“Nora and Alex” Drawing by Kath. Writing by Alex
It starts out as a normal day at the settlement, everyone is going about their business; it’s quiet. I’m talking to a settler working a shop, trading a few things before I set out again with Piper. Suddenly the alarm siren rings out and a settler screams,
“SUPERMUTANTS!”
People start arming themselves, scrambling to get to the guard posts and turrets. As some of them stomp past me, the vendor stops and looks out over my shoulder. Supermutants are coming up over the hill. Just as I turn my head over my shoulder, I hear a bang followed by a loud hiss. One of them fired a missile. The hiss is getting louder. Still half way out of my vision I can see that it’s headed right for me and as I shove the vendor behind the counter I start to leap over it myself. Almost over it, the missile hits the ground where I was standing and I get thrown through the air behind the shop. I remember it was as if I got hit by a bus, then seeing the sky and the ground alternating repeatedly as I rolled along the ground. I was thrown a good few yards from where I was until I slammed my back and head against the wall of a nearby building and everything went dark.
I slowly began to open my eyes. I couldn’t really see much around me. But there was green. Now that’s a color I haven’t seen in a long time. Aside from the sick, dull color of mutants and buildings of course. This was green. Real green. I was laying on my back and I saw a tree canopy with leaves swaying over me. Blues and greens, hues I forgot existed all surrounded me. As I lay there, a figure quickly blew like a cloud of dust into a shape right over top of me. Slowly I was able to make it out. I stared for a moment not able to say or do anything. Finally I struggled to cough up one word:
“Nora?”
There she was. Right in front of me was the woman I thought I’d never see again. God, I missed her. She didn’t say anything at first. She just looked down at me and smiled. My head was spinning more than it already had been. Everything felt numb and I lay there in total awe not knowing what was happening to me.
“How’ve you been big guy?”
Her voice… it seemed foggy. Just a little bit. Like there was a whispered tone just covering her words making me try even harder to listen to what she was saying.
“Are you ok...?” she paused for a moment, “Talk to me.”
That last sentence came out a little clearer than the rest. I heard my voice before I felt myself talking. Just a wheeze, desperately trying to push out the words to say.
“This is… how am I…?”
I stopped looking just for a moment to focus on my hands. I try to move them. Everything was still numb and tingling and I couldn’t even tell if I was moving my arms or not. Nora reached over and grabbed me. She pulled on my shirt and leaned my back up against the tree. As I looked around I didn’t recognize anything but I felt comfortable. Like I’m finally somewhere I haven’t been in years. I looked back up at her and I could struggle through a few words, slowly.
“I miss you… It shouldn’t have been you... I don’t know what makes it all worse, the world I woke up to or waking up alone in it.”
She looked concerned. “You’ve helped so many people, and worked to make this world a better place. You can’t give up now.”
Again, it takes less effort to hear those last words.
“I just want to be with you again. How am I supposed to ever move on from the way things were?”
“Things change. And that’s ok. I’ll always be there, but you have to get past the way it was. You have to keep going.”
She put her hand on my side. As I barely lift the weight of my hand onto hers I noticed a glow under them. The light began radiating out and growing on me. I could see it slowly engulfing my body.
“I’m sorry. I wish I could have saved you.”
“I know. So save other people. Keep being the same you I was so proud of.”
The light was on my neck and chin and I could feel a wave of warmth covering me as the light did. Everything started to fade to white and Nora became less clear to see. It became harder to think; harder to speak.
“I… I lo…” I just couldn’t force the thoughts past the back of my throat.
“I love you too.”
There's a slight ringing and what sounds like the static rush of waves on the beach. The crashing sound starts to drown out everything else. I could barely hear Nora saying something,
“Can you hear me?”
The ringing and rushing of waves gets louder and it becomes harder to make out what I’m seeing until she’s just a blur in front of me, barely echoing “Can you hear me?”
I could feel my face and I start to blink my eyes as my sight slowly became clearer. The rushing sound and ringing were fading away. Everything was bright except for the silhouetted figure where Nora was. “Yes. Yes, listen to me.” I struggled and managed to lift my hand to my face. I could feel it again. As my vision cleared I looked down at my side to see a stimpack in my ribs and my hand over another one. Finally I followed the other arm and I could make out Piper sitting over top of me. She looked terrified and I could tell she had been crying. I was laying up against the wall I slammed into earlier. Everything was still spinning as I reached up to her face to wipe her eyes. She immediately wrapped around me and buried her head in my chest. My arm just fell over her and I used what little strength I had to hold her. I looked around over her shoulder. The super mutants were dead on the ground with the settlers thankfully looking not much worse than shaken up.
This world is ugly, merciless, and of course, blown to hell. But as I sat there thinking about what just happened, I realized that these people survived in part because of what I had done for them. And while it may never be as good as the way it was, my life was better than a lot of other people’s. And I aim to fix that.










