#alec tag

[for-the-sake-of-color]

Kix and his adopted son Alec

[userundecided]

get to know your mutuals

tagged by @queermccoy, @angels-all-sin

What is the origin of your blog name?

my first blog name was my main blog that I still have. At one point in my teens I had the aspirations of becoming a SuicideGirl, and I thought that Ronnie Rebel sounded like a nice performing name (I quickly came down from that cloud).

then I had a fandom blog, and because I created it at the height of Marvel, I made a joke with super soldiers being hot and with it came supersoldiersruined-me (which is also my AO3, but with _ rather than -)

and now, when I created my new side blog I wanted it to have a neutral name bc I knew that I would be walking through fandoms, so it was at first thefixations-ofmine, and now I just thought it was funny to be like "yeah this user clearly doesn't have any idea what she's doing" loll

What’s your “I will always order this” food?

Eggs benedict for breakfast bc I'm not making those at home. Other than that I usually vary and just love everything (we have a good rotisserie restaurant here that make amazing hot Nashville tenders so I've been going back to that lately).

What’s your overused emoji?

I know now that it's the emoji for AI but I love the ✨ Also these: 🫶👀🥵

I wish I could add Discord emojis bc those are GOOD

What’s your current comfort show/movie/book?

I do wanna go and say Heated Rivalry, but I'm not normal about it loll So I guess what I put on most often as comforting background noise is One Day at a Time (modern version) or Two Broke Girls

Song you’ve had on repeat this week?

Top 3: cool on the internet - margo TEETHSUCKER - Rico Nasty Early Grave - Steven Rodriguez

What’s the last thing you hyperfixated on?

I've been debating for a while about going back to physical copies of stuff and winding down (or being smarter) on my internet/media usage. I've started going back to written media for daily journaling and trackers and stuff, and I installed a minimalist launcher for my phone. I don't think that we can easily make the switch in our day and age, but the little changes do help mentally!

What’s an oddly specific thing that brings you joy?

being within earshot of people's happy conversations or having "meaningless" interactions with people in public. Like, I'm introverted and I hate small talk, but I will always smile when people are laughing or I will chime in on the gossip in the groceries line. These short interactions are what feed me daily because they have no expectations other than me being kind and present and I find it so grounding.

What smell instantly makes you happy?

Lemongrass (reminiscing of when I did a lot of camping with my mom) Spaghetti sauce (from someone's vent when walking outside)

What’s something you loved as a kid that you secretly love now?

cringe is dead baby, love what you love (copying Alec bc yeah!!)

What’s your phone wallpaper right now?

lock screen is a picture of orange and pink clouds wallpaper is sort of cyberpunk city landscape

Are you a morning person, night owl, or something else entirely?

I'm a weird mix!! I love waking up with the sun, but I also love the dull of night. When I lived in Ottawa, I worked a weird shift from 2am to 10am in a bakery, so I saw the sunrise, worked, ran my errands and went to sleep from like noon to 4pm, and again quickly from like 8pm to midnight and I really liked that broken schedule.

Lastly, if you work, what is your work profession? And do you like it?

I'm an administrative assistant. I wouldn't say I'm at my exact dream place, but it's nice and challenging and my team is cool.

[3amsnek]

*kicks in door* Y’ALL HOLY FUCK

I cannot believe I actually have good news on this but!!!!!! we did it we did it we fixed it the iPad is WORKING and all my years of art files are THERE and SAFE it is all OKAY somehow oh my god I can actually MAKE STUFF AGAIN it’s solidly three in the morning CAN I HEAR A WAHOO

[lancevoltron]

twt tried to cancel the artist who did the art for mcc because she was a "techno defender" and "schlatt stannie" LIKE WHAT????

and were telling scott and mcc to do "background checks" next time. anyways i have no idea why twt is angry this time, but i am glad i never use that shitty platform.

p.s, i love you!!! i hope you are doing well :D

BACKGROUND CHECKS KEKW

twitter is so bad. like genuinely so horrible! and im so glad it never got it's grubby hands on me, id rather have fucking tumblr brain rot over twitter any day

[kimi-no-tame-ni]

17, 18, 59, 72 for the ask game! ♡♡♡

Here we goooo, I got on my laptop for this.

