m still holding you to that promise earlier… about something dressed up all pretty.” Ajax coos, peppering kisses against your neck. “But, I want a slice of this cake first.”
Laughing quietly, you nod. “You can have the biggest slice of cake.”
“Good. I’m still hungry, even after that lunch.” He grins, pulling back to look at you.
“Of course you are,” you laugh gently before leaning up to kiss him. “Happy birthday, baby.”
Summary: In silent rooms where shadows breathe,
A hidden gaze devours every sigh.
Through wires and walls, it learns to seethe,
Until the unseen stands close by.
I'm alive, I swear. This time I tried something a bit different, but I hope y'all enjoy it :P
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FAVORITE GINGER
Warnings: Yandere Behavior, Hacking, Cyberstalking, Trespassing, Modern AU, Pretty Reader, Angst, Bad Ending.
Words: 9.066
The blue glow of the smartphone screen sliced through the suffocating, velvet dark of the bedroom like a scalpel. It didn’t simply illuminate the space; it dissected it, exposing every reluctant shadow that clung to the walls of the high-rise apartment overlooking Liyue Harbor. The sterile luminescence traced the sharp, elegant cut of M!Y/n’s jaw, the delicate fan of thick lashes against his pale cheekbones and the faint, uncontrollable tremble of his bottom lip.
In the bustling streets below, that effortless, almost ethereal beauty turned heads among the late-night crowds weaving between glowing jade streetlamps and pulsing neon signs. But up here, in the deafening silence, M!Y/n had long stopped seeing beauty when he looked at his reflection. His face was nothing more than a target now.
A single notification chime shattered the engineered quiet of his "Do Not Disturb" mode. It tolled like a funeral bell echoing through an empty, forgotten temple.
‘𝙶𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 <𝟹’
M!Y/n’s stomach lurched with a familiar, sickening vertigo. His eyes flicked to the glowing digital clock on the nightstand: 3:14 AM. Outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, the neon veins of Liyue pulsed with restless, indifferent energy — the golden harbor lights shimmering on black water, the distant, low hum of hydro-powered freight ships, the eternal glow of the Jade Chamber’s modern spires piercing the thick night fog. Inside, the air felt dense enough to choke on.
He didn’t move. He barely dared to breathe. He simply stared until the white light of the screen seared ghosts into his retinas.
Eleven months, twenty-two days, and a handful of agonizing hours had passed since the mistake that invited this living nightmare into his life.
That evening, his younger brother Leo had been inconsolable, fat tears cutting tracks down his flushed cheeks after a high-level player in their shared online game had sweet-talked him out of every rare digital treasure he’d spent years meticulously collecting. M!Y/n — usually the quiet anchor among his circle, the one who calmed Xingqiu’s frantic all-nighters over publishing manuscripts with a steady hand and gentle tea, or checked on Yaoyao during her exhausting late-evening herb-gathering shifts — had felt something rare and fierce ignite in his chest. A protective, blinding fire. He had spent hours on the line with the game company’s support, ruthlessly cutting through layers of bureaucracy and digital red tape until he secured a verbal guarantee that the scammer’s account and IP had been burned beyond recovery.
He had felt like a hero. He had tucked Leo into bed that night, pressing a soft kiss to his forehead and whispering that the “bad man” was gone forever.
He hadn’t realized he had simply painted a brighter, infinitely more dangerous target on his own back. M!Y/n moved out of the house as soon as the stalking started, not wanting to put his family and especially Leo in danger.
Another message materialized on the screen, the refresh rate so smooth it felt inherently parasitic.
M!Y/n’s heart slammed against his ribs like a caged bird desperate to fracture its own bones to escape. Ten minutes ago. He had opened that profile for ten fleeting minutes on a burner phone — his fourth this year — routed through a premium VPN that drained his savings faster than his exorbitant rent. Layers of encryption, proxy chains, every paranoid precaution Yelan’s intelligence contacts had recommended. He should have been invisible. A ghost drifting undetected through Liyue’s vast digital underbelly.
The kaomoji were the worst part. Those cutesy, playfully innocent little faces stretched like a child’s plastic mask over something dark, obsessive and ravenous.
Tartaglia wasn’t merely watching. He inhabited the wires, the signals, the very electricity humming through the drywall of M!Y/n’s carefully guarded sanctuary.
M!Y/n sat up slowly. The expensive silk sheets pooled around his waist like a cold, discarded shroud. He padded barefoot across the dark hardwood floors toward the kitchen, muscle memory helping him avoid every micro-creak he had memorized months ago. He didn't dare turn on the lights. He had come to crave the pitch black, as if it could offer the thinnest veil of protection against the unblinking eyes he felt crawling across his skin — the cameras in the laptop, the smart TV, the voice-controlled ambient lights, the security hub by the front door. Even now, in total darkness, the physical weight of that gaze pressed heavily against the nape of his neck.
He remembered the exact night the monster had finally unmasked itself.
The first messages had been pure venom. Vicious, creative insults from a man whose digital empire had been dismantled by a pharmacy assistant. M!Y/n had snapped back, indignation burning hot in his usually soft-spoken replies. Get a life. Leave my brother alone, you pathetic snitch.
The typing indicator had appeared then. It lingered. Five minutes. Ten. M!Y/n had allowed himself a grim, satisfied smile in the safety of his living room, fully believing he had crushed the troll beneath his heel.
Then the reply came, slow, deliberate, and freezing cold:
‘......𝙷𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚘 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎’
From that exact second, the rage had evaporated like morning mist over the harbor. What replaced it was far worse: an obsessive, suffocating, syrupy affection that clung to M!Y/n like hot oil on bare skin. Tartaglia no longer wanted war. He wanted absolute possession. Consumption.
M!Y/n’s hand shook violently as he poured water from the filtered pitcher. The glass clinked painfully against his teeth as he drank. He had tried everything. The Millelith’s cyber-crimes unit had thrown up their hands after weeks of exhausting dead ends. His friends — Yelan with her icy logic and encyclopedic knowledge of encrypted systems, Yanfei with her meticulous eye for uncovering hidden patterns and legal loopholes — had helped reinforce his digital walls to military-grade standards. Yet even they had eventually faltered.
"We tracked the IP as far as we could," the lead investigator had told him months ago, rubbing bloodshot eyes beneath the harsh fluorescent lights of the station. "It bounced from servers in the frozen north of Snezhnaya, through encrypted relays in Fontaine’s waterways, then vanished into a satellite feed somewhere over the open ocean. This isn’t some basement dweller, M!Y/n. This is a phantom who hunts for sport."
A phantom who knew M!Y/n preferred osmanthus oolong when the coastal nights grew bitterly cold. Who sent anonymous deliveries of his favorite almond tofu when his fridge ran low on groceries. Who flooded every single device he owned with digital bouquets of deep crimson roses — petals sharp as fresh blood — every Monday at precisely 8:00 AM.
The phone buzzed against the granite counter like an angry hornet.
The air in the kitchen instantly turned to ice. M!Y/n’s head snapped up, eyes wide and manic. The blinds were drawn completely tight. The triple deadbolts on the reinforced steel door remained untouched, physically disconnected from any wireless smart system.
He frantically scanned the shadows — the microwave clock’s faint green glow, the toaster’s blank metallic face, the unblinking red standby light on the expensive coffee maker.
Pure, raw panic surged through his veins. He lunged for the utility drawer, metal utensils clattering loudly, and snatched a thick roll of black electrical tape. Moving like a man possessed, he tore off strips with his teeth, plastering them over every lens he could find: the front and rear cameras on his phone, the tiny pinhole above the laptop screen, the infrared sensors on the TV and the smart hub. His breath came in ragged, hyperventilating gasps. His skin crawled as though thousands of invisible spiders were marching across his arms and throat, spinning microscopic webs he could never tear away.
He stumbled blindly back to the bedroom and collapsed onto the mattress, yanking the heavy duvet over his head like a terrified child hiding from the dark. For one fragile, suspended second, silence reigned.
Then came the soft, cheerful chirp of a forced system update.
The phone screen — still thickly taped — flickered to life beneath the layers of fabric. The black adhesive should have blinded it completely. Instead, the display glowed obscenely bright, projecting a perfect, crystal-clear live feed of the bedroom from the front-facing camera. The tape was physically there on the image, yet the lens saw straight through it, through the code, through reality itself.
A small command window opened on its own. There was no typing cursor. The letters materialized one by one, slow and deliberate, like blood blooming in still water.
A raw, broken shriek tore from M!Y/n’s throat. He hurled the phone across the room with all his strength. It slammed into the far wall with a sickening crack of splintering glass and slid beneath the heavy dresser, still glowing faintly in the shadows like a malevolent, unblinking eye peering out from under the floorboards.
He curled into a tight, trembling ball beneath the covers — a grown man reduced to shaking beneath fabric and fear. In the oppressive dark of his Liyue high-rise, surrounded by the indifferent neon heartbeat of the city, he tried to remember the person he had been before Tartaglia. The gentle soul who cared for his family, the protective older brother, the reliable friend.
That man was gone. Now, he was only prey in a cage of glass, fiber optics, and endless invisible threads. And somewhere out in the freezing night, the hunter was smiling.
The morning sun offered absolutely no sanctuary; it was merely a high-definition spotlight. It filtered through the blinds in harsh, geometric slats, illuminating the dust motes that danced in the stagnant air. Every single speck looked like a microscopic lens, a floating eye recording his every flinch and shudder. Liyue’s golden light, usually so warm and welcoming across the harbor’s jade-tiled rooftops, felt accusatory today, as if the city itself had been bought out and turned informant.
