#aloneandfat

[professionalmanipulator-blog]

A failure

I let myself get to that point. That point where people demand you go somewhere. And where is my somewhere? A hospital. I feel plump and huge and like I’ve gained so much to have destroyed what I worked so hard for. Two IVs, flooded with fluids, feeding tube and dignity destroyed. I couldn’t have asked for anything worse.

[fakekisses]

GAHHH IM SOO ALONE IM FAT AND ALONE!