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I just picked up my hospital admission from my local doctor for top surgery... a bit scary to be really honest.

I fucking LOVE Subnautica Soundtracks for sleeping

(in the game itself I shit myself tho)

Some kids just pointed at me and said "omg, he looks so gay" and laughed at me.

Happy Pride!! 🥰🥰

I told my only colleague who knows I'm trans that I won't have tits anymore, when we meet next time. And he just straight faced said... "yeah"

I do have a hand full of pictures in my camera roll that some might define as 'hot' or 'cute' from rare moments of confidence.

Like me in a skirt or my muscles directly after training.

Sometimes I think about posting them. But then I just think... 'Naaaaaah'

If top surgery + recovery showed me one thing so far:

I'm not strong enough for any other surgeries at this point. Or any kind of other medical procedures besides continuing T.

Yes, I am gratefull for getting a flat chest. No, I don't regret it. But all bits of this process have been so extremly draining honestly.

i am going to crash out.

Holy shit my previous post is enjoyed by 10 people, I'm famous now.

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