M!Y/n dressed with the mechanical, hollow movements of a condemned man. He pulled on an oversized, thick-knit beige sweater that completely swamped his frame — a desperate, futile attempt to bury the “prettiness” Tartaglia so frequently cataloged and coveted. The soft wool scratched against his skin like a hairshirt worn for penance. He actively avoided his reflection in the hallway mirror, utterly terrified that if he looked too closely, he’d see a digital watermark branded directly onto his own skin, or worse, those flat, hungry eyes staring back from within his own pupils.
He left his apartment without his phone. He had shoved it deep into the furthest corner under the dresser the night before, praying the lack of physical proximity would starve the entity inside it, if only for a few hours. The heavy door clicked shut behind him with its usual triple-deadbolt finality, yet the heavy clunk of metal brought zero comfort. Every lock in the world felt like wet paper now.
The walk to Bubu Pharmacy was a grueling gauntlet of paranoia. Keeping his head bowed, chin tucked deep into the collar of his sweater, he felt the crushing weight of every CCTV camera perched on the street corners like carrion birds waiting for him to stumble. Pedestrians brushed past him in the bustling Liyue morning rush — office workers clutching steaming cups of either tea or coffee, street vendors calling out fresh steamed buns, Millelith guards on patrol — but their chatter blurred into a deafening, distant static. He bypassed the usual morning crowd near the harbor market, his erratic heart only steadying slightly when he finally pushed through the heavy wooden doors of the pharmacy.
The shop was a cathedral of sharp scents and dried earth, a fragile, aromatic sanctuary amid the steel and glass of modern Liyue. Bundles of medicinal herbs hung from the ceiling, their earthy aromas blending with the sharp tang of powdered roots under the warm recessed lighting. His coworkers were already busy. Qiqi, usually sorting herbs with blank, robotic precision, paused her task to stare up at him, her glassy eyes catching a rare glint of distress. Herbalist Gui stopped grinding lotus roots, his brow furrowing with genuine concern.
“M!Y/n? My word, you look like a ghost,” Gui said, wiping his hands on his apron. “Are you coming down with that flu that’s sweeping the harbor? Dr. Baizhu said it’s a nasty strain this season.”
“Just a long night,” M!Y/n lied smoothly, though his voice came out as a soft, melodic rasp that felt entirely too thin in his throat, like it might fracture under the slightest atmospheric pressure.
He retreated to the back counter, reaching for a fresh bundle of dried Violetgrass that needed sorting. As he began to separate the tangled, stiff stems with practiced precision, a sharp piece hooked deep into the soft pad of his thumb. He didn’t hiss. He didn’t pull away. He simply watched the bead of crimson blood bloom against his pale skin, slow, vivid, and real.
It was physical. It was a pain that didn’t require a password, a firewall, or an internet connection. For a fleeting moment, the sharp sting grounded him back in reality.
The peace lasted exactly four hours.
At noon, the bell above the pharmacy door chimed — a cheerful, innocent tinkle that made M!Y/n’s stomach plummet like a stone dropped straight into the harbor depths. A delivery driver walked in, his silhouette framed by the harsh midday glare streaming through the glass. He wore a generic, unbranded navy uniform, his face obscured by the low brim of a cap and a high collar pulled up tight against his jaw.
“Delivery for M!Y/n,” the man said, his voice terrifyingly flat and unremarkable, designed to blend perfectly into the background noise of the city outside.
M!Y/n wiped his damp, trembling hands on his apron, his fingers leaving faint traces of herbal dust on the fabric. “I… I didn’t order anything. There must be a mistake.”
“Address matches. Name matches. Sign here.” The driver slid a digital clipboard across the wooden counter. The screen’s artificial glow felt immediately invasive.
M!Y/n’s hand shook so violently that his signature was nothing more than a jagged, panicked lightning bolt. The driver turned on his heel and left without another word, leaving a heavy, sleek black box resting on the counter.
Inside sat a laptop. It was an absolute masterpiece of engineering — titanium casing cold to the touch, an ultra-thin profile, a model M!Y/n recognized as a classified prototype from the recent Fontaine tech summits that hadn’t even hit the open market yet. On top of the closed lid lay a piece of heavy, expensive cream-colored cardstock. The handwriting was elegant, sharp, and slanted with a predatory grace.
M!Y/n recoiled as if physically burned, his back slamming hard into a towering shelf of ceramic pots filled with Qingxin flowers. They tumbled in a chaotic cascade, shattering against the tiled floor in a deafening spray of sharp ceramic shards and dark, damp soil.
“M!Y/n? Is everything alright out there?” Baizhu called out from his private office, his usually calm voice sharp with professional concern laced with sudden worry.
M!Y/n couldn’t answer. His lungs had completely seized. He watched, utterly paralyzed, as the titanium laptop lid began to rise entirely on its own. There was no whirring sound of a motor — only the ghostly, terrifyingly smooth movement of a machine responding to a command from the ether.
The screen didn’t show a login page. It flickered immediately to high-resolution, classified blueprints of Bubu Pharmacy itself, pulled from some heavily encrypted city archive. A small, pulsing red dot sat directly behind the front counter.
M!Y/n’s head snapped up. He scanned the pharmacy's ceiling with wild, hunted eyes — the smoke detector, the motion sensors, the discreet security cameras tucked near the rafters, the digital credit card terminal on the counter. Everything was a potential eye. The air grew thick, suffocating, completely filled with the sharp scent of crushed herbs and ozone. A frantic urge to bolt surged through his veins, an urge to run until the concrete pavement of Liyue Harbor ended and the churning sea swallowed him whole.
But then, a chime rang out. Not from the laptop.
From the pocket of his beige sweater.
His blood turned to slush. He had left his phone at home. He was certain — absolutely certain — he had kicked it far under the dresser. His trembling fingers brushed against cold glass and metal as he reached in, pulling out the device as if it were a live grenade pulsing with malevolent life.
‘𝙻𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗? 𝚆𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚗’𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚕𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚑 𝚢𝚎𝚝.’
The sender’s name had changed. It was no longer a faceless hacker handle or a digital mask.
Sender: Ajax
“Who is Ajax?” M!Y/n whispered to the empty air, his voice cracking like brittle porcelain.
The phone buzzed instantly in response, the vibration stinging his palm like a localized electric shock.
‘𝙰 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍. 𝙰 𝚏𝚊𝚗. 𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚍𝚘𝚠.’
‘𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝙸’𝚖 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔, 𝙼!𝚈/𝚗.’
Across the street, perched comfortably in the second-story window of a nondescript tea house overlooking the pharmacy, a man with ruffled ginger hair leaned back in a plush velvet chair. He wore a simple, unassuming gray hoodie, looking for all the world like a bored university student taking a break from grueling lectures. A lopsided grin played on his lips — practiced, charming, utterly disarming. But his eyes told a vastly different story. They were a flat, matte blue, completely devoid of light, exactly like the bottom of a frozen Snezhnayan lake where nothing living could ever survive.
He watched through a high-powered, military-grade lens as M!Y/n stood frozen among the scattered herbs and shattered ceramic, looking exactly like a panicked angel trapped in a dying garden.
Ajax tapped a lazy, syncopated rhythm on his customized cyber-deck. Suddenly, the pharmacy’s overhead ambient speakers hummed to life. The soothing traditional guzheng playlist abruptly faded out, replaced by a haunting, violently melancholic violin concerto. It was M!Y/n’s favorite piece — the heavily encrypted one he only ever listened to when he thought he was truly, fundamentally alone, late at night with the lights off and the harbor lights flickering in the distance.
Ajax hummed along softly, his long fingers dancing over the keys with the grace of a master conductor leading an orchestra only he could hear.
“Soon, M!Y/n,” he murmured to the glass, his voice a low, pleasant baritone that carried a lethal, velvet edge. “Soon, the digital world simply won’t be enough for either of us.”
He clicked a final prompt, sending one last message to the trembling, terrified man across the street.
M!Y/n’s hand went back into his sweater pocket with mechanical, dread-filled slowness. His fingers brushed against something small, cold, and definitively metallic. He pulled it out into the light, and instantly felt his knees buckle beneath him.
It was a small, silver earring. A teardrop-shaped lapis lazuli, catching the pharmacy's overhead lights with an innocent, mocking gleam.
It was the exact earring M!Y/n had lost in his own locked bedroom three nights ago.
As the violin music swelled into a frantic, weeping crescendo that filled every corner of Bubu Pharmacy, the realization finally settled deep into M!Y/n’s bones like creeping frostbite:
The reinforced walls of his home, his triple-cylinder locks, his carefully drawn blinds, his very concept of privacy — they were all complete illusions. Paper curtains in a theater of absolute control.
Tartaglia wasn’t just a ghost in the machine.
Ajax was a ghost in his house.
And he was growing violently impatient with the distance.
The teardrop-shaped lapis lazuli earring lay discarded on the floorboards where it had been dropped like a tiny, glittering accusation amidst the dirt and shattered ceramic. M!Y/n stared at it until his vision swam, the deep azure stone appearing like a frozen tear shed by his own violated home. The pharmacy, which usually smelled of healing and comfort, suddenly felt like a sealed tomb: stale, cold, and claustrophobic, the air thick enough to clot in his lungs.
The violin music reached a shrieking, dissonant peak, pressing down on his diaphragm like a physical hand, stealing his oxygen one ragged, desperate breath at a time. He couldn't touch the earring again. To touch it would be to formally acknowledge that the breach had transcended code and data. A hacker was a nightmare of ones and zeros, distant and impersonal. But a phantom who could slip through triple-locked doors, stand over him in the breathless dark of his own bedroom, and leave physical souvenirs on his pillow… that was a monster of flesh, blood, and insatiable hunger.
“M!Y/n? Is everything alright?”
