Dreaming of you every night has given me the happiest mornings.

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Dreaming of you every night has given me the happiest mornings.
ALL ABOUT YOU
My pen touches paper
and every line
that I begin to draw
becomes a picture
of your face
I pick a direction
I think will lead me away
yet, again and again
I find myself, arriving
at your door
The shopping list I write
and fill with mundane items
becomes a description of you
when I read
between the lines
I think I’m telling a joke
but there is no punch line
and the only sound
that anyone hears
is me, calling your name
I paint a picture
of my pain
of my chaos
yet when I see it
I notice
the only color I’ve used
is the blue
of your eyes
Dear 2020 ,
You were one amazing, heartbreaking, soul-shaking year.
I am thankful,
Thankful for the amazing people I got to meet.
Thankful for the love I got to give and receive.
The lessons were a bit tough and I will definitely never be the same again.
But there are so many memories to look back at.
I got matching tattoos with my best friends.
I achieved so much professionally and personally.
Lost myself. But became someone better and wiser.
I learned that life is shorter and more unpredictable then I could have ever imagined.
I had to learn to deal with loss and regret.
Suffer with the idea of plans made that can never be executed.
I learned how vulnerable a heart can be.
But the most important thing I’m taking from this year is to never take anything for granted, to always give all the love I can, to be gentle and kind. Never go to bed angry. And most important of all appreciate every little things, every small victory and every single person in my life.
This year was one hell of a ride but we made the best out of every moment.
We survived even the darkest nights and the deepest wounds when we thought we couldn’t bare any more.
This year felt like it would be the death of me but it was the death of the person I use to be.
I’m grateful for you 2020!
Kérlek
Suttogd a fülembe, hogy minden rendben lesz
Hogy itt leszel mellettem
Mikor hajnalban lázasan ébredek
És a szíved után nyúlok hirtelen
Mikor csak bámulom az eget
És a csillagok állásából
Kirajzolódik arcképed
Tiszta, akár a viharos égbolt
Ártatlan, mint megrészegült jómagam
Csak légy velem
Mikor megérint a pillanat
Így lesz teljes a világom
És pattan életre
A bennem lévő tűz
December 2nd, 2019
Remembering when we first met
There was so much excitement
our eyes content,
Smiles awkwardly bent
And Before the night could end,
We learned how to sway and bend
We became undercover—
Secret lovers
Fixated on your true beauty—
Imagining the taste of your lips,
and then making my way
down, down,
caressing your silky skin, and hips
Remembering the day when
our eyes first met
Content with excitement
Nothing can compare
To the beauty
that is you
asphyxiated with temptation
creating that intangible space,
Allowing myself to take in
your beauty and grace
I will not sever our entangled heartstrings,
Like an ivory harp
bringing harmonic,
and savory dreams
But the worst things in life,
Is letting the ones we love
Down, down
Thinking that love is letting me go—
No, No
But blessed be
to the one who wears
The crown
But do you Remember back when we first met
Overly excited with such great content
Nothing compares to the one that is you
You are the hue to my blue
We’re all stars of our own lifelong reality show! What’s yours called? 🤩 I may star on, “Random Encounters,” but @apprenticenevermaster knows that my REAL show is named, “Too Many Butt Jokes.” 🤣🍑 That’s okay. Hers is totally, “The Book-Hoarding She-Elf of Libraria.” 📕 #allaboutyou #starringrole #roanokestar #randomencounters https://www.instagram.com/p/BzrVn8Tpt-l/?igshid=i6fftp2ldaku
Sorry
I’m constantly asking for things that I can’t have.
I’m constantly loving you even if it’s not the right thing to do.
I’m constantly allowing myself to be hurt and I don’t why.
Is that wrong?
Was that wrong?
To constantly allow myself to fall... for you
To constantly think of you
And to love you more than I could ever expect myself to do so?
Was it wrong?
Maybe it was.
But I don’t regret it at all.
If that pisses you off, forgive me.
But I just can’t help it
It wasn’t planned, even I didn’t expect it
Believe me when I say that I tried to stop it
But I just can’t...
So forgive me, I tried to...
Erase you from my thoughts
Dodge you in every way that I can
I tried to distract myself
Read books and think of something else
But you keep popping up
Messing with my head, making me
Go almost crazy...
Your name your face your smile
Everything, I tried to hate it
Every idea of you, I tried
To hate them
Tried to hate you
Just to make what the hell I’m
feeling for you to stop
but I just can’t...
Forgive me... I tried
But...
I just can’t
I’ve been too constant
When it comes to you.
Sorry...
I can’t let you go.
Wish you were here
You used to keep me up at night
Sometimes you still do
In a different way