I get the vibe from people like @af1987 @theenglishgent @siggylady
and others that still have me blocked for stupid, no, or very trivial reasons, that I am hated and unwanted over stupid shit or nothing, just because i'm different and am a fan of their work and or just wanna commission them to help support them or to try to be friends or at least friend like :(
it makes me feel cold and alone, like they r purposely just wanting me to suffer and ignore that I am a person, no different from them, no better no worse, just different solely by not being the exact same as them.