Baizhu’s voice sliced through the unbearable tension like a surgeon's blade. He emerged from the back office, his posture straight, his golden eyes narrowing with the sharp intuition of someone used to diagnosing deeply hidden ailments. His gaze flicked from the wreckage of the Qingxin pots to his employee, whose skin had literally drained to the color of bleached bone.
“I… I tripped,” M!Y/n managed to squeeze out. His voice sounded thin and brittle, like dry parchment tearing in a gale. “I’m sorry, Dr. Baizhu. I’ll clean it up. I’ll pay for the ruined stock.”
“Never mind the pots,” Baizhu said softly, his voice dropping its usual professional detachment, laced with genuine alarm as he stepped closer. He reached out a hand to steady him, but M!Y/n flinched so violently he nearly knocked over another display before Baizhu’s fingers could even brush his sleeve.
Baizhu paused, his analytical gaze sharpening into something fiercely protective. “Go home, M!Y/n. That’s an order. Take the rest of the day off. Gui can easily cover the closing shift.”
Go home.
The words landed heavily, like a death sentence read aloud. Home was no longer a sanctuary — it was the primary crime scene. Home was where the earring had been plucked from his nightstand while he slept obliviously inches away. Home was where the shadows had mapped the rhythm of his breathing and the exact creaking pitch of his floorboards.
“I… I think I’ll go for a walk first,” M!Y/n whispered, already backing toward the heavy glass door like a cornered animal realizing the trap has snapped shut. “I need some air. The… the herbal dust is bothering my lungs.”
He grabbed his coat with wildly trembling hands and fled, leaving his apron crumpled on the counter like a shed skin. He didn’t take the new prototype laptop. It remained open on the counter, its screen still glowing with that predatory red dot, a digital hunter tracking its prey in real-time.
The sprawling streets of Liyue Harbor were a cacophony of relentless, overwhelming life. The lunch rush turned the wide sidewalks into a churning sea of bespoke business suits, laughing students from the local academies, and street performers coaxing melodies from traditional instruments. Incense smoke curled thickly from roadside shrines, mixing with the savory, heavy aroma of street vendors frying Jueyun chilies. M!Y/n ducked his head low, pulling his scarf up until it nearly touched his eyelashes, a frantic, futile attempt to vanish into the moving crowd.
Every single person who brushed past him felt like a lethal threat. Every teenager tapping rhythmically on a glowing screen, every businessman checking his smartwatch, every shadow in the alleyway — any one of them could be him.
Ajax.
The name felt infinitely heavier, more solid, than “Tartaglia.” Tartaglia had been a digital specter. Ajax was a man. A man with heavy footsteps that could echo on hardwood, warm breath that could fog a bathroom mirror, and a skeleton key, somehow, to the locked vault of M!Y/n’s entire existence.
He walked aimlessly for what felt like hours, his heart a frantic, uneven metronome hammering against his bruised ribs. Eventually, his exhausted feet carried him to the city’s central park, where ancient, sprawling maple trees stood sentinel beside modern marble pathways. He sank heavily onto a cold stone bench near a massive hydro-fountain, letting the roaring cascade of water drown out the terrifying, oppressive pulse of the city. The mist kissed his fevered skin, but it brought zero relief.
He took out his phone. He knew it was a fatal mistake. Every digital engagement fed the obsession, giving Ajax another intoxicating, addictive hit of the fear he so clearly craved. But the absolute silence was a vacuum, and in that vacuum, M!Y/n’s mind conjured horrors far worse than any text message.
The notification was already waiting the exact instant the screen lit up.
M!Y/n’s head whipped around so fast his neck popped. The park was vast, filled with hundreds of people enjoying the mild afternoon. He frantically scanned the treeline, the sun-drenched balconies of the luxury high-rises overlooking the green expanse, the joggers in bright athletic wear weaving along the winding paths.
A jagged, ugly sob hitched in M!Y/n’s throat. He felt a phantom touch ghost across the exposed nape of his neck — a cool, invisible caress that raised every fine hair on his arms to attention. He shot up from the bench so abruptly he nearly collided with an elderly woman walking her dog. Stammering a frantic, barely coherent apology, he began to run.
Across the street, in his elevated perch within a discreetly rented executive office space, Ajax watched through the viewfinder of his high-powered camera. He no longer needed the digital tracking data; the visual was more than enough to satiate him. He observed how the oversized beige sweater bunched at M!Y/n’s narrow, tense shoulders as he ran, the way his panicked, gorgeous eyes darted wildly for a predator he could not physically see.
Ajax leaned forward, his thumb slowly, reverently tracing the curve of M!Y/n’s cheek on the high-definition monitor. A surge of possessive, white-hot warmth flooded his chest, clashing violently with the flat, dead blue of his eyes.
“Run all you want, little bird,” Ajax whispered to the empty room, his voice a terrifyingly tender silk. He reached for a secondary device — a custom remote relay synced directly to M!Y/n’s apartment systems. “But you have to come back to the nest eventually. And I’ve made it so much more comfortable for you.”
With a single, deliberate click, the smart-locks on M!Y/n’s apartment door cycled open with a soft, inviting chime. The lights inside dimmed to a warm, romantic amber glow, casting long, intimate shadows across the silk sheets. On the bedroom speakers, the encrypted violin concerto began to play once more — slow, melancholic, and endlessly patient.
The hunt was entering its final, most delicious phase.
The Ministry of Civil Affairs archives loomed like a fortress of weathered granite and ancient architecture, its thick, signal-blocking walls promising a temporary, desperate shield against the digital tether that had bound M!Y/n like invisible steel chains. He practically dove through the heavy revolving doors, descending rapidly past the sunlit main halls with their soaring ceilings into the subterranean basement levels. The air grew heavier, significantly cooler, laced with the comforting must of old paper, leather bindings, and faint traces of preservation incense.
He found a secluded, forgotten carrel in the deepest, darkest corner of the basement labyrinth, where the shelves towered like silent monoliths. Dust motes drifted lazily in the weak, flickering beams of light from outdated fluorescent tubes.
M!Y/n sat down and turned his phone off. He didn’t just power it down — he used the tiny, sharp edge of his keychain to pry open the back casing and physically disconnect the battery with violently shaking fingers. A desperate, low-tech ritual of severance. For the first time in months, blessed, total silence enveloped him. No pings. No vibrations. No predatory kaomoji to twist his stomach into agonizing knots.
For over an hour, there was a hollow, terrifying peace. The basement was dimly lit, the only sound the rhythmic, mechanical heartbeat of the ventilation system cycling through filtered air. M!Y/n dropped his heavy head onto the cold wood of the desk, closing his burning eyes. He tried to summon memories of Leo — back when life was simple arguments over school lunches and lost in-game artifacts. He tried to remember the man he used to be: the gentle soul who sorted Violetgrass with patient hands, the reliable friend who listened to Xingqiu's rants. Before he became nothing more than a collection of data points, habits, and escalating fears for a madman to savor like fine wine.
Exhaustion, heavy and grey as Liyue’s harbor fog, finally dragged him into a fitful, uneasy state of unconsciousness.
He woke to a soft, rhythmic click-clack.
M!Y/n bolted upright, his heart slamming into his throat like a trapped, dying bird. The library basement had been swallowed by an even deeper gloom; the motion-sensor lights in the aisles had timed out, leaving only the weak, sickly glow of emergency floor strips.
He was supposed to be completely alone. He had to be alone.
Sitting on the wooden desk, precisely three inches from his left elbow, was a paper cup. A thin wisp of steam curled lazily from the small opening in the lid, carrying the unmistakable, cloying scent of white chocolate and warm cinnamon. It was a white chocolate mocha with an extra shot of espresso and a precise, heavy dusting of cinnamon. His exact, hyper-specific order from the small, obscure café three blocks away that he only visited on particularly rough winter mornings.
Taped to the side of the cup was a small, perfectly square post-it note. The ink was fresh, the sharp, slanted handwriting elegant and utterly mocking in the dim light.
M!Y/n’s blood turned to liquid nitrogen in his veins. He hadn’t heard a single footstep. The library floors were polished marble that echoed like a war drum with every movement. It should have been physically impossible to approach without sound. It should have been impossible unless someone knew exactly how to time their silent footfalls with the pulsing ventilation hum. Unless they had painstakingly memorized the blind spots of every security camera and motion sensor in the entire municipal building.
He pushed the cup away with a shuddering, wet gasp. Hot liquid sloshed over the lid and spilled across the desk like fresh blood from a gaping wound. His wild eyes scanned the total darkness between the towering bookshelves, where the shadows seemed to breathe and pulse with a malevolent, observing life of their own.
“Show yourself!” he shrieked. His voice cracked and fractured, echoing off the stone walls in a dozen broken, pathetic pieces. “Please! Just… leave me alone! What do you want from me?!”
The shadows remained perfectly, terrifyingly still.
Then, the desk’s built-in computer terminal—a hulking, ancient machine with a cathode-ray tube monitor that literally hadn’t been powered on in over a decade—groaned to life with a high-pitched, mechanical whine. The screen flickered with heavy static, bathing M!Y/n’s face in a sickly, jaundiced green glow. A single command-line window opened in the dead center of the screen.
M!Y/n backed away, his heel catching on the frayed edge of a stray runner rug. His spine slammed brutally into a bookshelf behind him, sending several heavy encyclopedias tumbling to the floor with loud, violent thud-thud-thuds that sounded exactly like gunshots in the suffocating silence.
“You’re insane,” he whispered to the glowing screen, chest heaving, hot tears burning at the corners of his eyes. “You’re a monster.”