17. Who would be your ideal partner?

Hmmmm. My ideal partner, to put it simply, would be someone who is open to communication, who shares similar interests, and who is funny, kind, and caring. Basically, I’d like to find someone I get along with. I want to be able to be myself 100%. I don’t want to feel ashamed about any part of myself when I’m around them. But probably most importantly, we’d be good for each other. We’d bring out the best in one another and we’d be there for each other when we need help. I’d want a give and take relationship that we both benefit from. Not something one-sided.

18. Do you want children?

I grew up thinking I wanted a nice house with a white picket fence, a husband, and three biological kids.

Now? More than anything, I want to be a foster mom to teenagers. And ideally, if the situation permits, I’d like to adopt the kids I foster so they know they always have a home they can come back to.

I know that sounds naïve and I know it’ll be hard, but I’m willing to work hard for it.

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?

I suck lollipops until they’re mostly gone, and then I bite it when it’s like the size of a dime.

72. Are you scared of the dark?

Nope! I mean maybe when I was younger and watched a scary movie, then I’d sleep with the closet light on that night. But that would be because of the movie, not so much fear of the dark.

Although, if you wanna hear a story, there was a week in my life where I was terrified of the dark.

It started the day my sister passed away. I shared a room with her my entire life. So that first night... sleeping there without her... it hit me really hard. I couldn’t fall asleep but I kept my eyes closed because I was terrified that if I opened them, that she’d be standing there. (Now, don’t get me wrong. I would’ve given literally anything to see my sister one more time. But there’s just something about it being pitch black in the middle of the night that makes the idea of someone just standing in my room watching me super scary). My mom suggested I sleep with the closet light on but I didn’t want it to become a habit so I just forced myself to sleep in the dark until I stopped being scared of it.

Feel free to ask more, though idk if the link will work because I am Noob

[ashalsdream]

2 8 20 23 26 34 for any OTP u want <3

Asked the guild for a number and got Alec/Reota so here we go~  Alec is @commander-triangle‘s! 

2)  Who wants to stay in bed just a little longer? Hmmmm probably Reota? He’s a lazy stubborn lil bastard but could be tempted out of bed with promises of affection 

8)  Who gets extremely competitive playing Mario Kart? REOTA. No doubt about it, definitely Reota. He has and WILL freeze the remote if he loses 

20)  What do they argue about the most? Um, probably Reota would argue against Alec near the beginning when he’s learning what's “good” n what’s “bad” because he just gets, REALLY defensive. So Alec trying to teach him to be better, he gets defensive over EVERYTHING 

23)  Who is better with kids? Alec. Reota doesn’t know how to deal with kids 

26)  Who puts the fork in the microwave? Reota. But he does it on purpose. 

34)  Do they go on dates? What are they like?   I’m actually not sure? I’m gonna say no, I don’t think they’re the type to 

Ask me about my ocs here! 

[maivalentine]

ANYWAYS i love my boyfriend so much. i had gotten kind of upset by something i found out today and he ordered dinner to be sent to my house to make me feel better :v: hes so considerate, and always makes me feel appreciated. hes rly my best friend ;___;

[kinkymagnus]

thoughts on alec? since this is mainly a magnus blog i guess i'm curious.

