Send me ‘I want the K’ and I’ll generate a number
they probably shouldn’t be doing this, they probably shouldn’t be pressed against each other in a dimly lit room ( that was not their own ), garbage music buzzing along the walls, the smell of tobacco lining the air & the taste of booze dressing their lips- it all points to stereotypical high school troupe of shame, a night that shouldn’t be spoken of, best forgotten-
she didn’t want to be one of his, or vice versa.
but she couldn’t pull away, or rather, wouldn’t.
the tequila that curled over her tongue could only be the lethal concoction that josh had drunk but a few short hours ago, for he was all slurred sentences & fumbling palms that tried to find proper hold over her hips spelled out a dangerous nature of nervous hands & unsure thoughts.
was she coherent enough to pull away? she isn’t sure, doesn’t really want to know the answer when it is her chest pressing to his own, when it is her palm cupping the back of his neck if only to pull him closer, deepen this…. whatever you could call it.
but she’s scared, not necessarily to be his high school regret.
but to be his easy distraction.