The screen began scrolling through a rapid-fire sequence of high-definition photos. M!Y/n sleeping in the very carrel he was standing in, head pillowed on his arms. Taken from directly above. Close enough to count the individual lashes resting against his pale cheek.
M!Y/n turned and bolted for the stairs, his lungs burning with battery acid with every desperate breath. He didn’t look back. His frantic footsteps echoed wildly up the concrete stairwell as he burst through the library’s heavy brass doors and out into the dying, bruised amber light of the late afternoon.
He stumbled onto the crowded sidewalk, violently gasping for air, eyes darting frantically across the endless sea of faces. The golden hour painted Liyue Harbor in rich, molten hues — the jade rooftops glowing, the harbor waters shimmering like liquid fire — but the beauty felt aggressively mocking now. He stood there, trembling uncontrollably, desperately searching for a face he didn’t know but a presence he felt everywhere: in the stranger checking his phone a little too long, in the man casually leaning against the lamppost across the street, in the faint, ghostly reflection of the library windows directly behind him.
The wind carried the distant, agonizingly familiar sound of a violin drifting from somewhere among the evening street performers. Or perhaps it was only playing in his own fractured mind.
M!Y/n hugged his arms tightly around himself, the oversized sweater suddenly offering zero warmth. The city that had once felt like home now pressed in from all sides, every camera, every smart device, every shadow a tightening thread in Ajax’s inescapable web.
The realization crashed over him with the crushing, suffocating weight of a physical blow: there was literally nowhere left to run. The authorities were blind to phantoms who danced effortlessly between satellites and offshore server farms. He couldn’t drag this infectious rot to Xingqiu's estate, or to Yaoyao’s quiet home. He absolutely would not lead Ajax to the people he loved.
With a sinking, hollow horror that hollowed out his chest cavity, M!Y/n understood he had been funneled all day long like raw data through carefully routed cables — every panicked turn, every desperate hiding place, expertly guiding him back to the one location Ajax had already claimed as his own.
His apartment.
He flagged down a taxi, his eyes glued first to the driver’s weathered hands gripping the wheel, then to the man’s reflection in the rearview mirror. Was this him? No, the driver was too old, skin like crumpled parchment, eyes tired from decades navigating Liyue’s winding streets. When the car finally pulled up to his luxury high-rise building overlooking the glittering, dark harbor, M!Y/n bypassed the elevator entirely — that steel cage with its unblinking, omniscient ceiling camera — and sprinted up the concrete stairs. His lungs screamed in agony, legs burning with lactic acid by the tenth floor. He fumbled with his keys, the metal clinking like a frantic, utterly useless prayer, before bursting through his own front door.
He slammed it shut behind him and manually engaged every lock, every deadbolt, every heavy chain until his palms were raw and bleeding. Then he slid down the expensive wood until he hit the floor, burying his face in his knees, desperately trying to make himself small enough to simply disappear from reality.
The apartment was deathly, unnaturally silent. The black electrical tape he had applied in his manic frenzy the night before sat like small, square scabs over every visible lens, turning his once-modern, pristine home into something patched, paranoid, and violated.
Then, he heard it.
A low, melodic humming. Tuneless, wandering, and terrifyingly, intimately casual — the exact sound of someone completely at ease in a space that fundamentally did not belong to them. It drifted seamlessly from the kitchen.
M!Y/n stood on legs that felt like solid lead weights sinking into the deep harbor silt. He drifted toward the archway, his heart thrashing against his ribs so violently he legitimately wondered if the bones would finally crack under the pressure. He rounded the corner and stopped dead, the air freezing instantly in his lungs.
The kitchen was absolutely spotless. Every dish he had left abandoned in the sink during his frantic morning rush had been washed, dried, and placed in its exact spot with obsessive, terrifying precision. A fresh pot of his favorite osmanthus oolong tea sat on the stove, the kettle just beginning to emit a soft, rising whistle that sounded exactly like an air-raid siren in the quiet.
And on the small kitchen table sat a single, perfectly wrapped gift in shimmering silver paper tied with a deep, blood-crimson ribbon.
M!Y/n approached it with the stiff, mechanical gait of a man walking his final steps toward the gallows. His fingers tore at the paper in jagged, clumsy hitches, his breath coming shallow and ragged. Inside was a sleek, high-end digital photo frame, its glass face perfectly reflecting his own wide, panicked, bloodshot eyes. As soon as the ambient kitchen light hit its sensor, it chimed softly — the exact same notification tone as his phone.
A slideshow automatically began.
The first image: M!Y/n at the grocery store three days ago, captured from a high angle while he hesitated over a carton of milk.
The second: M!Y/n sleeping, taken from directly above his pillow, the angle intimate enough to trace the vulnerable, exposed column of his throat.
The third: M!Y/n in the shower, the hot steam blurring most details but perfectly, explicitly outlining the graceful curve of his spine and the water tracing down his bare skin.
A strangled, broken sound tore from M!Y/n’s throat. He grabbed the frame, intending to smash it into a thousand pieces against the granite counter, but the exact moment his fingers touched the plastic casing, the display shifted.
It was no longer a slideshow. It was a live feed.
The screen showed the back of his own head — right now, standing in his own kitchen, holding the frame.
M!Y/n spun around with a bloodcurdling scream clawing its way up his throat, but the kitchen was entirely empty. Only the insistent, mocking whistle of the kettle and the faint, sweet scent of brewing tea greeted him. He looked back down at the frame. The video mirrored his every frantic, terrified movement with perfect, mocking fidelity.
Then, from the extreme edge of the frame, a hand slowly entered the shot.
A hand with long, elegant, pale fingers and a heavy, brutal gold ring on the thumb.
The hand reached out and gently “touched” the image of M!Y/n’s cheek on the screen in a slow, digital caress that somehow felt infinitely more violating than any physical blow could ever be.
“Don’t scream, love. You’ll ruin that pretty throat of yours.”
The voice did not come from the frame. It vibrated directly through the metal ducts of the air vents above him—resonant, deeply intimate, and chillingly close, as though whispered directly against the sensitive shell of his ear.
“Where are you?!” M!Y/n shrieked, his voice fracturing into pure, raw desperation. “Where are you hiding?!”
“I’m everywhere,” the voice replied, distorted slightly by the metallic ductwork but unmistakably that pleasant, lethal baritone. “I’m in the copper wires. I’m in the drywall between your rooms. I’m the ghost in your machine, M!Y/n. And I’ve been waiting so patiently for you to finally come home.”
A soft, heavy thud echoed from the ceiling just outside the kitchen. One of the hallway access panels to the crawl space — a panel M!Y/n hadn’t even looked at in years — dropped open with a quiet, agonizing creak.
A pair of long legs swung down first, followed by a lithe, dangerously athletic torso, and finally, a face. The man dropped to the hardwood floor with the silent, fluid grace of an apex predator who had practiced this exact descent a thousand times. He was exactly as M!Y/n had imagined in his darkest nightmares, yet infinitely more terrifying in the flesh.
Vibrant ginger hair caught the dim amber lighting, shining like fresh copper wire. His face was strikingly, undeniably handsome — youthful, sharp-featured, almost disarmingly boyish. But his eyes… those were the true horror. Flat, matte, abyssal blue, like the bottom of a frozen trench where light and life had never once reached. He wore a simple, soft gray sweater and dark jeans, looking for all the world like any other young, attractive man who might live down the hall. A university student. A friendly neighbor. Someone entirely harmless.
He looked exactly like the end of the world.
“Hello, M!Y/n,” the man said, tilting his head with a curious, bird-like flick. A grin spread slowly across his lips, revealing teeth that were just a little too white, a little too perfect. “I’m Ajax. But I think you’ve grown rather fond of calling me Tartaglia by now, haven’t you? It does add a nice… dramatic spice to our little love story.”
M!Y/n backed away instantly until his spine slammed hard into the kitchen counter. His hand scrambled blindly behind him for a knife, a heavy bowl, a pan — anything.
Ajax watched the frantic movement with deeply amused tenderness. “Oh, don’t bother with the cutlery, love. I already moved the sharp ones to the top shelf this morning while you were sleeping. I wouldn’t want you to accidentally hurt those talented, gentle hands in a panic.”
He took one slow, unhurried step forward. M!Y/n tried to bolt laterally for the front door, but Ajax was impossibly fast — faster than any normal human should be. In a single heartbeat he was there, his palm slamming violently against the wood cabinetry directly beside M!Y/n’s head with a dull, final thud, caging him in completely.
All the air between them vanished. Ajax stood so incredibly close that M!Y/n could smell him — crackling ozone and expensive espresso, mingled with something sharp, coppery, and metallic, like fresh circuitry and overheated, predatory skin.
“You’re even prettier in person,” Ajax whispered. His dead gaze raked slowly, agonizingly over M!Y/n’s terrified features with a hunger so raw and unfiltered it felt like skin being flayed away layer by layer. “The lenses and cameras never did your complexion justice. It looks like the absolute finest Liyue porcelain. I’ve spent ten thousand hours watching you through glass and pixels… and I still wasn’t prepared for the real thing.”
“Let me go,” M!Y/n begged, hot tears finally spilling over his lashes and tracking down his cheeks. “Please. Take the laptop… take my accounts, take whatever you want… just leave me alone.”
Ajax laughed—a soft, terrifyingly genuine sound that was somehow worse than any screamed threat. He reached out, and this time, there was no screen between them. His fingers, burning warm and slightly calloused, brushed M!Y/n’s cheek, catching a tear and smearing it slowly, deliberately across his skin like a physical claim of ownership.
“You still don’t understand, do you?” he murmured, his voice a flawless mixture of velvet and steel. “I don’t want your things, M!Y/n. I have the entire world at my fingertips already.”
