#alaynay

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alaynay replied to your post: Keep reading

You don’t have to let that specific person in. You can always accept new people. You don’t have to go back to something just because its familiar and comfortable, if it means you’ll be treated poorly and miserable.

i guess its hard to explain

but i’ve tried for a long time to let anyone in, lots of people, from different groups and backgrounds and personalities, and none of these people have rly connected or stuck around

i rly want to let people in but. idk. i guess im just a dumb kid.

idk

hard 2 explain

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alaynay replied to your post “[[MOR] ive been having a lot of thoughts lately sorry about multiple...”

Me too. I can completely relate. Thats why i refuse to look in the mirror often and for long because i start to get really fucking confused and scared

im glad to hear im not the only one who feels/thinks this way, but im sad cus i wish u didn’t have to go thru that too cus it really sucks q-q

it also makes it weird when people call me pretty or anything like that cus like. they’re not calling me pretty. they;re calling the other person pretty. the irl me, not the real me that i know myself as. but i can’t like.... not acknowledge that theyre trying to compliment me. so i just ave 2 act like everything is a-okay

hhh its p much the worst

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To the anon with the boyfriend that lost its spark, that is completely normal. Most relationships lose the passion/lust after a couple years, but the love becomes more of a companionship. It's hard to get used to this new feeling though. But be warned that moving on to a new boy will yes be exciting for a little bit, but almost all relationships reach this stage at one point. If you still see a future with him, stay. Btw- its called the triangular theory of love! i hope everything works out. xx

theres a difference between losing the spark and being unhappy though. Of course you can’t expect love to be a walk in the park with all sunshine and rainbows every day of the year but still. If you feel someone is holding you back and preventing you from doing the things you want you should consider if that relationship is a healthy one. Relationships are hard, and its different for everyone. trust your instincts!

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alaynay replied to your post:I’m into posting Joan Jett would you mind?

Nope!

that's fine then! I'm not going to do it now but yeahhh I like the idea