âWhy do we have to keep walking?â Harekit whined, trudging after Fogfreckle with his head thrown back for maximum volume. The kit was dragging his paws, creating furrows in the snow. âWeâve walked so much. My paws hurt!â
Moonstarâs paws ached with cold, her pads tough and worn from moons of traveling, but you didnât hear her complaining. Knowing that Harekit was a kitten should have summoned at least a little bit of grace within Moonstar, but she was rather too irritated with the way Harekitâs voice bounced off of the snow-buried rocks around them.
âBecause we have to find a new home,â Fogfreckle explained patiently, as he had been doing with all of Harekitâs questions since the sun had risen. It was just past midday, now. Fogfreckle was walking behind Alpinekit, who was in the lead, while Harekit trailed along at his heels. Moonstar followed behind the lot of them at a more sedate pace a tail-length back.
âWe canât just stop right here, out in the open,â Fogfreckle carried on, âa fox might get you!â With a mighty growl, Fogfreckle spun on his heels and bowled Harekit over with a gentle paw, sending him sprawling into the fresh snow. The kit exploded into giggles. His bubbling laughter ratcheted up as Fogfreckle nosed at his soft belly, tickling him.
Moonstar came up short as she was knocked in the chin by one of Harekitâs flailing paws. Biting down on a hiss, she glowered at the little kit as he laughed and laughed, entirely unaware. Alpinekit had paused politely ahead of them, head turned to watch the display.
Harekit pushed Fogfreckleâs face away with his paws. âWhy do we need a new home?â He managed to ask between giggles. âDonât you have one already?â
âDonât you?â Moonstar muttered, smothering the unkind comment beneath Harekitâs laughter. She bent her head and licked at her chest fluff to hide her bitter expression. She could already feel a bruise blooming on her jaw. The pair of them could play later â just so long as they got to wherever they were going before Moonstarâs tail froze off.
Or before her patience wore completely thin.
âOur last home was⊠ruined,â Fogfreckle explained delicately. âSo now we have to find a new one.â
Harekit pushed himself to his paws and shook the snow from his pelt, energy renewed. He was already firing off another question before he had got fully upright. âThatâs sad,â Harekit stated matter-of-factly. He broke into a trot to keep up with Fogfreckleâs long strides as the cats resumed their trek. âDo you miss your old home.â
âImmensely.â
âWere you and Moonstar the only brother and sister at your old home?â Harekit continued to press, eyes blazing with curiosity. âI donât have any. Alpine doesnât either, right, Alpinekit?â
If Alpinekit was startled to be addressed suddenly, it didnât show in his ever-level expression. He blinked his large, cyan eyes slowly at Harekit, then shook his head to confirm that, no, he didnât have any siblings either.
Fogfreckle hummed thoughtfully. âWell, there was Pitchstar. He was the leader before Moonstar,â he explained to the kits, gesturing towards his sister. âPitchstar had a sister once, supposedly. I donât think us kits â Moonstar and I, I mean â were supposed to know about her. I donât think he wanted anyone to know about her. Pitchstar never talked about his sister.â
Here we go.
Both kits were looking up at Fogfreckle with wide, curious eyes. Moonstar had heard this story before, back when they were still apprentices and tasked with the duty of clearing moss from the elderâs den. Moonstar had found the activity rather soothing, but it had bored Fogfreckle to tears. There werenât many elders in their camp, but theyâd been around long enough to know Pitchstar when he was young, and liked to tell tales of their early NimbusClan days to keep the pair of them amused.
âBefore Pitchstar was leader, Clan leadership only ran in the family. It was passed down from parent to child â to the firstborn litter, to whichever kit StarClan deemed held the most promise.â Fogfreckle swished his tail, eyes glittering. âWhen the Chosen kit came of age, theyâd become deputy â thatâs what I am â and begin training to become the next leader.
âAnyways, I guess Pitchstarâs sister was real upset that her brother was chosen for the role of leader instead of her, so she gathered up a bunch of their Clanmates and set off to make her own Clan.â
Moonstar interjected with a responsible, âbut thatâs just a kits tale,â at the same time Harekit blurted, âand then what happened?â
âDunno.â Fogfreckle shrugged, electing to ignore his sister. âNever heard from them again, I guess. I wonder if thatâs why Pitchstar never talked about it â he was too sad about losing her, maybe. It happened way before Moonstar and I were born.â
âPitchstar never talked about his sister because she doesnât exist,â Moonstar insisted. âWe never ran into a Clan like that at our borders. Itâs likely just a tale our elders made up to keep us busy while we changed their moss. Elders love to gossip.â
Fogfreckle ignored her once more, leaning low to grin at each of the kits. Moonstarâs tail lashed. They, too, werenât paying Moonstar any attention, rapt with Fogfreckle as they were. âWhat if we meet her and her Clan when we get to where weâre going, hm? What if they set off in the same direction as us?â At these words, Harekitâs eyes blazed, and even Alpinekitâs pricked ears perked higher.
