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Sometimes I pop out

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Hopeless Romantic

Love works a lot different now compared to when your parents were making Love. Love is a strong being that can move through Time and Space, transcend through Life and Death, and bring Light to the Darkest places of the heart. Its unquestionable but there are so many questions that come with it. But rather than trying to solve its deep mysteries you dissolve in the deep feeling of passion it gives you. Thats how I try to explain it at least, but as I said before Love works a lot differently now. People view it as a game and not a being these days. A game programmed by the Mind and Body instead of it being connected to the Soul. Everyone out here is playing and not experiencing and its sad to me. The most beautiful women dealing with men who treat them like shit. The realest men being overlooked by women who take them for granted. Its sickening and saddening to me, in this day and age people dont want to fall in Love. They would much rather deal with the quick satisfaction of someone to spend time with for 5 to 20 minutes. The quick dopamine rush given during Sexual Release is enough for people these days. Dopamine shouldn't be in a rush it should flow through you brain constantly when your with someone you Love. Don't get me wrong, Sexual Release is a form of Love, but if you can't truly look into your partners eyes and see their Soul, feel every little part of their Body shake as the feeling of ecstasy flows through you both, and have a dopamine release that causes your Mind to just go blank for almost hours on end, then there is no true Love there inside of you. Your honestly just fucking. But you're ok with that, hell your partner probably is too, they are the one who let you in to start the release. Maybe because the more we find out about humanity and ourselves we realize we are just animals in nature. Fucking is a means of survival for them and maybe the same goes for our species. Then how come dolphins and humans are so special? Because we can make "Love" for pleasure. That so called pleasure in my eyes is Lust, a deadly sin. Only Love can combat that but when each human on Earth cant tell the difference anymore then, we sit here and loose that connection with the soul and what sets us apart from the Beast. Love is almost a lost art form in this day and age. The few people that do still see Love for what it truly is are known as Hopeless Romantics. The people who believe in the Universal concept that built us all are somehow called Hopeless. Why is that? Is there really no Hope for these people? People that believe and care for the person who is their partner? People that are ready to create Life with someone? People that want to experience Time within all this Space with one person? People that truly understand every inch of that one persons Mind, Body and Soul? Is this just irrational thinking? I want to go through Love and not bullshit. I want to give a part of my life to someone who deserves the Universe and more. I want a Queen to walk up the steps with me to our thrones in our Kingdom. I want to release my sexual energy into someone who can look into my eyes and see me for who I really am. I want Love. Maybe one day a Hopeless Romantic like me will run into a Hopeless Romantic woman and we will live on through Love with each other. Or maybe its just Hopeless to think that way, but it is hella Romantic

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My best friend got married yesterday so I decided to show up and show out for the newlyweds and any interested brides maids

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I don't like showing my face that much these days.......

