#akemi713

[akemi713]

At Olive Garden

@Lunas-insanity: The entire world just disappears, and you're blowing on cheesecake.

Akemi713: *Crying in my cheesecake*

[akemi713]

How is my phone still logged in? When was the last time I was even on tumblr?????

I fucking missed it, this is where I left my happiness and I want it back

[goatmeatstew]

You are not an idiot! Having a space to vent is good! I’m so sorry that you are having to deal with treatment like that, you don’t deserve it. I wish there wa something I could say to help, but I can only give you the hope from my heart that something will come to make your day better!

I'm sorry I didn't answer this sooner, but after I did the dishes and mopped I went back to bed. But anyway, I was just overreacting last night. I honestly do deserve to be treated the way my family treats me. I barley do anything around the house, and my parents allow me to live here without making me pay rent, and all they ask in return is that I do a few chores. But I'm too lazy to even get out of bed sometimes. If my mom knew I was posting things like that, she would tell me I'm just being manipulative, and the last thing I want to do is to manipulate anyone into feeling sorry for me. I'm sorry I posted what I did, I need to find a way to vent without bothering people. People don't log onto Tumblr to read about some random idiot's problems and all I ever post is me complaining about things. I'm sorry.

[akemi713]

A Tiny Bundle of Joy

-Akemi A (2018)

A tiny bundle of Joy Big calloused hands Rough but clean I am new and soft I am wrapped I swaddle

These hands have known so much

Wizened by work

Gentled by love

I am kept warm and clean

I am tucked secure

I swaddle

A small bundle of Joy

Curious little hands

Always so sticky

I am pulled and tugged

I am chewed

I protect

These hands have known nothing

Soft in youth

Held in love

I am spread and smoothed

I am tucked secure

I protect

A small bundle of Joy

Long fingers and Sweet Pea

…Not so there anymore

I am bunched and buried

I am sometimes sought

I comfort

These hands think they have known

Quick in naivety

Hesitant in anxiety

I am balled up and squeezed

I am wet with tears

I comfort

 …I am folded and packed

…I am forgotten

I settle

…I am folded and stiff

…I am eaten

I wait

 No longer a bundle my Joy

Pretty hands

Match a pretty ring!

I am found again and nostalgic

I am mended!

I remember

These hands have learned so much

Touched with years

Worn by time

I am arranged and draped

I am shoved in a bag

I remember!

I am fresh and packed

I am not forgotten

I rustle

I am fresh yet old

I am whole

I wait…

…A tiny bundle of Grace

Strong calloused hands

hardened but in awe

I am old but still soft

I am wrapped

I love

These hands are different and the same

Bent by age

Gentled by love

We hold tight and sure.

We make a promise.

We love.

[akemi713]

Can someone explain to me why everyone is going crazy over Owl City's Fireflies right now? Its everywhere on my dash lately and I'm confused?? What did I miss?????

[akemi713]

I literally just watched the entirety of you AGAIN three days ago and yet that's all I wanna do again I hope I never grow tired of watching it (I know I won't)

[akemi713]

I'm gonna eat and then try a tarot spread with my new cards

[akemi713]

Aaah my mom just reminded me I Lett my pizza in the car when we got home. I'm so happy. Pizza time~