kfjlkfgjd thanks for resending sorry tumblr’s a bitch ily

eh i feel like generally i talk mostly about magnus bc Every Other Blog (not literally obviously but like, in general) talks about Only Alec just like…..24/7

so while i like him fine, he’s like, mostly Magnus’s Love Interest on my blog lghjflgkhjfgh but honestly just generally while i do like him i honestly don’t find him that….interesting, individually, i guess? i mean he’s not quite boring, but he’s not a character i really relate to

so the reason i don’t really write alec-centric stuff is like. 1. i just don’t find him as interesting (although i’ve had a few ideas, they’ll likely never be published thanks to…) 2. Spite

aka the alec stans suck. the Alec Stans™ to be clear, the ones who suck, not everyone who likes alec. but like, yeah

anyway let’s not just talk salt and me being petty, despite alec being not my fave i can afford to answer one (1) ask without my entire blog crumbling down and revealing i’ve been an alec stan this whole time without me even knowing it

ok so alec headcanons i guess

1. alec was a chatty kid. not what you’d think, right? but then like, he was taking care of izzy, bc she’s his baby sister and Protective, and jace wasn’t really the type to listen to him. like, ever. alec would suddenly realize jace hadn’t been listening the whole time pretty much every time he tried to have a conversation with him or talk about things he was interested in, even when he listened when jace talked about his latest crush or whatever he was interested in. alec started abruptly going quiet before his sentence was finished, and jace didn’t seem to notice or was just like oh good you’re finally done talking, here’s what i was gonna say. eventually alec gives up. he still talks to izzy but she’s so little it’s a lot slower paced and he usually pays more attention to her than what he wants to say bc Baby Sister. by the time izzy’s old enough to like, properly, hold a conversation (she is also pretty chatty) alec’s already gone a lot quieter. by the time we see him, he basically doesn’t initiate conversation on things he’s interested in that aren’t work-related. he does still sometimes talk to izzy, but it’s hard to get the words out and get everything sounding right, so he gets annoyed with himself. it doesn’t come as easy anymore.

and not to show my magnus stan roots but magnus is kind of similar, albeit way less clear cut, he tends to ramble and talk a lot about his special interests only to shut himself up when he realizes he’s definitely boring whoever he’s talking to (he isn’t, necessarily, but after enough times being told to shut up when you get excited you believe everyone wants you to shut up.) and then he was trying to keep up the whole classy unaffected stylish “def not an adorkable disaster bi nerd, i am dangerous deadly unaffected lothario man who has never even heard of star trek or whatever” facade, and rambling about whatever interested him didn’t really fit that. so he retreated more into himself, too. he did have his friends to talk to, but catarina is so busy and he doesn’t want to bother her and raphael doesn’t want to hear his foolish old dad ramble on, does he, and ragnor–he’d always put up with magnus’s babble, and listened, but magnus felt like he was boring him and then ragnor was–well.

anyway so to united these, then, they met each other. and it takes a while, but they get comfortable with each other. magnus goes on a long ramble about a potion he’s been trying to get just right and then cuts himself off, embarrassed, and apologizes for probably boring alec, and alec’s like what? no, that was really interesting, i was listening, can you explain the thing with the mandrake root? and magnus is like…oh.. (also side note: magnus is incredibly cute when rambling about things he’s interested in, he waves his hands a lot and his eyes are all excited and warm and he’s so lively, and clearly passionate, that it’s engaging and pulls you in. like a really good professor. and sometimes he starts talking about something way above most people’s heads without realizing how Smart he is, but if you ask him to clarify he’s like, totally non-condescending and explains it in creative and understandable way????? sorry im in love with adhd magnus thanks to someone anyway)

and then vice versa, alec slowly feels more comfortable talking about things that interest him, like a book he’s been reading and how it’s so fucking stupid the heroine went for the “blonde bad boy” when he’s such a dick to her, or whatever, like it starts as an angry rant about something but before he can cut himself off he realizes magnus is listening. like, actually listening. and like, if it’s appropriate, magnus will ask questions, engage in what alec’s talking about, and alec finds himself getting better at putting to words what he means and magnus is never mean about it, always patient and understanding

