#alterabe

[iwanttoseehimsmile]

I see Ein on my dash and I like it!!!

[lextclionis]

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{♛} —; “A…certain intoxicating smell. It’s…much like sulfur…and persimmons… cinnamon…”

[lextclionis]

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{♛} —; “Ugh…a kiss to my chest, above my heart.”

[lextclionis]

Can you tell us what your first kiss with Sebastian was like?

{♛} —; The boy flushed softly to the inquiry, clearing his throat, uncertain of whether or not such a thing should be revealed so easily. After all, it wasn’t as if he was under a truth spell…but neither was it as if it bloody mattered anymore. “…” He sighed softly, giving in, as the question wasn’t terribly personal or improper. “…It…was violent.”

“Sebastian initiated. He leaned over the back of my chair, as I recall…and what we were speaking of was a rather…intimidating subject.” He would reveal no more than this. He would not speak on the dark shadows curling around the legs of the chair…the icy chill of the Demon’s lips as they neared his, the venomous hiss in his voice as it overpowered the pounding of his heart…and he would certainly not speak of the kiss itself; the vicious manner in which lips and teeth and tongue had swallowed him whole, suckling and writhing and improper and heated and chagrining. It had been a deep kiss, especially for a first kiss…it had most certainly been the type of first kiss that a Devil would give.

[lextclionis]

ALTE-RABE SAID: A RATHER DEFENSIVE GROWL IS HEARD FROM THE SERVANT’S QUARTERS.

{♛} —; "...Is that envy I sense?" The Earl cooed with a soft smirk.

[lextclionis]

Why do you think he loves you?

{♛} —; “…For many of the same reasons that I love him, I would assume. I amused him at first…and then I surprised him. I intrigued him…and that feeling deepened. I surprised him by going against my nature, and making decisions that normal humans would not make. I believe…that this caused him to see me in a new light; to cease seeing me as a mere human…and once he ceased…he saw the person that I am…and enjoyed what he saw.” He shrugged gently in response. After all, he was simply supposing.

[lextclionis]

No. All there is to it is that you should take priority over everything, no matter what.

{♛} —; “…..” The Earl was silent, biting down on the inside of his cheek. He knew that the Grey-Face’s words had some semblance of truth. After all, he had chosen the Demon outrightly over Elizabeth… “…He has put me first in many aspects, Grey-Face…and risked his life many times over. Such a decision as whether or not to starve, when the most palatable meal on the planet sits before you…the meal that you have starved for, poured your efforts and blood into for years…you cannot assume that it is an easy decision to make.”

[lextclionis]

Ciel, I spoke to Sebastian earlier... Were you aware he still intends to devour your soul, despite your relationship?

{♛} —; The boy paused, his soft jaw tightening in a barely tangible way, exhaling through his nose shortly. “…Sebastian…his decision…is yet to be made. I am very aware of the possibility that he will choose my soul over what is…between us.” Yes, very aware…all too aware…

“…But I made my choice the day that I made the Contract. If Sebastian chooses my soul…I will give it to him, without remorse. If that is what I can give that will make him the happiest…that will please him the most…of course it will hurt my heart…but that will simply flavour my soul to be more palatable for him, no? And thus, even that I will not regret. He has done enough on my part…for myself to say…that I wish to give him whatever he desires…for it is what he deserves.” I want to be special to him somehow…I want to be what he wants…even if it is only in that way. How weak I’ve become.