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Book 1

Wow, my head hurts. I don't even know how to express what's on my mind right now because the sense of actual accomplishment has hit me straight in the heart and it's such a great feeling. I worked for a good 4 years on this it feels like I've have lived with this for whole light years and now I can finally look forward to what it will become and look back at what it has done for my own Mind, Body and Spirit. My eyes finally gained the Vision and now I'm am able to read the Story so I can help myself and help the greater world around me. The world that made me. Life flew around me while I listened and told it's Stories and in return I told it the Stories that came from the worlds inside of me. Together we came up with something exciting, overall inspiring and enLighting, but also with moments of sadness, and lessons of overcoming these moments of slight darkness. Now, I'm finally at a moment of clarity, a moment of Peace and great joy in my work. Seeing the development of it, looking at the best parts and the worst parts all I can do is smile. I left "No More Blank Pages," I finally settled things and let go of these old tales and thoughts from my head. I am almost Positive that now I can step forward and do greater things. Now is the Time to evolve. We are in a new era where we can express ourselves and be who are destined to be. We are not tied down to the ground. We can soar to greater heights and we can go beyond our horizons if we take the Time to move, and to fly. I fly not just for myself but for the Honest people in my world that helped me get to write these pages and even the message I'm writing right now. Thank you all for showing me the best parts of yourselves in order for me to show the best parts of myself. I fly to inspire the next person to lift their wings up to the sky, to reach the stars and Dreams that were only thought of as magic fairy tales or just simply imagination. I'm telling you this as fact not based in science but based in the feeling all human beings receive when they know they have done their greatest contribution back to the world. It's the Truth. My Truths at least. I feel like I understand things that don't make sense to the ordinary person. My mother told me during one of my dark periods, "You have a strong Spiritual maturity to you that many people don't have." I fully agree with her, and I Honestly don't want to live in a world where I'm not using that Spirit to help others find their way. I want to bring New Life to this world and to those who need it most. I think I would have wanted that as a child when I needed it most. As a child I used to Love hearing Stories of Kings. King Solomon was always one that stuck with me because of his sense of Wisdom. I Dreamt of being a King in my own right, being successful and being wealthy. As I grew older I realized that I couldn't be Solomon, for I was not Wise. As I searched and continue to search for Wisdom I feel like all these existential things just sit back and have a laugh with me after the feeling of realization. Apparently your brain tells you to laugh when you learn something you greatly enjoy. I laughed because as I realized I am a fool compared to the Universe around me. If I were to be a King, I am to be a King who leads with Love and each day I sharpen my blade, I only do so to protect the ones I Love. I Love the Life that was blessed to me. I Love the lives of those who bless me with there Love and consideration. I Love writing things with these hands. As a product of Creation; Creating is probably the best feelings because all that makes us is all that makes it. That's just another Story to tell. Book 1 is finished, but it won't be seen for a very long time. "Life Continues in Volume 2." Give it a few Light Years. Book 2 is what you all are waiting for real though. I'm out much Love to you all. Till Kingdom Come......

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I feel like I've been sitting back on my talents and not focusing my energy where my influence makes a difference and contribution to the world around me. I'm happy I noticed it so now I can start on the path of making myself better.

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Free Bird

Humans are just like birds, the more I think about it. Some are free and spread their wings towards the sky, while others are placed in a cage and refuse to fly. Who am I to really say that though? I only came to the realization that I was a bird because all I do is look towards the sky. It took time for me to notice the cage around me and even longer to see the cage around you.When I saw you I knew something was real about it. The energy felt right and I couldn't deny it. Was it so real but it felt like a dream because it made me see the cage I placed myself in. This cage, this psychological box, contained all these thoughts that did nothing to progress me but stagnate me. That enegry moved me though it flapped my wings. While midair I was trapped in a limbo where I finally saw all my flaws and all my mistakes. I finally accepted each one and accepted who I was as a person. I let these thoughts and all these beautiful emotions out and found my inner happiness in myself and in the world around me. I found my wings and flew around this city, I saw each house, building, tower, skyscraper and felt life in its purest form. I became a Bird in The Morning and started becoming what I am supposed to be. I look at you and thank you for your energy to set me free. I go to sleep thinking we are all free now. My dreams were sweet for such a long time. Then more and more as the dreams got sweeter the reality had changed. I found out that you weren't free I found out a lot of people werent free. It stunned me because it was completely different from my cage. Some were trapped by themselves and some were trapped by someone else. It confused me, and at times angered me. I just want to see you fly, I want nothing but the best for you, I want to free you from the cage around you. Its not fair that Life and Death have us fly in between these birdcages and then hide each key. Even when all these negative emotions and thoughts consumed me I refused to go back into my cage and I smiled at you and said, "I want to see you fly." I smile because I know what our purpose is, Birds are meant to fly! So no matter what, don't let them clip you wings. You can open the cage and I gladly will help you find the key. I can't wait to see you spread your wings towards the sun and fly. Even if Im caged in im happy I get to see you fly. Spread your wings and soar this is what your destined for. A friend asked me about what if someone Ive cared about has to go away or wants to go away. My response was, "As Ive gone through Life I noticed humans are just like birds. We all have our journeys throughout the world and sometimes you gotta let that bird fly." So fly pretty bird, fly Freebird.