Low keyyy realllly wanna work on hind brain nervous!!! In his pre rut Ilya !! Like I have so many lil ideas for it. Like he get anxious like hackles UP he’s protective is his mate and his nest but he’s always desperately nervous of being enough to deserve his mate and nest for his rut. Like Shane is his literally mate and husband and the night before his rut Shane has to invite him into bed four times before he’ll stop pacing outside the door feeling like he should just sit as guard dog instead. He feels spoilt to have a lovely pretty omega to not only protect but be cuddled and loved on by him too. To have his hair scratched and massages because pre rut feels like growing pains on steroids and he’ll getup early and run 15km and he’s still jittering with anxious energy to keep and protect and be good and honour his omega. and sweet steady Shane who is all calm hands and words and kisses and “alpha come to bed” and “alpha I made way too much food on accident I think you need seconds and thirds even” and “yes alpha I’m making that nest all for us just you and me for your rut” even if he can’t get Ilya into it until the actual day of it. UGH so many thoughts!!! But brb gotta drive to the beach