âLetâs go! Weâre gonna find the lost Clan!â Harekit shouted, bounding ahead of the cats and kicking up little flurries of snow as he went, his exhaustion apparently forgotten. Alpinekit padded after him, gait slower but tail raised happily.
âNot too far!â Fogfreckle called after them. A small, pleased smile was curving his muzzle.
Moonstar fell into step beside her brother. Her tone was flat. âTelling the kits ghost stories?â
The smile dropped from his face. âHave you got a stick for a tail? Itâs not a ghost story. For all we know, itâs totally true.â
Moonstar huffed. It seemed like she wasnât invisible, after all. âIâm just staying. It was probably made up to keep us entertained.â
âWell itâs working, isnât it?â Fogfreckle flicked a paw in the direction of the kits, who were bumbling along in the snow ahead of them. Harekit was chattering animatedly at Alpinekit. Moonstar had never seen the brown kit look so pleased in all their moons of traveling together. âAnd anyways,â Fogfreckle went on, âwhat does it matter if itâs true or not? Itâs making the time go by, and StarClan knows we have plenty of that to get through.â
âWeâd reach our destination faster if we didnât have kits to be keeping track of.â
âItâs leafbare. Weâre not reaching our destination any faster even if we didnât have them with us. We donât even know where our destination is.â
âFogfreckle,â Moonstar sighed. She wasnât going to be able to knock any sense into him this way. Her tone softened. âWe shouldnât be dragging kits into this. Itâs not⊠stable.â
âYouâre the one who picked up Harekit,â Fogfreckle shot back accusingly, whirling around to face her. âWhat other choice do we have, Moonstar? Leave them to fend for themselves?â
Moonstar is reminded of Harekit, sat alone in the snow under a bush, staring up at her with his big, green eyes. âWellâ noââ
âThen what? We canât just leave them, especially not now that weâve taken on responsibility for them. They have to come with us. Itâs not an ideal circumstance to be raising kits in, sure, but itâs not something we have control over. Just see it as more incentive to find a camp to settle down in.â
Incentive? Incentive? As if Moonstar hadnât been pushing forward on incentive alone since theyâd left the rubble of their old camp behind. Her tail lashed. âIâve had incentive. Remember when you got attacked and I was the one who licked your wounds and said we should find somewhere new to stay?â
âWhy are you being so argumentative about this? Youâve already admitted we canât leave the kits behind â what do you suggest we do? You need to be supportive for them. Youâre our leader, Moonstar. You could at least act like it.â
Moonstarâs brother departed with a lash of his tail, hastening to catch up with the kits. Moonstar stood frozen in the snow, stalled not by the cold but by her brotherâs words. Her tail drooped. Her paws stung and the deep snow gnawed up her legs, but all she could do was stand and watch as her brother walked away. Fresh snowflakes began to swirl down from the sky, landing on her whiskers and blurring her vision.
Alpinekit sank his needle-like claws into the tree branch he was balanced on, eyes closed. All around him, pine needles rustled together with a soothing, susurrus sound. This sound, Alpinekit had found, was so far the only thing that could block out the voices that called to him. The voices that dogged him sunup to sundown.
âEvery cat in the Clan has a role to fill.â Moonstar addressed the two young cats in front of her. In an effort to let Fogfreckle catch up on rest to beat back his whitecough, sheâd gathered Alpinekit and Harekit for a lesson on Clanhood.Â
In the few moons theyâd traveled together, the kits had picked up a general idea on Clan life from the siblings, but seeing as their little traveling party more closely resembled a band of rogues than a typical Clan dynamic, Moonstar figured it was a good idea to fill them in on what a Clan was supposed to be.
Naming NimbusClanâs first apprentice since Moonstarâs leadership brought some much needed levity to the cats. Even the neutral, level facade of Alpinepawâs face had cracked, his muzzle splitting into a wide grin.
Moonstarâs own mouth ticked up in a smile. Being leader in these moments didnât weigh quite as heavily on her shoulders.
âHeâs old enough to walk on his own, yâknow.â
Moonstarâs attempt to goad her brother into a conversation hadnât earned so much as a side eye from him. Fogfreckle stared resolutely ahead as the pair of them plodded across the mountain, the scraggly brown kitten â Alpinekit â clamped in his jaws.
