I never meant for this to happen. Chances are now, you are wondering where I have gone off to and what happened. I wish I could tell you all of this, but I have known for years I was never safe.
If you hear of what remains of me, please know it was never your fault. None of this is anyone’s fault but my mother’s for loving my father so much.
I’ve been found by their murderer. He knows my name, remembers my face. My father was a warrior once, and I can only imagine how much he fought to stay alive.
I refuse to let this get out of hand. I refuse to let anyone else protect me and get hurt if all he’s looking for is me.
People do crazy things for love, but it isn’t always so crazy. I know you would chastise me, but remember, I’m the older one. I am your subordinate--it is my duty to go down first before you do.