2. as a kid alec read romance novels. cheesy shitty fun romance novels. especially the ones that are like, written by women (or better, queer people, but that’s later) and aren’t weird? you know what i mean? and he loved them. romance was something young alec dreamed of a lot, even if he tried to ignore how he preferred tall, dark, and handsome to the main character, or the kind man the heroine fell in love with to the heroine herself. he hid trashy romance novels like most teen boys his age (including jace) hid porn magazines or whatever. he eventually maybe found some queer lit, but he didn’t dare to bring those back to the institute, instead choosing to go to the library the few times he had free time to sneak out (aka when he wasn’t working, sleeping, training, or watching izzy and jaces’ backs when they snuck out to clubs and shit.

also: 3. also i stand by the fact that alec wasn’t in denial about being gay. he wasn’t repressed, he knew exactly what he wanted and who he was, he just didn’t think it was possible for him to be with a man and be happy. 

4. alec isn’t a sweet innocent baby boy!!!! he’s seen porn, he knows how sex works, he’s masturbated, and honestly i know the show said otherwise but i find it hard to believe he never once fooled around even a little bit. just a little bit. no actual dating? not hard to believe at all. even being a “virgin” despite how outdated and terrible the concept is, not unbelievable. plenty of “normal” people reach college-age without ever having had sex, let alone shadowhunters raised to be demon-fighting soldiers. but like. look. he has the Energy. alec….Alec Fucks. also just something about the whole like, his siblings are always sneaking off to clubs and he follows them to watch their backs (is this canon or just common fanon? i honestly don’t remember) just screams to me hey, he may or may not have made out with an adventurous seelie or a mundane with eyes. or maybe a blowjob or a handjob, who knows. i’m JUST SAYING. i know this isn’t canon but i don’t care. alec lightwood has seen a dick

5. alec is ridiculously protective of people he loves. especially family (both in the sense of literal family like izzy, and family in the sense of “making your own family” like magnus) like he’d kill for them, he’d die for them, he’d live forever for them,

6. alec can and will become immortal for magnus. and not just literally only for magnus, for himself as well–like he doesn’t have to spend the rest of his life being a tool for the clave, he can work for better relations between downworlders and shadowhunters, and like accords that aren’t shitty, and he can be more than just another soldier or even head of the institute, he can be more and have time to actually spend time on himself, like it doesn’t have to be training-work-protect his siblings-sleep-training, and then one day he gets married and has kids and dies. he can actually experience the world, do things he enjoys, spend time with his husband, and most of all, he can spend the rest of his life with magnus bane, the love of his life, his husband, someone he loves so much. he can make sure magnus’s heart doesn’t get broken again by falling in love only to lose him. they get their happy ending, you know???? we stan

7. alec would be a great dad i dont know what to tell you he just would be 

8. one of the first kinks alec realized he really had like. with magnus. was office sex. yes im a slut what about it

this is bc he was minding his own business, doing paperwork at his desk, and magnus maybe sent a flirty text and alec was like mm i want to fuck him right now. and then he was staring at his desk thinking mm i want to bend him over this desk, sweep all this paper off the desk and rip off his clothes, take off his panties last and then lick his pussy until he’s begging for me to fuck him then press his chest down against the desk and fuck him until he screams. maybe i could tie his wrists behind his back with a tie. like i’m his boss? oh my god magnus in a secretary outfit. shit. he gets no work done that day. it’s just a rabbit hole of one thought to another until he’s like. sitting there hard and unable to focus on his work bc the mental image of magnus bent over in a skirt over his desk keeps playing his mind and he doesn’t want to do this paperwork he’d much rather be doing his husband.

9. alec loves making out with magnus on the couch like they’re just chilling and watching a movie and cuddling and alec loves to pull magnus into his arms and just make out. like literally not even “this ends in sex and gets hot and heavy” literally just magnus in his arms. and they kiss a lot. it’s soft and warm and relaxing tbh

10. magnus!!! and alec!!! cuddling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they both love it!!!!!! they’re both lowkey touch-starved!!!!!!

11. alec’s a dom top and that’s that my dudes