Alpinekit was, really, almost too big to carry. Judging by his size, as Moonstar had nothing else to go on, he had to be somewhere around four moons old. In a few short moons, heâd be apprenticing age. Moonstar squinted at the pair of them judgmentally. Alpinekit had to curl his long, skinny back legs close to his body to keep them from dragging on the ground, and Fogfreckle had his head hoisted high in the air so as not to kick him while he walked.
Leafbare was settling across the mountain. It had snowed the night prior, leaving every surface glittering upon waking. It made Moonstar nervous. The higher up this mountain they climbed, the farther from their old territory, the worse it was going to get. Windier, colder, deeper. She had no experience with this, as sheâd never even dreamed of being this far from home, but sheâd heard tales passed down through the generations. The mountain got harsher higher up. Thatâs why NimbusClan had settled somewhere near the base, overlooking the meadow.Â
They had never braved a mountain leafbare this high up before â and never alone. Certainly never with a young kit to care for. The responsibility was weighing heavily upon Moonstarâs shoulders.
âDonât you think itâs strange?â Moonstar pressed, lowering her head to squint suspiciously at the kit. âWhatâs a kit doing alone on the side of the mountain?â
This, at least, finally got a response from Fogfreckle. âWhat are we doing alone on the side of the mountain?â He managed around the bundle of fur in his mouth, sliding his gaze towards Moonstar. Even with one of Alpinekitâs gigantic, bat-like ears blocking half of his face, Moonstar could clearly make out the challenging glint in his eye. The unspoken âleave itâ.
Alright. Enough prodding.
Only a beat of silence passed between the pair of them before Moonstar was talking again, clawing a desperate escape out of this tension-thick silence. She leaned in close to Alpinekit, who shot her a confused, wary sort of look, the corner of his lip quivering like he was shaping his mouth around a hiss. Rude little thing. That was fine â she wasnât overly fond of him, either. He shrank away from her, curling his lanky body into a tighter ball. âHeâs got to be only a few moons shy of when you and I were apprenticed. Donât you think?â She addressed Fogfreckle. He was once again staring resolutely forward at the glittering landscape, ignoring his sister. His wide gait was leaving soft paw-shaped indents in the snow, Alpinekitâs long tail dragging a thin line between them. âI wonder which of us I should choose to mentor him, when the time comesâŠâ
Alpinekitâs little brow furrowed in further confusion, though he stayed as silent as Fogfreckle. Peas in a pod already, Moonstar thought grimly.
She straightened back up with a sigh, tipping her head skyward as she padded alongside her brother and his newly adopted son. Puffs of white clouds scudded cheerfully across the expanse of blue, as if they hadnât dumped a world of snow on them just the night prior. She wondered if, should they get high enough up the mountain, sheâd be close enough to the clouds to see her ancestors frolicking among their puffy white peaks.
It was weird to think that her brother was a dad now. That made her aunt to this scraggly little kit, technically, which was an even stranger thought. She didnât feel quite ready for it. She had always thought her parents would still be around to see her or her brother forge families of their own. Fogfreckle had accepted responsibility for this lost kit so quickly, without hesitation, without question. He had jumped at the chance to take on this kit as eagerly as one would pounce on a mouse. An extra mouth to feed, an extra life to look after. Someone new to protect.
A pang of grief spread through Moonstarâs chest like a roll of distant thunder. Despite the horror and the trauma and the hardships, Moonstar had gotten used to traveling with just her brother at her side. NimbusClan was no longer just the pair of them, anymore. That was the weirdest thought of all.
The ground sloped gently downward around a bend, their parth curving past a pair of prickly pine trees that were leaning against one another. A small clearing opened up before them, dotted with evergreen bushes topped with little nests of snow. Leaf litter poked up through the snow on the ground, crunching underpaw as they padded into the clearing. On their way through, a faint mewling sound reached Moonstarâs ears and she paused, ears swiveling.
âDo you hear that?â
Fogfreckle slowed and turned to face her, a questioning expression on his face. Alpinekitâs ears were tall atop his head and his intense eyes were focused on a spot somewhere beyond Moonstar.
The soft mewling started up again and this time Fogfreckleâs ears pricked, his eyes going round and curious.
Moonstar followed Alpinekitâs stare, turning to look over her shoulder. Her ears flicked. âI think itâs coming from this bush.â Moonstar padded cautiously over to one of the evergreens. The mewling strengthened as she got closer. Moonstar dug a paw into the needly branches of the bush to part them.
Beneath the bush was a kit.
Another kit.
This one was smaller than Alpinekit, younger, with an orange tabby pelt and striking green eyes. Its mewling ceased as Moonstar parted the branches. It looked up at her with a fearless, curious tilt of its head.
Fogfreckle padded up behind Moonstar to glance curiously over her shoulder, and the siblings shared a look of surprise.
