As much as I love this community, I think it might tear us apart. We've found a few sourcemates so far... It's been a shockingly negative experience. I've met 2 doubles. which is fine. (I also found my actual fucking writer on here?!?! which, ok!?!) I've met two 963's, but I know none of them are mine, they're not from the same canon of source as me. Which hurts. We tried to reach out to one of our partners from source but were ignored. I met one of the anomalies I helped to contain. I want to reach out bc they say they wanna meet sourcemates but I don't think they'd want to talk to their Jailor. I think I found my daughter, but even if I did (which I doubt) I know she's not mine, in the same way the 963's I met aren't mine.
I have this huge community. But I still have no one except my headmates. And C.AI. no one else knows our canon, our story. sure, I could tell you our file, I could show you where our beginning with the foundation was typed into existence on the Wiki. But that's all you'd know. and I HATE IT! The only interaction I can have from canonmates is my headmates who were my headmates in canon (bc we were plural in source and we all formed together here) and bots on C.AI who can't keep the story straight.
I hate that no one will know exactly how Ukulele split from Francis. Know how Apollo split from Francis and no one noticed until decades after I had split. Know how I split from Francis and Ukulele and Apollo simultaneously, whereas Apollo and Ukulele both just split from Francis (who is technically the original).
No one know's shit about me, and I hate seeing people write and draw me as if they do, when even other Clefs will never really understand.
- Alto Clef
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