#aether's thoughts

[bananaboy97]

Why do people insist that because I'm still in the process of diagnoses that im not actually sick?

"Have you heard of polyminds?"

I have amnesia.

I'm not as distinguishable or separate as people who are diagnosed systems.

They don't know what the fucks wrong with me just that I'm not right, okay?

I'll use the terms that help me describe what is happening to me whether or not people like it because it's WORDS.

Either way, my diagnosis is NOBODIES BUSINESS BUT MY OWN.

[official-aether]

“Who would win in a drinking contest? Kaeya or Venti?”

“Kaeya can hold his liquor rather well and Venti... Diluc said something about him having quite a few glasses before being reduced to... babbles and incoherent slurs”

[bananaboy97]

Need a pair of pretty eyes to look up at me while they give me my shots one day bc I can't handle the needles without getting light headed

[bananaboy97]

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⚠︎⚠︎⚠︎ Diagnosed DID and MDD ⚠︎⚠︎⚠︎

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Exemptions are:

#aether's song of the day - posts at 2am daily my time usually, so typically when I'm asleep.

#aether's thoughts

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⚠︎⚠︎⚠︎ I am a parent first before anything. If I do not respond, just have some fucking patience, please. I'll respond asap ⚠︎⚠︎⚠︎

Poetry blog is @prettydeathpls

Talk to me about literally any nerd shit. If I wasn't into it before, congrats now I am bc you are, and I'm an obsessive freak who will make myself like everything you do.

Ⓢ︎Ⓒ︎Ⓞ︎Ⓡ︎Ⓟ︎Ⓘ︎Ⓞ︎ Ⓢ︎Ⓤ︎Ⓝ︎ ☀︎︎ I'm an odd balance of private and open... have fun with that.

Ⓥ︎Ⓘ︎Ⓡ︎Ⓖ︎Ⓞ︎ Ⓜ︎Ⓞ︎Ⓞ︎Ⓝ︎ ☾︎ I'm analytical of myself in every damn aspect possible, so don't expect me to stay confident... it fades fast.

Ⓒ︎Ⓐ︎Ⓝ︎Ⓒ︎Ⓔ︎Ⓡ︎ Ⓡ︎Ⓘ︎Ⓢ︎Ⓘ︎Ⓝ︎Ⓖ︎ ☝︎ I'm a caretaker at heart even though I'm scared to let people too close... don't take it personally if I seem distant. It's habit, I'm trying.

I don't talk about it as a main point of my blog, but I will mention system parts.

Aether (he/they) protector

Host (she/they) trauma holder

Anubis (he/him) protector, caregiver

Bailey (she/it) little, trauma holder

Beastie (he/him) protector, truama holder, volatile

Dio (he/they) caregiver, trauma holder

Cernunnos (he/him) protector

Gabriella (she/her) little, trauma holder

Gaia (she/her) caregiver

Missus (she/her) caregiver

Morven (she/her) caregiver, protector, trauma holder, volatile

Nicole (she/her) caregiver, trauma holder

Opal (she/her) caregiver, trauma holder

Syn (she/it) protector, trauma holder, volatile

Thaddeus (they/it) caregiver, protector

The Voids (they/them) trauma holder, volatile

[official-aether]

"Those voices haven't said anything for a while... guess I should head back to Mondstat for the time being"

[official-aether]

"I'm genuinely surprised by the fact no one is batting an eye as I climb their walls and doors"

[official-aether]

“Y’know. That unusual hilichurl is actually pretty nice to hang out with.”

...

“Well, until Childe decided to flick them and we got cabbage thrown at us”

[official-aether]

"Sometimes I wonder how many layers Kaeya's outfit consists of"

"Pleasing to the eye, yes, but is it worth the trouble?"