#am rants

[confused-opossum]

I demand more makeup content from creators who aren't good at makeup! I wanna watch you fuck up your winged eyeliner 3 times before you think it's perfect! I wanna see you wipe off your lipstick several times before you get the shade and shape you want! I wanna experience you attempting to glue eyelashes to your face with shaky hands and no confidence! I want mistakes! I'm so sick of perfect!

[tyruschat]

[tyruschat]

[crystalsamethyst]

D'y'ever wake up feeling like an entire person is laying on you but also somehow on top of every cell in your body???

[firstoperatorspyranch]

So, I apologize again for my distance of time between my posts...im hella shy (even considering some of the nonsense you can potentially find on my page) so its extra rare that I actually reach out....

I have a few out loud questions that im legit asking, and before yall go judging me or any of that, I have no specific beefs with anyone or anything, my words have potential to upset certain groups n such, but I promise it's not personal and I dont have any judgements. Some things, im just not personally entertained by. Not saying there's anything wrong with it, but its just not my cup of tea...

That being said.....if anyone has issue with my comments questions or posts in general, please message me and I will do my best to rectify, if at very least I may get educated on a topic I may otherwise be unknown...

#1..why has generalized internet porn taken the ai stretch from the public and not the individualized user? Few years ago, (example from my experiance..) porn hub before all of its mcfuckeries, was one of the go to free sites. And your searches were what you searched for. If I searched for 'uncensored anime hentai' would bring up hundreds if not thousands of listed regular 'straight' animated episodes. Man n woman, 3somes, random situations of the sort in anime style animation, each at least 10 mins long, with more than a few actually being series with multiple episodes... even a fair decent amount of odditys for tentacle, demon, furry, beast, well hell rule 34.(if it exists on this planet even in thought, there's a porn for it..). Everyone has their kinks, and to each they own. I certainly have a few of my own....but now, its almost impossible to find anything. A 'hentai' search on porn hub has all been replaced entirely by AI created less than 3 minute (tops) vids, that are mostly 15 seconds of worthy segment thats been looped. Or if you do find an actual episode of anything, 14/10 the whole video has some asshat talking over it. Can't actually enjoy the vid without someone's image and voice just trucking over the top of it. And of course, even thats lucky enough to be in a language you understand...sorry to say, I haven't been gifted enough to learn another language, so listening to you talk over a subbed vid in Portuguese or German, well it totally kills the vid unless I just turn the sound off..and even beyond that, without even trying, the whole market is suddenly flooded with what looks like a good girl on girl, until one of em whips out a dick. Now dont get me wrong, I have nothing against Trans or any of that, but if I wanted to see chick's with dicks, I would search it. Just a basic hentai search without any extra details is easily 4/5 shemales. Like seriously, I just wanna watch an animated 15ish minute of a boss and his secretary, or a bf and gf having theyre first passion, or a husband suprising his wife in the shower, that sorta thing. What once was a few minutes to search for that one vid that just rights my tower, is now an almost hour long escapade just to find a maybe 3 minute vid, and half the time by then im just not into it anymore. I'm so turned off by having to navigate all the extra. Then I watch said 3 min vid, might get a few strokes in, then its back to the hunt because that wasn't long enough... what should have been a enjoyable solo session in a reasonable time limit, is now upwards of an hour if not more just...skipping along..ugh. its frustrating. Lol wanna search for a vid of Shaggy and Velma, or Fred and Daphne, or maybe they all just get super stoned and go full orgie...but all I find is vids where Daphne and Velma have dicks, not just strapons or toys, but physical dicks, and now the whole mess of em are just sucking and buttin..it's just not the same. It would be one thing if Daphne had a strap on and was just beasting it to Velmas puss, or god forbid peggin one of the boys, but the second it goes from straps n silicone to flesh, the whole vib drops. Not my cup of tea, and the search for just regular porn shouldn't have to be so difficult. Especially since most of the good ones I do find, I ether have to mute, or listen to someone talking over (or masturbating tribute) so I can't enjoy the video. The version without the commentary? Non existent... like damnit, im glad you enjoyed the video, but shut the hell up so I can enjoy it too! Blegh...

#2...what is the world's sudden satisfaction with ass?! Half of anything out there anywhere, at some point in the vid, someone's taking it in the ass. And then shortly after, *power cringe shudder, ugh (shivers in gross)* ether goes oral or stuffs it in a pussy...again, I get some people are into that sorta thing, but the whole idea of poop dick, or poop finger, or lickin an ass and 'getting a kiss' is just gross to me. Knowing someone got a hot firehouse enima full clear out before play, well, it helps ease the idea in certain aspects, but still makes me very uneasy...sadly something I dont think I'll ever full catch up with. Just not for me. Even with like full elbow gloves(i enjoy fisting..), the second I saw a smear or something of that funk would be a game over situation..like full system fail im getting dressed and finding a stiff drink game over...I just dont get how some people are into that, specially those who go vag or oral after...like no thanks.

Thank yall for letting me rant. Your commentary and such are welcomed. If yall have the feels to comment anyways lol

[wamirulx]

I'm not even a citizen, I know. But as someone with their own election incoming, I've felt the two big disaster polls of this year have brought up some interesting insight. This is a repeat of my rant on twitter, but whatever, I guess. Here's my big takeaway from your fireball of an election:

I'm mad.

And not for why you'd think. I'm not mad that Trump supporters voted for Trump. Stupid is as stupid does, and conservatives are a tribal lot. I get that. Better an idiot on their team than a savant on someone else's. If Trump is the president you wanted, I can't fault you for voting for him.

I'm looking at you, apathetic liberals. All of you with your "I'm going to vote a third party in, that'll show them" and your "Maybe if I write in Bernie he'll majestically descend from a cloud". Worst of all, the "ugh it doesn't really matter"

Because spoiler alert, it does.

I'm not even _in_ this country let alone a citizen, and I know that a Republican President with a Republican Senate is a dangerous thing.

I don't think your election was rigged. I think this was the combined efforts of a DNC too busy coasting to realize they'd nominated the one person polling low enough for Donald Trump to beat, tandem-bike-humping voters who are more interested in stroking their own ego by telling everyone they wrote in an unfunny meme instead of keeping the neo-nazi out of the white house.

Malaysians reading this: we have a lot of work to do. We have our elections due. Take heed of this mess.

[astheraindropsfall]

* the ending song to season 2 of Tokyo Ghoul is so good???? (the Kisetsu wa Tsugitsugi Shinde Iku one) I found it while listening to a 36 hour long playlist of anime ops and eds l o l 

* i honest to god regret starting tower of god bc i literally read it for around 7 hours straight every day but it’s so fuCKING CAPTIVATING

* i miss noblesse

* i miss yuri on ice tf i hate school messing w my anime watching schedule

* when did i get so into anime again??????????? wtf it’s like a hole i can’t get out of 

[finding-samanthya]

I hate how you're expected to get over a person fast after being involved with them for a long time. Like those cliche pushes and words of encouragement doesn't help. Bruh I'm ugly, I'm shy, and my personality is eh. "finding another fish in the sea" is hard to find especially when there's no fish swimming in towards your side of the sea.