@alchemic-elric asked: 🎁 + Papa's Boys
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It was one of those days.
Boots accustomed to storming onto battlefields and into offices tiptoed inside. Shed in near silence, shaky hands struggled to untie their laces and put soles to the floor. The coat stayed on, a blanket of security around wary shoulders. His mind screamed as he put his back to the wall. Safe---it was safe here. For goodness’ sake, he was home. He could stop sipping on air. His lungs could stop seizing.
Any second now, his sons would notice he came home. They’d see hollow eyes staring back at them. They’d see him, the embodiment of fire, shivering in his coat. They’d see a glove adorning one of his shaky hands, and they, like the intelligent, observant, and caring boys they were, would ask questions. They’d worry.
What was he supposed to say? It was so stupid. He was on his way home from running a couple of errands---picking up a couple books, some flowers, some intelligence, and a new scarf. Simple shit. One minute, he was on his way to his car. The next, he heard what he thought was a gunshot. Glove on, bag on the ground, and hand poised to transmute, he faced the source of the shot in two seconds. The hellhound was out, and he was prepared for war.
His eyes deceived him. It wasn’t a scared Ishvalan holding up their hands in the form of surrender. An ordinary Amestrian woman stared back, terrified as she got out of her car that just backfired. That was all it was.
“I’m so sorry,” she pleaded, “You’re Colonel Mustang, right? I didn’t mean for---are you all right?” Her voice got through to him, and he lowered his hand as he gasped for breath. “I’m so sorry. I didn’t--”
“It’s not your fault, miss.” His voice came out so quiet then as he forced his hand in his pocket. No, he wasn’t wearing his white cloak. Just... ordinary day clothes in Central City, not a sector in Daliha. “It’s me who should be apologizing. Are you all right?”
He couldn’t remember the rest of the conversation. Everything was a haze. It often was when the hellhound was involved, especially when it had to retreat. He knew he managed to at least sort of soothe the nerves of those in the area---or, he hoped he did. Driving home was foggy too. Did he leave everything he bought behind? Well, it wasn’t inside with him, and he didn’t recall bringing it into the car, so... shit.
With a sigh, he hid his face in his hands. Two sets of footsteps sounded near him, one of them completely metal. There they were: his boys. The lights of his life. How was he supposed to explain that he could have very well killed someone today because his stupid brain heard a noise and thought he was back in Ishval? Wasn’t he supposed to protect them from that? Fat lot of good that did. Edward bore a scar because he failed just that.
Once he heard the two of them approach, he looked up to meet their gaze. Lying... he could lie with the best of them. He was raised a liar. It was safer to lie and hide the truth away since no one could be trusted. But, his boys? The lights of his life, two people he considered family? They started to learn his tricks---he partially blamed Madame Chris and the Lieutenant---by now. Not only that, but... as hollow eyes stared back at them, the hellhound barely held back on its chain, he made an executive decision: he didn’t want to.
“I’m raising my white flag tonight, boys.”