So I experienced anorexia nervosa when I was a teenager and it was fueled very heavily by the ana blogs on here (which I found this time, the same as before, just scrolling) and the community still thriving. I shook off the haunting feeling and moved on. Fast forward a few hours and I seriously just debated “If I develop a really nasty eating disorder I could save a lot of money for my daughter’s extra classes..” thats the insanity of my brain. They say after you’re an alcoholic for so long you can’t differentiate the true from the false anymore and thats just seems to apply to so much more than my alcoholic life.












