@amaichou hi hello! Surprised to find you in my inbox but it really made my day :) Haha... When I wrote that it wasn't anything much just that I would go on days thinking about any and all scenarios I've ever thought of him. (I come back to that fanart again and again good grief)
Might as well celebrate him being back but by jove DO I WANT HIM TO NOT GET INVOLVED?! LIKE BOY TORTURE YOURSELF WITH YOUR STUDIES INSTEAD!!
Uh anyways, here's some very stupid jumbled incoherent rambling about our wife. These are mostly drafts i wrote veryyyy long back.
@chococorner hii, hope u like this too. Sorry for being so inactive. Hope this gives u a break from the uni life
#. Perhaps you two know each other for long. The first time you saw him in his uniform that fine morning, you took his hand and promised to make him experience everything he had missed out on
He let's himself be dragged like he doesn't have any strength in him to resist the spell you cast on him and has no choice but to just- stick to you. In the coming days you find he follows you so much he's literally your shadow. (Like a lot of people have hc-ed already and I just love this one)
#. I swear there could be sooo many tension-ish moments with him like teaching him certain things in smart phones or imagine teaching him video games at the internet cafe. You lean in, brush his hands and
At first – he gets startled by the closeness that he jumps back not because he doesn't like it but it's the opposite actually. Gradually, he doesn't jump. let's your hand linger over his as you maneuver his little character on the screen while he stares at your hand on his instead... Gets bold enough to intentionally brush your hands or linger over yours while thinking he's being subtle
(I love touch starved boys can u tell. )
Sometimes you'll have to repeat things cuz he is distracted by your breath fanning his ears and neck that makes him shiver and red but blames it on the cold
" In the middle of summer? "
" .... it's the fever"
And when you touch his forehead & cheeks to check his temperature, you can feel him get hot under your touch. Initially his breath stutters but then lets out a sigh like he might as well just accept his fate, while you two stare at each other only millimetres apart
#. He does commit to being a student it's very cute.
Imagine him trying to speedrun his assignment, suddenly snatching your book, biting the cap of his pen off and and he is so focused his hair falling over his face so right that you might cry over how unfair it is for him to look so pretty while just doing something as simple as writing
...............Being miserable together in exams. Because suffering together is true love :p sitting side by side on the table in library shoulder brushing, thighs touching, leaning into each other which would get personal space offended studying with him but really you are playing footsies under the table. One hit there, one shove here and whispering shouting at each other that the other is wrong and end up making jokes that only you would understand and really- any reason to see him laugh is worth it.
Sometimes he isn't really listening to what you are saying, you are so close he could just lean a little and his lips would contact your cheek or even the corner of your lips if he gets bold enough. Your hair falling over you face in pretty curves like it was supposed to fall there like it's following a script and the curve of your eyes, your lips, your cheeks and–“Ou— what. ” “ space out again and I'll hit you with my book ”
#. when you're teasing him, he has to bite down extra hard to not release that smile from his lips. His eyes are squinted more tightly than usual. still, they're glued onto you.
#. He doesnt do soft things anymore, everytime you make him blush he only knows how to glare albeit without any heat and look away and complain grumble incoherently
Like that one time he found you doodling him. Maybe one day you will show him all of your drawings of him and maybe one day he will learn how to love you fearlessly and not squirm under your adoring gaze but return it with equal intensity. right now, he's taking baby steps & it's fine
#. Curious kisses my beloved.. first kiss quite clumsy and being red in the face my beloved....
#. And for when you get more comfy in the relationship.....
#. that one time you caught him off guard by announcing a teacher coming - he's turning to look ahead when suddenly he feels something soft on his lips, eyes going wide and his nose manages to catch your sent but only after you've gone does he clocks what you've done. He touches his lips with his index like a reflex but retracts fast and glares at you while you sit innocently at your seat and only wink with dopey grin at him in response.
#. He who when finally goes back to being just johan and not god dog.
he's sulky and grumbly and annoyed when he sees you with other guy friends but something along the lines of being the chosen for the first time, preferred over some else — like mira once chose zack (or so I think? Idr)
#. Eating with him in the canteen is very fun. He doesn't gobble things like he used to and is relatively mannered but it's very cute seeing him eat things u get cuteness aggression
Bro doesn't share food with anyone but you. Will glare at anyone even suggesting to taste his food but will wordlessly give you a bite- feeding you himself at that.
+ he also remembers your favourites. He's trying to be bf material, can you tell? He remembers it down to details!
#. You really live up to your shoujo dreams with him. Even though he says you drag him into silly stuff, he follows you anyway. Following you wherever you want, hands glued to yours. Like empty classrooms or storage spaces.
Sometimes hiding under desks or closets to escape praying eyes.
It's hot, it's thrilling, but also unnecessarily funny and clumsy as if you two are little kids on a quest to hunt treasure. This follows another banter trying to keep each other from giggling and end up getting caught. Even in the dark, his grin is the most beautiful thing you've witnessed.
#. when you two have just kissed (passionately) making his glasses slant on his face and you find it unfair he still look so pretty with a tilted frame. He doesnt remove his glasses intentionally because he loves the breathy grin that graces your lips at his tilted glasses and the heat he feels when he has locked you in his arms, head tilted towards yours as you slowly slide his glasses off and there is something in the way you look when you do that makes his breath hitch for some reason.
#... If you wear glasses too he deff remove it too either before kissing or after. He likes the intimacy of both. But sometimes when he sees you with your glasses askew and swollen lips he just dives in for another kiss or two cuz there is... something addictive about you like that
#. meeting his eyes from across the room, and the two of you have the exact same thought. you turn away first to hold back your laughter, but his eyes are pinned onto you.
Bonus!
#. This one might be very out of character but I find it extremely funny so suffer the cringe lol
Imagine he randomly says, " I don't fit anywhere"
"You fit perfectly in my arms"
(maybe you two are cuddling or you just hug him from the back and maybe he lets out a very small surprise gasp or a quick breath His knoted eyebrows speak before his words)
Aaand he could almost see the inside of his skull with how hard he rolled his eyes (lovingly)
" esp your waist"
" tf's wrong with you " but there are cute little pinks blossoming on his cheeks even as he eyes you disapprovingly
" I love you too"