#also relevant

[titleknown]

[hsslilly-blog]

sorry wheres my post about claire losing her virginity watching the blair witch project. thats such a funny post.

[palmtreepalmtree]

Local news interviewing people waiting in a long line for masa at a local supermarket. I love it.

[pageofpanels]

PRETTY DUMB.

[redlifemercenary]

So I had a dream that I moved back into my mom’s condo in Florida. ...But the Dream Team was also moving in. For some reason George got there first and he had like. Just flown in so I was helping him. He asked for my phone number and I gave it to him, but then he immediately added me to like 3 massive group texts with a bunch of random non-youtuber people and I was so confused. Also on the day that he moved in there was a fucking party happening and I was trying to manage everyone (like, they kept trying to smoke in the house and I had to keep telling them not too.) 

We didn’t have enough beds and I was in a state of panic trying to work out where everyone was gonna sleep. My old bedroom had 2 sets of bunk beds and we had a big couch so there was technically space there were just. A LOT OF PEOPLE AT THE PARTY. George was so tired he like claimed one of the top bunks and cocooned there so I figured he wouldn’t share. So I was like ok...if everyone else doubles up and we squeeze as many as possible on the couch it should be fine right... And I’ll just crash with my mom in her bedroom.

Except I then remembered Dream was gonna be there tonight (I guess Sapnap was showing up a different night, thank god lmao) and I was like oh fuck. Is it weird if Dream sleeps with me and my mom. That is so weird. But it’s probably fine.

I woke up before he arrived so I never had to deal with it but wow lmao.

[know-the-way]

What some people have literally said about me before on this hell site: “she thinks she’s above people and that she is so much better than everyone else”

Me, in reality: *hands literally shake as I type a dm to someone for the first time*

Me: *mild panic when someone messages me first*

Me: *gets a compliment and feels physically unwell as my body tries to reject the affection and kindness that I believe I don’t deserve*

Genuinely, my pals who have been with me from the beginning, you can attest that I am difficult af to communicate with and rarely initiate conversation, but please know it’s because I start typing and decide halfway through that it’s stupid and not worth bothering you with. I love you all so much and value you and care for you and THAT IS VERY SCARY for me! So in summary - 1. I’m sorry I’m a shit friend, 2. if you’ve ever messaged me and the conversation tapered off quickly - it is definitely because of me and not you, and 3. I love you. And I wish I was better at conveying that by being present? So I’m gonna work on it, but not force it. Arbitrary convos are painful for everyone, so I promise to be deliberate and have a purpose for my communication, too.

[storm-of-feathers]

[a-kind-of-merry-war]

okay this is great though