#always-overthinking-things

[always-overthinking-things]

I’m very confused by people who don’t live in a constant state of generalized anxiety. Like what do you MEAN you can just go and do the thing... you don’t have to contemplate all the outcomes and panic about what could go wrong for an hour before and during the entire time you’re doing the thing? Wow. Must be nice.

[always-overthinking-things]

My heart keeps breaking into two

And I have to pretend to put it back together for you

[always-overthinking-things]

Sometimes I wish I had done it

When I see all the cruel in this world

When I see my friends losing their rights

And I don’t know how to fight

Sometimes I wish I had done it

When I feel alone at night

And it feels like my lungs are getting tight

Sometimes I think I should have done it

Committed and it’s over

No more racing thoughts, but then I think of the loss

And not for you but for me

Lots I wouldn’t have seen

Met one of my best friends

Watched them get pregnant again and again

Weddings and love

It’s almost enough

Most days anyways

But then I age

And everyone moves on

And I wish I didn’t have to fight so hard

[always-overthinking-things]

why are you so mean to me

[always-overthinking-things]

I'M GONNA FUCKING SCREAM WHY IS NOTHING EVER EASY

[endlesscryptid]

favorite type of pizza?

probably either pepperoni or any kind of sausage tbh (this has made me want pizza now lmao)

anonymously (or not) ask me any question you’d like to know about me

[paredrae-blog]

Hey. Fuck that anon. Stay strong lovely

Thank you !!!!