At least itâs not a fox kit, Moonstar thought with short-lived relief. Before Fogfreckle could get a single word out around Alpinekitâs scruff (he still hadnât put the kit down), the kitten reprised its raucous mewling. Moonstarâs ears flattened against her skull, but it didnât do much to block out the noise. Heaving a sigh, she bent to sniff at the orange kitten. There was no milky motherâs scent that clung to his pelt, nor the scent of any other cat at all. He must have been alone for a while, though he didnât look too worse for wear. He was skinny, but his eyes were bright and his pelt smoother and fluffier than Alpinekitâs.
That wouldnât last for long if they left him here. It was a wonder he hadnât attracted a predator with all that mewling before they came upon him. Perhaps the kitâs parent had left him here in the safety of the bush to hunt, and met an unfortunate end before they could return. Moonstar shuddered at the thought. Perhaps he had just wandered away and got lost. Either way, her conscience would weigh on her if she left him here.
Moonstar skirted a glance at her brother, who was smirking at her around Alpinekitâs scruff with a knowing kind of gleam in his eyes. With another sigh, she hoisted the ginger kit up by his scruff and dragged him out of the bush.
Straightening up, she caught Fogfreckleâs entirely-too-pleased expression in her periphery. âDonâtâ, she warned around a mouthful of orange fur, and the four of them set off back up the mountain.
Thereâs a sickening crunch and Moonstarâs body suddenly stops, lurching in the air.
Panting, Moonstar tightens the grip of her right paw â sheâs managed to sink her claws into a thick root that is growing through the side of the cliff. Sheâs dislodged it a bit â that must have been the cracking sounds â but it holds fast to the cliffside and Moonstar doesnât hesitate a second longer.
Gathering all of her strength, she swings her other paw up to sink her claws into the root, shoulders shaking as she pulls her body up. Her back paws windmill in the air until sheâs able to find purchase on the cliff, digging her back claws into the rock and dragging herself up onto the slope.
Shaking all over and sick with adrenaline, Moonstarâs aching limbs want nothing more than to collapse out from under her. She flexes her claws in the loose gravel under her paws and eyes the dirt warily, as if itâll suddenly heave forward and send her sailing over the edge of the cliff again. Muscles screaming, Moonstar moves her shaky, aching body to firmer ground.
Safe for the moment, she slumps at the base of a pine tree and shakes.
She almost died.
She almost died.
Quest for moss entirely forgotten, the only thought Moonstar can dredge up is the idea of getting back to her brother and collapsing against him, taking comfort in his familiar scent and his solid, grounding presence at her side. Sheâd assured Fogfreckle just last moon that she could handle being on her own, but now sheâs not so sure sheâs going to survive the hunt for a new home without him.
Ignoring the sharp ache of pain in her shoulder where she caught the root that saved her life, Moonstar struggles to her paws and slowly sniffs out the trail she took to get here, retracing her pawsteps through the fog and back up the mountain.
Limbs dragging, a wash of relief splashes Moonstar like ice melt on a hot day as she spots the clearing where theyâve scraped out their dens. Through the trees and the mist, she can just make out the light color of her brotherâs dappled pelt moving around in the clearing. Thereâs something dark swinging from his mouth, likely freshkill, and, feeling relieved, she pulls herself through the trees and towards him.
Only pawsteps away, Moonstar opens her mouth to greet Fogfreckle, but stops in her tracks.Â
Itâs not freshkill.
âMoonstar!â Fogfreckleâs ears flick back a second before he turns at the sound of her arrival, eyes bright and shining with happiness. âLook what I found while I was out collecting moss!â
Tucked at Fogfreckleâs paws is a kitten. A skinny thing, with short, raggedy brown fur and dark, reddish tabby stripes.
Moonstarâs relief swiftly vanishes.
The kit is quiet, motionless, almost expressionless, but it stares at Moonstar like it can see through her, past her pelt and muscle and down to her bone. Unnerved, Moonstar meets its intense bright blue eyes with her own. Theyâre not cobalt blue, like her brotherâs, or ice blue, like her own. Theyâre an otherworldly blue.
Sheâs snared by that unblinking, unwavering gaze, and something about it seizes Moonstar with a feeling of pure, crawling dread, like somebody has set ants loose in her pelt. The kit sits neatly with its tail curled over its paws, still and silent unlike any kit Moonstar has ever interacted with before.
She feels rooted to the spot, as if to make any move closer to her brother â closer to the kit â would be dangerous, somehow.
Fogfreckle grins, wide and happy, apparently unaffected by whatever has taken hold of Moonstar. He bends his head to give the kit an affectionate lick atop the head. âIâm going to name him Alpinekit.â