What did it feel like?
There was just this... ache for a different life, that never really went away.
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What did it feel like?
There was just this... ache for a different life, that never really went away.
Lovesick (2014-2018)
im really honestly terrible at maintaining relationships especially online where things are so ephemeral and especially the last several years i can tell that ive been on a trend of withdrawing more thats affected online and irl relationships of mine but i wanna try to bounce back from that and im also in a sentimental mood right now so shout out to @mrchicsaraleo @russianspacegeckosexparty @imperatorkhaleesi @jiangchengdidnothingwrong @hauntedfalcon @bitchybisexual @anissapierce @dangercupcakemurdericing @someothermonstra
yall are just a fraction of the people who have had a huge impact on who i am as a person over the years. there’s also other people who ive met more recently or whose names arent coming up in the tagging system but it always brightens my day when i see yall in my notes. special shout out to anyone and everyone that i met when i was embarrassingly obsessed w teen wolf and we all stood valiantly against the utter shit that that fandom threw at us (remember when they used to call us the dark side lmao)
some of yall i used to be more friendly with and some of yall we’ve always been more distant mutuals but i really appreciate each and every one of you. you are like familiar community members whose regular posts are an important mainstay of my own little corner of the internet. i really dont know how to express how important yall are to my internet habitat other than to say you are a bedrock of my experience here on tumblr and i hope its not weird but i often think of you all at random moments in my day to day life and wish you all well.
much love ❤️ ❤️❤️ and i hope to keep growing as a person so that i can commit to these sort of tenuous relations i have formed and communicate frequently like a better friend should
remember that period when tlj was filming and mr. boyega was working out a TON and i thot we were getting something sexy? first signs of my clown gene
mister boyega when will you show us your titties we’ve waited long enough
HAPPY 🔥🔥🔥🔥😂😂✨✨✨✨ BIRTHDAY 🎂 🎂 🎂 🎂 🎂🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹💞💞💞🌈🌈🌈🎆🎆🎉🎉🎉
thank you KENDRA!!! 💓
afro-elf replied to your post “i have an entire blog devoted to being a goddamn thot and that one...”
you mean this isn't your thotblr?
wow! the answer is no! but for that im gonna just startin tagging you to every post i reblog when im feeling like thotting around @afro-elf
i was gonna save that url but someone beat me to it, damn it
i just want ONE normal post
Every time one of them pops up to defend Loki’s Shakespearean pathos against the Mean Maori Madman I’m just like
At least we’ve left the “fans asking actors about st*cky” period. I think.
afro-elf replied to your post: Wait, why do people hate Chris? He is literally a...
the closest proximity to chris i’ve ever been was seeing him through a curtain but my moon is in pisces so i can sense vibes and he seems like a nice adventure dad. i think that’s enough as far as white men go
So I vary rarely post selfies on here for a lot of reasons. Body image and self esteem issues being the main ones. I’m over weight, have a tummy, and have thunder thighs. I hate seeing pictures of myself that I didn’t take because I’m always very careful to frame mine in a way that I like myself. And snapchat filters are definitely my friends. I’ve also gotten into makeup recently and that has been helping me too, in a lot of ways it’s like my armor now. I have a lot of self-love work to do. But I was taking a selfie today (the bottom left one and only unfiltered one of the bunch) and I was feeling myself and my boobs looked good. And then I went through my saved snaps and found a few that I liked too. @afro-elf you inspire me a lot with all your selfies. So here ya go, me filtered and unfiltered.