#alivedahee

[roxhyun]

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01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?

He was being all cute and sweet and I just started falling for him.

02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you?

Nothing, actually.

03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night?

I don't remember.

04: what are you listening to?

EXO - Let Out The Beast.

05: what’s something you’re not looking forward to?

Waking up in the morning???? Lots of things, really.

06: where do you think your best friend is right now?

Probably at home eating or something idk.

07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days?

Nope.

08: sex on the first date?

No.

09: kiss on the first date?

Sure.

10: is there one person you want to be with right now?

Yeah, my boyfriend.

11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life?

Yup!

12: is there something you would like to say to someone?

Yeah.

13: what are three things you did today?

Eat, Talked to some friends....I can only list 2 tbh I didn't do anything today.

14: would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over?

Either is fine.

15: what is your favorite kind of gum?

I don't have a favorite.

16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends?

I have only dated 1 person and i'm still with him, so I don't really know the answer to this...

17: what is on your wrists right now?

Nothing.

18: ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with?

Yeah.

19: does anyone have strong feelings for you?

Yeah.

20: are you slowly drifting away from someone?

I think so.

21: have you ever wasted your time on someone?

Yup..

22: can you do the alphabet in sign language?

Nope.

23: how have you felt today?

Overall, pretty good.

24: you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?

Food.

25: what is wrong with you right now?

I'm bored and have nothing to do.

26: is there anyone you’re really disappointed in?

Yeah

27: would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now?

Starbucks.

28: why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore?

I am still with my first love.

29: how late did you stay up last night and why?

11 pm ; I made one of my friends mad by accident so that brought me down as well.

30: when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?

A few minutes ago.

31: what were you doing an hour ago?

Same thing i'm doing now.

32: what are you looking forward to in the next month?

Spending more time with my boyfriend, hopefully.

33: are you wearing jeans right now?

No.

34: are you a patient person?

Yes.

35: do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?

I have been in a relationship for 3 months now, so yes!

36: favorite color?

Black.

37: did you have a dream last night?

No.

38: are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?

pajamas.

39: if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?

My boyfriend.

40: do you love anyone who is not related to you?

Yep.

41: if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?

Sure.

42: do you like meeting new people?

Yes. I need more friends anyway.

43: are you afraid of falling in love?

Well i'm already in love...

44: ever self-harmed or starved yourself?

Nope.

45: has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?

I think so??

46: have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?

Once in a while, but we all feel that way sometimes, ne?

[disappearedxleehayi]

2/7/13

It's been almost a month since I joined Troll Entertainment, five more days to go to be exact. I'm really grateful for all the friends I have made in this rather short amount of time.

The first friend I made must have been Zico-ssi. It was really funny meeting him and it didn't take long, at all, before we got along. I think we met because he was laughing at me when tumblr wasn't working properly for me. I got back at him for that though. Bless that magic anon, whoever it was. I call him Babo Oppa now, clearly because he is a babo but he's also very caring and he's become like an older brother. No matter how badly I make fun of him or laugh at him, he still likes me. I know he likes to tease me as well, especially because I'm little in his eyes. I'm grateful for him considering me as his little sister.

More friends quickly followed.

Kyung-ssi is one of those who stands out as well. He's pretty amazing and easygoing. I've grown to like him a lot. His nagging about how I should eat more, I think, made me think of him as an appa. Just like a good appa, he's very caring and sweet. He always makes me laugh too. I don't know how but the most simple things he does or says always makes me smile or burst out in laughter. I also like it when he talks to me about more serious things, making me feel trustworthy. I really care about him a lot.

Dahee unnie is also one of my close friends. It started off pretty funny; by throwing marshmallows at each other, but it has started a pretty great friendship. Going camping with her hopefully gives me a chance to learn more about my marhsmallow unni.

Chaerin unni is probably one of the sweetest friends I have. Not only do I consider her a close friends, she's also like my big sister. We've grown really close to each other and it's great to have someone watching over me and doing fun stuff with her. She's probably one of the greatest I'll ever get to meet.

Yongguk-ssi, hmm.. he's really troublesome sometimes, but it's okay because I have had a lot of great moments with him this far. He took me on a picnic once, to a place we weren't even supposed to be. I didn't really know how to react at first but it was actually pretty fun and we didn't get in trouble for it so I guess it was all good. He's really funny and I like hanging out with him. I don't think he minds being my friend despite being six years older than me. I know a few things about him but not everything, I'd love to get to know more things about him.

Cutie Patootie, or Minki-ssi, who I have met not too long ago. It surprised me a little how quickly we managed to become friends. I really like hanging out with him since he's so sweet and it feels like we're on the same kind of level. Sometimes he really seems so vulnerable and breakable, it's not a bad thing at all, and I'm glad he opened up to me even though we're still somewhat strangers towards each other. I also love to get to know more about him in the future because he's probably one of the sweetest, and he has a great personality. 

The one that's still a mystery to me, but someone I do like is Seunghyun-ssi. We've talked only a little bit but I think he's really nice. I'm really curious about him and  hope to get more time to spend with him so I can get to know him better.

I have talked to a lot more people than that and I'm also grateful for those people and I will try my best to talk to more people and befriend a lot of them.Like Daehyun-ssi and Daesung-ssi, they surely could become great friends in the future and I would really like to get to know them as well.

But something has made me slightly sad though. I've had a very warm welcome in Troll Entertainment and I was pretty excited to be in this ohana, but I can't help but to feel kind of left out. Most people that I have talked to this far are not even in Troll Entertainment. Of course I have talked to some of this ohana, but I'd like to get to know more people from my own family. So I surely will try to talk to people from the ohana more as well.