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alhorn/dorian: prompt #1 “i’ll never forget you”
this is 110% an au but it revolves around there being two inquisitors. diri lavellan with the strongest anchor who takes up the inquisitor premise, and alhorn lavellan with only a shred of her power. he serves as an advisor.
The Breach growls, a deep sort of predatory hunger that rattles even the stale air of the battlefield. It consumes still, stealing piece after piece from the earth and from Alhorn’s worn heart strings. Dorian is clutching his arm, not-quite-pleading, but it makes everything ache unbearably all the same.
“I have to do this,” he murmurs again, chest heavy. “There’s no other way.”
Dorian just looks him up and down, eyes shining, with the unnatural green hue of the Breach dancing on his gaze. “You’ll die,” he says.
The Anchor is only a tingle on his palm, a reflection of energy but it stirs all the same at the portal which grows above their heads. It’s no matter Corypheus that is defeated, it seems the true evil was in plain sight all along. Which Diri paid the price for, her prone form taken by the Breach, weakened by the battle and the churning of the unnatural magic blending with her own. An explosion, a cry, a flurry of blonde hair, and -
“I know.” He pulls Dorian in, setting their foreheads together with all the willpower he can muster: I love you. “but it means you’ll be safe. The rest of the Inquisition. Thedas.” He chuckles, he has to, else the dread sets in the more the Breach consumes the ground. “For the greater good, right?”
“For the greater good,” echoes Dorian. Then, louder, “For the greater good,” he spits, pulling away to exclaim up at the sky. The green casts their shadows long on the disintegrating ground. “is bullshit! What about the greater us, the greater me! I had everything - I had - the Inquisition. Friends. Real, actual friends.” There are his eyes again, meeting Alhorn’s again, brown this time with his back turned to the Breach. “You.”
Of course: the fleeting glances, playful flirting, accidental touches. The chess games which dragged on too long, until the sun was setting and how wonderful he looked, bathed in yellow and orange. The battles, a sword and a staff, back to back. Ever trusting. Made for each other, Diri would tease and he’d shove her playfully until they were both giggling about new love.
“And for that I’m sorry.” Alhorn lets his feet carry him closer to Dorian and the Breach, where cracks form on the ground. He can feel the Breach pulling at him, beckoning his arm into the sky, to end this once and for all. “I am.”
Dorian swears, something Tevinter, then embraces him. It’s rough, desperate, emotional, needing. It threatens to pull his heart from his chest. “I know you are, you stupid, stupid idiot.”
And then the ground shudders, the Breach growls low: it is time. Time for this to end, finally, and time to avenge. Dorian lets him go, sensing it too. It’s only desperation reflected in his eyes when their gazes meet for the last time.
“I shall never forget you,” he declares, and it may be the magic of the Breach, but it’s magically charged; a promise thrown onto his skin, mapped out between his veins and seared onto his art. It hurts.
It hurts worse when he goes, disappearing over the edge of the cliff, to safety and to freedom. Where hopefully the rest of the Inquisition will be, will continue to be, saved by their Inquisitor and her most trusted advisor.
Damn it all, how the tables turn. Looking up at the Breach, seeing Diri’s face as the green took her, the agonised screams of his comrades - his friends. It all hurts. Everything hurts.
Yet, it’s agonising when his arm lurches painfully towards the Breach. It’s all he can do to give in. Magic has never touched him before, not before Dorian, but it flows naturally from his fingers now. It’s an enchanting mix of green and black which challenges the Breach’s hunger, a pain he cannot describe that pulls the life from his heart and the colour from his soul.
Yellow bleeds into the green, the sun and the grass, then comes the black. All consuming and endless. It takes it all: the Breach, the earth and Alhorn himself.