Ajax leaned in, pressing his body flush against M!Y/n’s, until his lips hovered barely a millimeter from M!Y/n’s ear, his breath hot and steady against the hyper-sensitive skin. “I want the person brave enough to hunt the hunter. I want the one who made me feel something other than static and cold code for the first time in my entire miserable life.”
He gripped M!Y/n’s chin with surprising, agonizing gentleness, physically forcing those terrified, tear-filled eyes to meet the bottomless abyss of his own.
“You deleted my account, M!Y/n. You burned my playground to the ground. So it’s only fair that I take yours, isn’t it?”
Ajax smiled, wide, affectionate, and utterly deranged, and for the first time, M!Y/n saw the full, bottomless depth of the madness swimming just beneath the charming, boyish mask.
“Welcome home, love. Population: Us.”
The realization that there was no escape, no eleventh-hour rescue, crashed over M!Y/n like a tidal wave of black harbor water, dragging him under into the crushing dark. He literally couldn’t breathe. The once-familiar air of his kitchen — usually scented with delicate osmanthus and the faint sweetness of medicinal herbs brought home from the pharmacy — was now entirely consumed by Ajax. Ozone, rich espresso, and that sharp metallic tang of a trap snapping shut.
Ajax’s hand remained locked like a vice around his chin, impossibly strong. The heavy gold ring on his thumb pressed deep into M!Y/n’s jawline like a cattle brand, cold and unyielding.
“Don’t look so tragic, little bird,” Ajax murmured. His voice vibrated directly against M!Y/n’s skin like a lover’s solemn vow laced with lethal venom. He swiped his thumb aggressively across M!Y/n’s cheekbone, smearing another tear into the skin. “I promised I’d take care of you. And I’m a man of my word.”
M!Y/n’s hands scrabbled desperately behind his back across the empty granite countertop where the butcher block used to rest. Ajax had anticipated absolutely everything — every frantic synapse, every primal survival instinct. The monster had already surgically sanitized the space of anything that could be weaponized against him.
“I told you,” Ajax whispered, his grin never once faltering, looking almost sick with affection, “I know the rhythm of your pulse. I know exactly how your beautiful mind races. Did you really believe those cute little deadbolts would keep me out? I’ve been sleeping in the crawl space above your hallway for a week now. Listening to you breathe. Counting your heartbeats when you thought you were completely alone.”
M!Y/n’s stomach plummeted into an endless freefall. A week. For seven endless, agonizing nights, while he had paced frantically in the dark, taping over every lens and flinching at shifting shadows, Ajax had been right there. Breathing the exact same recycled air, suspended only inches above his head like a massive, patient spider in the rafters. The lapis lazuli earring… Ajax hadn’t simply stolen it during a break-in. He had watched M!Y/n sleep, reached down into the dark, and plucked it from the nightstand while listening to every uneven breath.
“You’re sick,” M!Y/n choked out, his voice cracking like thin ice over a deep lake.
“Sick?” Ajax chuckled softly, finally releasing the chin only to slide both large hands down to grip M!Y/n’s narrow waist with agonizing, possessive gentleness. Beneath the soft gray sweater, his body was corded, lethal muscle, as unyielding as the stone cliffs surrounding Liyue Harbor. “I greatly prefer ‘devoted.’ Who else knows you hum to the Violetgrass when you think Dr. Baizhu isn't looking? Who else would walk four blocks in the midday heat just to ensure the barista didn’t skimp on the cinnamon in your mocha? I know you better than you know yourself, love.”
Ajax leaned his entire weight in, burying his face directly into the exposed crook of M!Y/n’s neck. He inhaled deeply, a slow, shuddering, obsessive breath that made the blood freeze solid in M!Y/n’s veins. “You smell like those herbs,” he murmured wetly against the skin, “even with the faint copper tang of that thorn prick from earlier today. Absolutely intoxicating.”
M!Y/n squeezed his eyes tightly shut, wishing with every fiber of his being that he could dissolve into the floorboards and vanish into the earth below the high-rise.
“If you… if you really love me,” he stammered out, desperately trying to weaponize the man’s own delusion against him, “you’d let me go. You wouldn’t do this to me.”
The manufactured warmth vanished instantly from Ajax’s demeanor. The oppressive, crushing silence returned, broken only by the kettle’s increasingly frantic, screaming shriek. Ajax pulled back slowly. His flat, matte blue eyes seemed to swallow what little ambient light remained in the room, turning them into black holes.
“Let you go?” he repeated, his voice dropping into a dangerous, icy register that physically chilled the air in the room. “Back into a world that doesn’t deserve you? Back to Baizhu, who sees you as just another cog in his pharmacy? Back to Yelan’s cold networks that utterly failed to protect even a shred of your data?”
With casual, terrifying ease, Ajax reached behind M!Y/n and flicked the stove knob. The screaming kettle fell instantly silent. The sudden, absolute quiet that followed was more deafening than any scream.
“No,” Ajax said softly, stepping forward until their chests pressed completely flush together, trapping M!Y/n against the counter. “You don’t belong to them anymore. You belong to the one who tore the entire digital world apart just to reach you. You belong to the phantom who made you his.”
He reached casually into his jeans pocket and pulled out a sleek, black remote. With a single tap of his thumb, the digital photo frame sitting on the counter switched inputs. The live kitchen feed vanished.
M!Y/n’s breath hitched violently, a horrible sound tearing from his throat.
The high-definition screen now showed a child’s bedroom, illuminated softly by a familiar, star-shaped nightlight. Under a tangled mess of superhero blankets, Leo slept peacefully, his small chest rising and falling in an innocent, steady rhythm.
“Leo,” M!Y/n whispered. All fight, all adrenaline, all hope drained completely from his body, instantly replaced by a cold, absolute terror that hollowed him out until nothing remained but a shell.
“He’s a sweet kid,” Ajax noted conversationally, tilting his head with that same bird-like curiosity. “He was so heartbroken when he lost those digital treasures. It was incredibly noble of you to avenge him. A real shame his new bedroom window doesn’t lock properly from the outside, though. The latch is quite loose.”
“Don’t,” M!Y/n begged, his voice shattering completely. He clutched desperately at the fabric of Ajax’s sweater, his knuckles bone-white. “Please, Ajax. Don’t touch him. I’ll do anything. I'll do anything you want.”
Ajax’s smile was radiant, brilliant, and almost tender. It made bile rise sharply in M!Y/n’s throat. He gently untangled M!Y/n’s desperate, clinging grip, brought those trembling hands up to his lips, and pressed a lingering, devoted kiss to the white knuckles.
“I know you will, love,” he whispered. Those dead, abyssal blue eyes locked onto M!Y/n’s with terrifying, triumphant, absolute finality. “You already have.”
Outside, the city lights of Liyue Harbor continued their indifferent neon pulse beyond the heavily sealed windows, casting shifting, colorful shadows across the walls of what was once M!Y/n’s sanctuary. Inside, the apartment no longer felt like a home. It felt exactly like a beautifully decorated, inescapable cage, sealed airtight.
Ajax guided him gently toward the kitchen table with inescapable pressure, pulling out a chair as if they were any ordinary couple settling in for a quiet evening. The tea was poured — perfect temperature, exactly the strength M!Y/n preferred. Steam curled slowly upward into the dim air like incense at a funeral.
“Sit, love,” Ajax murmured, his voice as soft as silk and infinitely more binding. “We have the rest of our lives to plan. No more running. No more fear. Just us.”
As M!Y/n sank numbly into the chair, his legs no longer able to support his own weight, the very last fragile piece of who he had once been finally, irrevocably shattered. Outside, the massive harbor kept moving — freight ships gliding across dark water, jade lanterns glowing, millions of lives continuing without him. Inside, Ajax sat across from him, smiling that boyish, utterly perfect smile, pouring tea like a perfectly devoted partner.
In the end, the phantom had won. M!Y/n was finally home.
And he would never, ever leave again.
Just a reminder that this is a work of Fiction and in no case will I ever excuse or condone any act regarding stalking and whatsoever is written in the story. If you feel like you are being stalked or are in danger then please contact the police or whoever is close to help you.
to me, ajax will always be that frat boy ex bf you had who still looks out for you. it simply just didn't work out, but he definitely still cares for you
. ꕤ 。 ˚⋆ written for… #TEA99 !! — featuring mila’s blend : a pink cup filled to the brim with matcha tea, served alongside a small portion of caramel flan (fluff/light angst + friendly rivals to lovers + first kiss + mutual pining + "please don't let there be anyone else").
sypnosis. [ 1.57k words ] ajax childe tartaglia x fatui!reader. up above is the can label im ngl. they have history. and they kiss, nothing nsfw.
usagi's note: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SIGMA ALPHA EPSILON FRAT BOY RAHHHHH!!! i wrote in this on the bus, my god being in creatives for any committee is stressful as fuck. enjoy ajax childe tartaglia lvrs!
Ajax had always been your favorite sparring partner.
Not because he was the strongest—though, you'd never admit that because his ego is big enough as it is—but because he was the only one stubborn enough to keep asking for rematches after losing, and cocky enough to demand another after winning.
The only one who fought just as violently and extremely as you did. The other trainees were once warm to you, talking and laughing as you guys started out.
The delusion changed things.
With it, you’d felt even more powerful, felt swifter and lighter, moving faster than your fellow trainees can comprehend. Eventually, after getting their ass beat one too many times after being paired up with you, they chose to keep their distance.
That’s when Tartaglia—Childe as you call him—showed up.
You found an opponent who would have no problem injuring you, treating every fight as if it were a real one, but would laugh with you after, gushing over new moves you’d learned and bug you long enough for you to agree to teach him.
You found a friend who pushed you to your limits so you’d improve and would ground you to recognize the progress you’ve made along the way.
