drabble request. momence where jazz internal monologuing (?) realizes he has a crush on allocer and having an "oh. oh shit" momence bc oh my god in love with best fren and then oh my god he has a girlfriend ?!?!?!?!???
Another sleepless night led to another onslaught of scattered thoughts and memories.
Jazz sighed, thankful that his brother wasn't currently yelling as much as he had been in his dreams.
Staring up at the ceiling reminded him of those nights under Furfur's training. But the memory of Allocer by his side soothed him.
The thought of Allocer always soothed him.
The presence of Allocer soothed him even more.
…
These scattered thoughts had always circled back and focused on one thing.
And that was him.
The demon who was always by his side.
The demon he could always count on.
Allocer…
There was something that tugged at Jazz's chest. It wasn't new, but it was intense.
It squeezed his heart and made it pound.
Bringing a hand to his warm cheek, he had a feeling his face had flushed a shade of red.
This was nothing new.
It was nothing new.
Still, he couldn't help but wonder why…
The specks on the ceiling suddenly became incredibly interesting. Anything to guide himself away from that train of thought.
Jazz didn't know what this ceiling was made of. If he asked, he was sure Allocer would be able to provide an answer, with his deep and calming voice…
Oh…
Oh no.
There was no way.
There was no way that Jazz could think of Allocer like that.
They were best friends. Partners. But not like that.
Never like that.
Allocer was taken, after all.
Shit.
A deep wave of unease fell over Jazz.
There was no way he'd fall back asleep now.