it’s a sunday morning, around mid march
and your feet are tangled in the covers
the bed springs are loose thanks to its fondest lovers
nothing can jolt you
from this happiness
until suddenly, yes of course something does
it springs you from the bed and up to the en suite
throwing yourself across the room, rushing your feet
to the bathroom
you make it just in time
it’s a monday, maybe noon? and the sun is high
the smiles on your faces are as bright as such
your hands fit together and because of his touch
you are here
you are here and smiling and the sun is too
you step in, get undressed, as it usually goes
and he watches on nervously, biting his lip
making sure that you’re covered by the hospital slip
today is the day
you’re hearing a heart
it’s a tuesday now and it’s feeling quite real
your sickness is better since now it is May
and the baby is doing quite well, you would say
you’re growing
and he adores it
he’s overprotective but you love him for it
rushing around making sure that you’re well
and at night he’s right next to you kissing the swell
he sings
and you fall asleep too
it’s a wednesday and the heat is a lot
now it’s july in the heat of the summer
being 5 months pregnant is surely a bummer
and your husband?
he is looking divine
he works in the garden, shirt off, shorts on
digging up soil and planting some seeds
why can’t he just see that it’s him that you need!
so he helps you up
and lets you bloom under his touch
it’s a thursday. he isn't ready.
that little gown that the hospital lends her
is what his wife wears to find out baby’s gender
everything he’s hoped for
a girl
he’s written some songs here and there
recorded them all for the nursery track
he can’t wait to have his baby to rock back
and forth.
a beautiful baby girl.
it’s a friday and you’ve been nesting well
it’s hard to believe that you’re due in two months
and your husband has cried way more than once
there’s no name
so “sweetheart” is doing well for now
he sings to his girls, like words spun from gold
to the moon and back and everywhere in between
you’re wondering where this man had been
before you met
and now look at you both
it’s a saturday and you’re due next week
the bag is packed, he knows the drive by heart
neither of you can wait for this new life to start
he thanks you
and thanks you and thanks you
“i wonder who she’ll be like” you’d paused to think
“that’s easy” he’d smiled “your hair, my eyes,
but I think we could be in for a bit of a surprise.
As long as she’s healthy
she’s ours forever”
you’ve lost track of the hours, never mind days
but she's here, in your arms, from heaven above
you’ve never quite seen that pure look of love
reflected in your husbands eyes
“she’s perfect” he weeps.
you can’t imagine your life being different
as you watch your little one cosy and curled
into your husbands arms - doting on his new baby girl
she has ten fingers, ten toes
and will experience a love that has no bounds.
You’re tag on the closer to the light video was gold. “What a lovely way to be killed this afternoon”. Literally me whenever Niall nialls lol
i can literally be going about my life just normally trying to you know, do life things, and then niall will so much as breathe and I am completely derailed for the rest of the day aldfghajkdfhgf
Lol can you tell whose blog I check on a daily basis when I don't want to catch up on my dash?? Also, look at Miarren in the middle of all those one d boys.
I love you Jess!! Wish I could give you a big hug and snuggle you and just hang out 💖💖💖
Love you, boo! It’s been too long. And I’m so bummed that we didn’t get to see each other in Houston. It was such a quick turnaround trip for me. Someday we’ll get together again! Hopefully to fangirl over some adorable human just like last time. <3