Childe brought an unexpected kind of competitiveness and recklessness out of you, one that sometimes shocked even you. He would give every fight his all, relishing in the bloodshed that came with military training.
He wouldn’t go easy—couldn’t, rather, and that excited you.
Wherever he would go, whoever he was paired with, fatality would always follow.
Soon enough, you’d graduated from training and he’d been recruited into the Eleven Fatui Harbingers, being the 11th and youngest member of the group.
Despite it all, he still retained his weekly spars with you.
Childe seeked you out. Taking time out of his busy schedule to see you and eat dinner with you after scuffling.
Both your competitiveness and hunger to do better in spars became the foundation and skyscraper for your friendship.
12 to 13 became 38 to 40, which became 65 to 63, which led to having over three hundred fights within a few years, and over time, the score had become something of an inside joke between the two of you.
…
153 to 155, in Childe’s favor.
He'd often tease you about it—like you said, big ass ego.
"You're still behind."
You'd raise your brow, "By two."
"I'm literally winning."
"Oh, barely."
"You let me win the last one,” he sing-songs.
You roll your eyes, "Because you wouldn't stop whining about getting more spars in just 'cause you're leaving for Liyue the next morning!—” you stop, abruptly.
A knowing, annoying grin spread across his face.
"So you did let me win."
"..."
"I knew it."
He'd laughed so hard he'd nearly dropped his spear.
You never did correct the score before he left.
You kind of liked that he was ahead by two.
It gave him something to brag about while he was away, and it gave you fuel to await his return to turn the tables.
…
When Ajax finally returned home to Snezhnaya after months in Liyue, the first place he went wasn't his family's home in Morepesok.
Not even the Tsaritsa's office to report.
It was the training grounds.
He'd imagined finding you exactly where he'd left you.
Waiting, complaining that he'd been gone too long, asking for your rematch.
But instead—
He found you in gear, grinning as your sword met someone else's.
Steel rang through the crisp Snezhnayan air as Alexei blocked your strike, both of you laughing before immediately throwing yourselves back into another exchange.
Ajax stopped.
His smile slowly faded.
He stood there for another minute.
Watching.
Waiting.
Like a hunter deciding what to do with prey.
Watching Alexei grin at something you said.
Watching you shove his shoulder after he landed a lucky hit.
Watching someone else occupy the place he'd always had.
Then he quietly turned around.
…
He wasn't avoiding you.
He told himself he wasn't.
He was just… thinking. Yeah, let's say that.
Which was, arguably, much worse.
So when, later, you heard news of him returning from his assignment, you quickly ended training for the day and went looking for him.
…
You found him later that evening sitting behind his office desk inside headquarters, elbows resting on his hands and unusually quiet.
You frowned.
"You're back."
"...Yeah."
Your frown deepened.
"...That's all I get?"
He smiled, barely.
"...How long have you been sparring with Alexei?"
You blinked, confused how he knew that.
"A few weeks after you left. Why?"
His face dropped all emotion.
"Oh."
It worried you.
"...Ajax?"
He picked absent threads from the sleeve of his coat, a habit he never got rid of even during your trainee days.
"What can he do that I can't?"
You stared at him.
"...What?"
He looked up.
Those impossibly blue eyes held none of their usual mischief. None of the teasing, not even challenging. Only uncertainty, and something you couldn't quite name that made you weak in the knees.
"Childe, what are you talking about?"
He suddenly reached over, taking your hand before you could step away.
With one tug, you stumbled forward.
"Childe—"
You landed right in his lap.
One arm instinctively circled your waist to steady you.
His other hand still held yours.
He looked up at you with an expression you'd never seen on him before.
Despite being taller and stronger—what! who said that?—than you, in this moment, Ajax looked so impossibly small.
As if he were that kid in the Abyss again.
As if he was powerless.
"Please," he finally said, his voice wavering, "Don't let there be anyone else."
"Ajax..." his real name finally slipped from your lips, "—What?"
His grip on you tightened ever so slightly.
"Don't replace me."
His voice cracked.
"I know I leave a lot," he swallowed, "I know I get sent away."
"But I won't leave for long."
His lips wobbled.
He bit down on them before the trembling became obvious.
"I will always come back home to you."
His eyes had begun to gloss over.
"...So please."
His hand flexed around you, as if making sure he really was holding you in his arms.
"Please don't let there be anyone else."
Your heart absolutely shattered.
You reached up without thinking, gently taking his face into both of your hands.
His cheeks were cold from the snow.
"You stupid..." you sighed, your thumb brushing against where he'd bitten his lip, "Idiotic..."
Another thumb brushed beneath the corner of one eye before any tears could escape.
"Reckless man."
His shoulders sagged.
"...There is no one else."
He stared.
"It's only ever been you."
"..."
"Ajax," you said softly, "I've never looked at anyone the way I look at you."
His breath hitched, and you smiled warmly.
Then leaned down and pressed the gentlest kiss against his lips.
For a second, neither of you moved.
Like both of you were afraid breathing would ruin it.
When you finally started pulling away—
Ajax chased after your lips almost immediately.
Another kiss.
Short, sweet, and soft.
Followed by another tiny one that made you laugh into his mouth.
"...Had to make sure," he mumbled.
"Oh, did you, now?"
"Mhm."
"Well, this isn't a dream, Harbinger."
He simply looked entirely too pleased with himself.
The two of you stayed there for a while, foreheads pressed together, simply smiling and basking in each other's presence.
Basking in the afterglow of your newfound relationship.
Then Ajax pulled away.
"...Wait."
You hummed.
His brows slowly knitted together.
"Why did you have to find a different sparring partner, then?"
You stared at him.
"..."
You sighed dramatically, "...You really are an idiot."
"Your idiot, I hope," he grinned.
You couldn't help but laugh and cradle his face.
"My handsome idiot."
The flush that bloomed across Ajax's face gave you immeasurable satisfaction. For a man so charming and so effortlessly smooth, the way he looked now was almost unfair, looking as bashful as a teenager hearing his first confession.
He hid half his face behind the collar of his coat.
"...Don't look at me like that."
Your head tilted, half in teasing, half in amusement.
"Like what?"
His eyebrows knitted together.
"Like that."
You giggled, pinching both of his cheeks.
"Ajax, I only trained with other people so I could get better by the time you came home."
His eyes widened.
The idea that, all this time, while he was thinking you’ve replaced him, while he was moping around, seeing you with Alexei—that rat, you were out there thinking of him.
Getting better for him.
"...Oh."
"Mhm," you nodded, "you owe me about thirty-six spars, you know."
His entire face lit up.
"Thirty-six?"
"Minimum."
His grin stretched impossibly wider.
"Well..."
He stood, lifting you effortlessly with him before setting you back on your feet.
"Guess I should start paying off my debt."
"You really missed sparring with me. It's so adorable."
"And you're still losing by two."
Your eyebrow raised.
"Big words for someone who almost cried because he thought I had replaced him with another sparring partner."
"..."
"..."
"...We're never speaking of that again."
You only laughed.
"Whatever you say, my handsome idiot."
usagi's note: i need to sleep. i need to wake at 2am tomorrow...
tags: @amorsial i had a hard time between choosing urs or stelle's for this ginger's bday fic oh my lawd ><
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𓂃⋆.˚𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓: in which ajax finds himself unexpectedly spending the night at your cottage.
𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆: cowboy!ajax x f!reader | w.c: 4.6k | nsfw. contains explicit smut: voyerism, male&female masturbation, fingering (fem receiving), p in v sex | reader is a suspected witch | please do not save or use my banner!
A/N: hope you all enjoy this little ajax piece! i was inspired to write this after listening to summer wine by lana del ray🙈 a big thank you to auphie for beta reading, love you lots!!!
ajax visits you once a year.
just once.
always during the late summer. when the sun has started to grow older and a little cooler, perhaps having grown tired of throwing its rays down onto the desert sand with a scorched, relentless vengeance. when the air didn’t feel like it was filled with sweat and dust, running down his throat like a cheap whisky. and it was always for one purpose, one that only he was brave enough to make the journey for.
and that was to collect the singular barrel of summer wine you made.
ajax worked as a gun for hire, of sorts. he was employed by some mysterious woman dubbed ‘the tsaritsa’, who owned a parlour bar. now, the place was real nice, nobody could deny that. it was modelled after the cold city that the owner was from. some cold and far off place, where shards of ice hung from the corners of rooftops like angels of death and people froze in their beds. at first, the job had been relatively straightforward. keep an eye out for trouble out the front, and an ear for rowdy customers in the back. it was easy, not many customers were of the troublemaking kind, and the money was good.
maybe… a little too good for what it was.
ajax would roll his sleeves up, lean against the entrance, and subtly try to listen to bits and pieces of people’s conversations inside to pass the time — and that’s when he started to notice things. strange folk from far off would come in, sit right up at the bar and beg and plead under their breath for just one sip of it. that they’d made such a long journey just for that, and life had been just so cruel this year. sometimes they would play a card like the loss of a loved one, or gambling away all their money, or a spouse running off into the sunset with someone else. at this point, ajax had heard nearly every reason under the sun. and sandrone, the bar lady, would occasionally lose her temper.
“we haven’t got any of that left. try coming back next year.”
