As the homegoing ceremony reception wore on, Cam decided to take a quiet moment to himself.
It felt so strange to be in his dad's house surrounded by so many happy pictures of him, in contrast to the reality that he was gone.
"If a funeral is good for one thing it's fancy free food. It's just too bad I can't eat any of it."
"Huh?" Cam looked up to find Aiden in front of him. "Oh, wow, I'm sorry, Aiden. I didn't even think about making sure there were vegetarian friendly options."
"I'll have Dre order something. Anything you want. It's on us."
"Cam, it was joke. I guess I failed at lightening the mood." Aiden gave a half smile.
"Oh. Sorry, I guess it went over my head."
"It's OK. You're allowed." Aiden got serious. "I really am sorry for your loss."
"My bio dad is kind of the worst, so it's probably shitty to say this, but I don't know if I'd even go to his funeral. But Henry always seemed like he really cared a lot about all of you. I'm sorry you lost that."
"Yeah, he did." Cam stood. "I think I'm gonna make the rounds."
He appreciated Aiden's kind words, but he didn't want to spend his quiet moment having people tell him how sorry they felt for him. It was bad enough he was still grappling with the fact he had no parents left. He didn't want the constant reminder of that.
Unfortunately, there was no shortage of people around him who were sorry for his loss.
"Cameron," Raymond approached him as he tried and failed to make it to the restroom.
"Oh, Raymond, how are you? Er, I guess that's weird to ask."
"No, it's fine." He waved him off.
"All things considered, Shelly and I are doing just fine."
"Thats...that's great to hear." Cam was running out of steam to stay in conversation.
"Listen, I wanted to talk to you about something important."
"Your father, he was a good man. I'm glad I got to know him."
"It's no mystery to me that he was loved by so many, by you, the grandchildren, everyone."
"Listen, Raymond—" Cam tried to interrupt.
"What I'm trying to say, Cameron is, Henry had spoken to me about how hard losing your mother hit you both. He missed her dearly to his last."
"He'd mention so many times how ready he was to go, so he could be with her, but what held him were the grandchildren, and you. I told him that he should cherish the time he has with you now while he has it, so he did, but I also made him a promise."
"I promised him that when his time finally came, I'd look after the grandchildren and you."
"He worried about you, that you would feel alone once his time came. I know I can never replace him, I may not have long myself, but when you married Andrea you became family."
"As dear to me as Andrea is, you are too, like a real son. So if you'd like, I wouldn't mind if you decided to call me Dad from now on."
"Oh, umm, wow. I....don't really know what to say."
Raymond telling him to call him 'Dad' wasn't exactly on his bingo card for the day.