nienna & melkor at the ainulindalë, and a glimpse of what came after.
She is born in a burst of blissful sound.
She is neither the first to arrive nor the latest, but one of many: an immediate multitude, ignited in a single instant, kindled to life by a call that sounds from the deeps of time.
All around her, there is music. It swells and grows to heights of perfection that she alone can barely comprehend. Yet surrounded by her fellow ainur, her kindred, she begins to understand, to perceive her place within the great theme.
She understands that she is Nienna, daughter of Eru Ilúvatar, who created and called forth each of the ainur to serve a great purpose. It is from him that the theme of their music originates, and it is his will that endows every voice.
At the behest of the All-Father, the theme expands, and she begins to differentiate the individual strains, the varied sounds that each of her brothers and sisters make.
Instinct draws her closer to he who is first, mightiest, most-powerful. He is at the center of all, shining with a luster that is sharp, radiant… and dangerous.
Certain of her own softness, her own diminutive nature, she marvels that this should be her intended. She craves neither power nor attention—as she perceives this being does—yet she feels the will of the One, and it guides her until she is skirting around his hardened edges, as something hidden at her core—something deep and true—cries out for Melkor.
His music is complicated, full of thunderous melodies and churning rhythms almost impossible to match. And yet she does—interposing her own humble harmonies that coax his music gracefully back toward the theme that Ilúvatar intended.
On and on his music winds, his notes growing tighter and more frenetic, until it takes all her strength and will to keep in time with him. But she is patient, and ever attentive to each change, each modulation that he makes, and so she sings on beside him...