“but please! please, please. i’ll do anything.”
anything?
ajax frowned, shaking his head as he slipped a toothpick between his teeth.
he knew it couldn’t be just any old drink they served behind that bar, nor was it something they whipped out for just any customer who asked. what was even stranger was the customers who were lucky enough to get a glass of whatever it was. ajax would notice the way they came out of the bar, and he’d swear — swear on every bit of life he had in his bones — that they didn’t seem like they were part of this world anymore. they were more like ghosts than human. ajax would never forget the way his skin crawled the first time he saw it, and what unnerved him even more about it was how blissful the customers looked. as if nothing could ever possibly make them so unhappy again. he would watch as they gazed up at the sky with cloudy eyes and a windswept smile, before wandering off into the town.
and they were never seen again.
something definitely wasn’t right.
but he never did anything about it, nor did he try to sneak around and find out exactly what was going on. ajax minded his own business and worked outside that bar for precisely another two years before the tsaritsa approached him.
“you,” she noted, a thin cigarette between two pretty peach lips. “have you got a horse?”
ajax cleared his throat. “yes, ma’am.”
“good. i need you to do something for me.”
and that was the day he found out what was being served behind the bar.
wine.
it was kept in a barrel in the back, in a cool and dark room filled specifically with sacks of potatoes and dried garlic, rosemary and thyme hanging from the ceiling. apparently, that was how the vintner demanded it be stored, or else it would spoil.
the vintner — you.
you, who lived a five days ride away. in a small cottage that was surrounded by berry bushes, various fruit trees, and a vineyard that stretched on for about an acre behind it. which wouldn’t be so odd, if not for the fact that you were in the middle of the deep desert where nothing good could possibly grow. the locals called you a witch, said you howled and screeched at the moon so loudly every night that they could hear you from the next town over. now, ajax wasn’t one to believe in the supernatural, and he still wasn’t.
mostly.
but… he couldn’t ignore what happened to the customers who drank your wine.
the tsaritsa had told him all this. and still, he only rolled back his shoulders and flashed her a brave grin. “i’ll do it.”
the first time he made the journey, ajax kept his wits about him. kept his gun real close by him at all times, didn’t even drink a drop of whiskey at night when he was resting by the little campfire at the end of each day. and when he finally caught sight of your cottage, he made sure that his trusty knife was tucked away into his back pocket for good measure before stepping inside.
and you?
you were nothing like how he’d thought you’d be.
you were beautiful — the most gorgeous creature he’d ever had the pleasure of looking at in his whole life. you were whimsical, words left your lips with all the soft airiness of fresh cotton, and you had a smile brighter than the sun and all the stars in the world. you welcomed him inside, offered him bread you’d just baked that morning, as well as a beautiful cup of deep, dark black coffee that ajax nearly moaned at the taste of.
and yet, and yet.
something wasn’t right.
just like those who drank your wine, you didn’t seem of this world either. but unlike the ghost-like patrons of your wine, you still seemed whole. he was still somewhat unnerved by you, but there was also something about you that strangely made him trust your intentions.
you never caused ajax any trouble at all.
not once.
so, he made the journey year after year without complaint, never stayed longer than an hour at your home before he strapped the barrel to the back of his horse and was on his way again. he wondered if anybody else ever came to visit you, although from the way the townsfolk shunned the mere mention of your name, he didn’t really think so. he wondered if you ever made anything else besides that one barrel of wine in the summer. he wondered what your favourite food was, if you ever did anything for your birthday. he wondered what sort of arrangement you have with the tsaritsa, and how it came to be.
one year, he wonders if you ever felt lonely.
ajax thinks about that one particular thing again, as he catches the familiar sight of your cottage on the horizon. this will be the fifth time he’s come to collect that barrel of summer wine from you. his horse snorts impatiently below him, stomping its front hooves. it’s still hot in the desert, ajax can see the sweat shining on his horse’s neck, and he knows it was due a break quite soon. he clicks his tongue twice, urging it forward. when he gets there, he ties the reins around a post, pulls up a spare bucket lying sideways in the dust and fills it with water for the horse.
then, he finds himself standing in front of your door.
and knocks once, then twice.
there is no answer for a moment.
and then, there’s a little click and a creak, and your sweet face is peeping out at him from a thin crack in the door.
ajax pretends that his heart doesn’t skip a beat.
“oh!” you softly exclaim. “it’s you.”
who else would it be?
but he doesn’t say this, but instead slips back into that charming, somewhat aloof nature of his. “it’s me!”
“it’s very nice to see you again,” you say politely, fully opening the door and beckoning him inside. “how have you been?”
“same old same old, can’t complain.”
not that he ever told you what same old was in the first place.
you nod. “i see. not much has changed here either. although, it’s been a bit of a tough harvest.”
“oh?”
“don’t worry, the tsaritsa will have her barrel as promised. i had just enough to make do.”
you motion for him to sit on your kitchen chair, before moving over to the kitchen to gather cups and other cutlery from a cupboard. ajax takes a seat, taking off his hat and putting onto the table to rest. the wonderful aroma of coffee plays about his nose like a sweet dream he didn’t want to wake up from.
this routine was normal.
you would pour each of you a cup of coffee, sit with him at the table, and make small talk over buttered sour dough bread. maybe, there might be some tinned peaches on the side. you’d talk about the weather and your plants, and ajax would talk about his job working at the bar, maybe work in a a funny story or two about an odd patron. there were never any sort of personal or deeper questions. after he’d finish3; up his bread and coffee, ajax would politely offer to wash up the dishes, to which you’d always refuse. then, he’d put his hat back on and say his goodbyes, and you’d see him on his way with a small smile on your face as he shouts over his shoulder, “see ya next year!”
and that was it.
ajax truly didn’t understand the fear associated with you.
but what he didn’t understand, was why the next few words popped out of his mouth.
“is it just you living out here?”
you still.
and his heart flutters beneath the confines of his ribcage.
“well… yes. why do you ask?”
ajax notices the little bit of sadness dripping into your words like the last few pathetic drops of water coming out of a tap.
he immediately regrets being the cause of it.
“because, well… should you really be out here all on your own?”
a little crease wrinkles your forehead, and you put down the piece of bread you had in your hand. “nobody bothers me. i think you know that already.”
you sigh, immediately following up with, “i know what they say about me. they think i’m some sort of witch.”
your dejection is obvious. still, it surprises ajax that you seem to care what people thought about you. he had assumed, perhaps naively, that you were at least somewhat happy doing your own thing and being in your own company. but what did he really know about you, truly? he saw you for one hour of one day out of the entire year.
who was he to think that he knew you?
ajax clears his throat. “sorry, i didn’t mean to cause offence.”
“it’s alright. it doesn’t bother me all that much anymore.”
your head drops, and you stare at the plate in resting front of you. it’s got sweet pink roses swirling around the rim of the plate, and you seem to be paying particular attention to the little crumbs dotted along the leaves. ajax leans forward in his chair, tilts his head sympathetically at you.
“c’mon now! besides, i don’t think witches can make such great coffee.”
but you only hum absentmindedly.
so, ajax tries something different.
he reaches over the table and covers your palm with his. you immediately look up, your eyes wide and lips parted with something that looks like shock. as if you’d never expect him to do such a thing, and really, ajax can’t believe he is either. the words struggle in his throat, because oh my god he’s touching you, and you’re real and all he can really focus on is the feeling of your skin on his palm.
and the fact that you’re rather cold.
a soft, white cloud flashes through his mind.
“i don’t think you’re a witch.”
he tries to say this with as much sincerity as he can muster. your eyes roam his face, like you’re waiting for a slight shift in his expression as he bursts out with a punchline of sorts. but it doesn’t come, and ajax doesn’t even crack a smile. he peers back at you with those storm kissed eyes of his and gives you an encouraging nod.
and keeps his hand firmly over yours.
“you don’t?” you ask so very quietly, and it breaks his heart a little.
ajax shakes his head. “never have.”
your lips part again.
“but—”
“people are frightened from all sorts of silly things,” he murmurs, his thumb brushing across the back of your hand. “doesn’t mean they’re right about it.”
the corner of your mouth twitches. ajax thinks you might just smile, but you don’t. however, your face looks far lighter, softer, than it did just a moment ago. you both stay just as you are for a moment longer, his hand over yours and thumb brushing against your skin as if it was already intimately familiar with you.
“… thank you.”
you whisper the words so delicately, he is reminded of little rabbits brushing against fresh dandelions in the spring.
ajax clears his throat. “don’t mention it.”
at this, he lets go of your hand.
reluctantly.
silence settles between you, but it isn’t awkward in the slightest. in fact, ajax feels this is the least unnerved he has ever felt around you. he almost feels… glum at the prospect of leaving you alone like this. but he knows he must, because that is the way of the world. you, here in this place and making your summer wine. and ajax, doomed to never stay and leave you behind year after year.
you eventually stand.
“i should show you were the barrel is.”
he nods, swallowing thickly.
ajax follows you outside towards a shed tucked away behind your cottage. the pleasant scent of cedar and rosemary tickles his nose, along with the smell of some sort of salted, smoked meat stored away. inside, the barrel is waiting for you two, neatly wrapped with fresh rope and three sprigs of thyme stuck to the lid. without another word, ajax heaves it over his shoulder with a quiet grunt, and you both walk back to his horse.
ajax stills.
“oh!” you exclaim, a hand over your mouth.
the animal was laying on the sand, breathing heavily as sweat dripped down its neck and haunches. ajax immediately puts the barrel down, rushing over to inspect the horse, running its hands across it. he glances up at the sun, noting it suddenly seemed far hotter than it did before he arrived, and that there was a lack of cool shade where it had been standing.
he curses under his breath. “think it’s been under the sun too long, maybe a case of heat stroke.”
you coo sympathetically. “will it be alright?”
“yeah, yeah. just… uh, i’ll not be out of your hair for a while longer. he needs rest. some water and shade before i try head back out there again.”
“you can maybe bring him round the back? there’s a nice shaded spot there.”
“much appreciated. it’s just… it might be morning before he’s well enough to ride.”
“that’s alright.”
he runs a hand down his face. “ah, the tsaritsa won’t be pleased with a delay.”
“ajax,” you say his name firmly. “i’m sure the tsaritsa would much prefer it if the both of you came back home safe and sound, with her wine intact.”
ajax rolls back and forth on the balls of his feet.
logically, he knows he cannot possibly venture back into the desert with the horse as weak as it is. he’d not make it back to town in one piece, and he didn’t have enough supplies with him for the amount of time it would take for him to walk the distance. but he felt so overwhelmingly guilty at the prospect of taking up your space and time.
at spending the night in your home.
“i’ll make supper.”
you offer this like it’s the only hope left you have left that he’ll stay. he tries not to convince himself that he even heard a trace of desperation in your voice.
and so, ajax flashes you a handsome grin.
“well, how can i say no to that?”
-•-
ajax can’t sleep.
he’s tossed and turned every which way he possibly can, flipped and fluffed up his pillows about a dozen times. he could not sleep, and he genuinely couldn’t understand why. you had made the most delicious meal — salt and pepper cabbage, carrots with a sweet mint sauce, and the juiciest roast chicken he’d ever had. you had even made some cherry pie for desert. ajax had felt so wonderfully sleepy and content after finishing his food, he thought he’d have the best sleep of his life.
but no.
not that the spare room you’d let him sleep in was uncomfortable or anything, quite the opposite. the furniture was all made of wood, making the room smell rather cozy. the quilts were made from the softest cotton, patterned with wild roses and honey bees on it. there were lots of little charming paintings up on the wall of trees and flowers and birds. you’d even given him a pitcher of sweet peach water to have by his bedside, a candle and a book to read, before you’d shyly bid him good night.
perhaps… this was all far too intimate for ajax.
he groans lightly, sitting up and leaning his head back to stare up at the ceiling.
fuck this.
ajax swings his legs over the bed and gets up before he can think about it too much. he tiptoes towards the door to his room, being careful to not to step over the floorboards he knew were creaky. he peeps his head out into the corridor, eyes falling straight onto the carpet, before falling to the sliver of space underneath your door.
oh.
your door was slightly ajar.
and your candle was still on.
is she awake?
ajax shoves down the part of him that is rational, the part that tells him to just lay in bed quietly until the morning. but he ignores it, electing to chase after the thrill of… whatever this was. he creeps over as slowly and quietly as possible, leaning back against the wall and straining his ears to listen and figure out if you were asleep or not.
he listens and listens.
and listens.
this is pointless. go back to—
“oh!”
ajax’s eyes almost pop out of his skull.
“oh, oh… ajax.”
…fuck!
and you were moaning his name.
he dares to take a peek.
fuck… and there you are. you’re lying on your stomach, your ass bare and sticking up into the air. he’s getting a perfect eyeful of every part of you — particularly the way your pretty folds are glistening, and the way your slender fingers are furiously pumping in and out of your hole.
he feels the blood rush into to his cock.
ajax eyes your white panties lying on the floor, the way evidence of your desire still stains the little piece of fabric.
“hngh! a-ajax… i can’t. i can’t.”
oh, you poor thing.
he briefly wonders if you knew he was there. and then he’s wondering how many times you’ve been like this, in this position and moaning his name, unable to satisfy yourself. how many times, over these long years? how many times have you imagined him touching you, satisfying you?
ajax can’t help himself.
he quietly spits on his palm, slips it down his breeches and slowly rubs it along his shaft. with each pump of your fingers into your poor pussy, ajax flexes his wrist and touches himself in time with you. your hips buck involuntarily, your legs spasming, and still — you obviously cannot cross that sweet finish line you’re chasing.
but ajax can.
how could he not? you look so pretty like this — all breathless and needy, your beautiful skin glistening with sweat in the candlelight. the way you’re moaning his name over and over with so much desire it’s making his head spin. he doesn’t think anybody in the whole world had ever sounded quite as lovely as you do saying his name.
ajax rolls his thumb over his tip, gently squeezing his cock.
he blinks.
and swears he sees a vision of you with quivering white wings on your back.
he blinks again, and it is gone.
with every lewd squelch of your puffy pussy, ajax finds himself closer and closer to the edge. he alternates between short and long strokes, being careful not to be too loud — he absolutely did not want this show to be over so quickly. he wants to imagine himself sinking deep into you from behind, the way his hands would perfectly grip your hips and pull you back onto his cock if you shied away from him — but he can’t. he had to keep his eyes open and locked onto you, and the way your wetness was dribbling down your legs and onto the sheets, otherwise he’d cum far too soon.
but one sharp cry from your lips has him stumbling over into his own ecstasy.
ajax traps his bottom lip between his teeth so hard he draws a little blood, as his orgasm ripples through him, thick cum splurting out all over his hands and soiling his briefs.
he let’s out a shaky breath, his cock still pulsing in his hand.
“oh… oh, please. i need to—”
you have a hand clapped over your mouth, as if you were trying to muffle your pathetic cries and moans.
poor baby.
his cock twitches.
with a breathy sigh, ajax steps through the boundary of your door. you haven’t noticed him, and you don’t, until he slides his cum drenched hand over your ass, all the way up your back, draping himself over you and nosing at your cheek.
you gasp, “you— what are you d-doing?”
“shh now, pretty girl,” he purrs into your ear. “let me take care of you now, yeah?”
he slides his sticky fingers up and down your folds, grinning against your skin as you slide further up the bed, your legs giving out a little from just his touch. the tip of his index finger slips just a little inside, teasing your entrance with the tiniest pump of his fingers.
“ajax,” you beg breathlessly. “please.”
he hushes you again. “i already know what you need. i’ve been watching you this whole time.”
still, he obliges you just a bit, pushing one long finger deep inside you. you moan loudly, grinding yourself shamelessly onto his digit. ajax curls it ever so slightly, feeling that spongy wall inside you, rubbing incessantly against it. you cry out and become even wetter around his finger, your legs shaking as he adds another digit into your hole.
“well,” he hums thoughtfully, splaying his two fingers apart inside you. “i think you’re more than ready for me now, aren’t you?”
you look over at him from your shoulder, all teary eyed, your perfect lips parted as you pant.
“i’ve been ready for a long time, cowboy.”
the way you say it, with a smooth tone that didn’t even have a hint of desperation in it, makes ajax stop his movements. he almost swears again, that there is a halo of light swirling around your form. that it looks like pristine feathers are falling from the ceiling, that your eyes are glowing at him.
but he blinks again, and the moment is gone.
“please,” you beg, sweetly wriggling your hips as that whininess curls around your tongue. “please, ajax.”
he clicks his tongue.
fuck it.
in a flash, he’s taken off his clothes, and his warm hand are sliding over your hips, squeezing your soft flesh. you groan as he teases and slaps his cock against you, sliding his fat tip against your entrance. and then, with a firm smack against your ass, ajax stuffs himself inside you.
“oh, shit,” he curses, a hand splaying over your tummy, his full weight falling onto you. “shit, shit, shit, baby doll. you feel like heaven.”
you laugh into your pillow, before it fizzles into breathy moans and cries of ecstasy. the sound of his balls going plap! plap! plap! against your pussy fills the little room as ajax sets a rough and fast pace, bucking his hips into you with untamed fervour. why you were laughing, he doesn’t know. all ajax cares about in this moment is giving you the pleasure you’ve been so desperately chasing. he watches the way your ass recoils with every thrust, the way you finally, finally seem to be getting somewhere. ajax rolls his hips, grinding his cock deeper into you, notes the way you’re squeezing tighter and tighter around him.
“i can feel you’re close,” he huffs into your ear, his own orgasm threatening to hit him at any moment. “i want you to promise to be real messy for me now, okay sweetheart?”
you nod, your eyes squeezed shut with pleasure. ajax smirks at the way you’re too cock drunk to even respond properly. still, he cruelly slows his pace right the way down, reaches down to pinch and squeeze at your nipples.
“use your words. promise me you’ll make such a big mess on my cock.”
you let out a sweet little whine, trying to grind yourself on him beneath him. “i promise! promise, promise… please! don't stop now.”
he lightly slaps your cheek. “good girl.”
your mouth falls open in a silent scream as ajax all but drills into you with his cock, dragging his thick length in and out of you with a renewed vigour. within a minute, your orgasm rips through you like a bolt of lightning. you cry out his name again and again, your walls squeezing so deliciously around him that ajax spills his load right the way inside you. he feels you squirt messily, your legs spasming beneath his thick thighs as you moan into your patterned sheets.
for a moment, it is still.
you both lay just like that, with ajax still pressing his full weight onto you. he's panting just as hard as you now, sweat trickling down his temple as his face falls into your neck.
and then, he notes — he’s still very much hard.
ajax’s hand softly grips your throat, bringing your head close into the crook of his neck, his pace turning into something sweeter. his cock drags slowly in and out of you. you hum tiredly, still trapped in a fucked out, dreamy haze of his own making. what the hell… what the hell are you doing to him? how could he have cum twice already, and still — still — ajax wasn’t done with you.
don’t ask. don’t ask.
“what’s in your wine?”
idiot!
you cry out as the tip of his cock rubs against a sweet, still sensitive spot inside you. for a moment, you don’t answer. all ajax can hear is your pretty moans in his ear, feel his milky cum spilling out of you and squelching around his cock.
“strawberries.”
he grunts as you squeeze and flutter around him.
“cherries.”
you tip your head back, wet lips grazing his cheek.
“and an angel’s kiss in spring.”
ajax feels his blood run cold.
the last thing he remembers is seeing you smile, and a bright heavenly light flashes right through to the back of his eyeball, enveloping everything that he is.