I’ve been thinking about this for a while. I’ve asked a few people who I trust to be honest with me whether or not I was over-reacting and they assured me that I wasn’t; some seemed surprised I wasn’t so sad. Not like I’m not though, I don’t like seeing friendships die, I especially don’t like it when I think they were gonna be one of the ones for the long haul. And you were my best friend, and without so much as a real word, you kinda just let it wither away.
That’s what you did, Flo. You let years of friendship go for seemingly nothing. I can see the distance being an issue; you can’t hang as much as you used to, but do you think that would stop me? How many times did you even think to ask me, man?
I know you had the excuse about money being a problem, but I don’t think you realized how much I cared about you that it wasn’t ever going to be an issue for me. And yet you tried to use that on me, like the last few years didn’t mean shit to me cause you were between jobs. How many times did you spot me for food, for movies, even clothes for fucks sake? Like I wouldn’t try to repay your kindness any way I could?
How many times did we just hang out at my house or have band practice and not need to waste a dime? And you tried to use money as an excuse on the guy whose lived in a broken down trailer all his life, like I don’t know what it’s like to live rough. That really hurt that you did that. They didn’t feel like your words, man. They didn’t feel honest or genuine, it felt like an excuse, like any amount of time or effort invested in this friendship was just robbed by someone.
I let you into my world, man. I wanted to share all my interests with you cause I thought I finally found someone who I could enjoy all these things I kept away from all my other friends before because I don’t think they would’ve understood or cared. I loved watching Doctor Who and Misfits, and just about everything that brings me some comfort with you because I felt on some level you connected with it like I did and I needed to know there was someone like that.
Your most popular thing about you was through me. I know it sounds so petty, but do you really think given who you were back then that’d you find Evil Dead and put it together? I don’t think you would, but maybe you might’ve.
I really thought you were one of those friends in it for the long haul, man. I am so fucking sad about how untrue that turned out to be. But I’m even more angry that you just let years of friendship go over seemingly nothing. You broke my trust in you, and even if we try to be friends later on, I’m always going to be wary of you.
Y’know when I realized you were my best friend? It was that time we hiked around Griffith Observatory, even though Ashley was there, me and you were always talking and making jokes. You climbed up that one pole and made that stupid screaming face and that just killed me laughing. Y’know when I realized you weren’t my best friend anymore? When you kinda just gave me some bland response about helping me out on the Two Ton 21 cosplay.
I’m writing this to you Flo, more for me than for you. Because I don’t want to yell at you, I kinda want to sock you in the face, but I won’t if I ever see you cause I’m not a total asshole, because I don’t think I’d get the proper closure and you might a mistake. I thought with all that you and I had been through, you saw me in the way I saw you; when everything is shit and nothing seems to be working out, I’ll still have best friend there for me.
I kinda know what it’s like for you now though in a way, losing a best friend for nothing I mean, Ricky did the same to you, I didn’t think you’d do the same to me.
I lifted. Hard. Been doing so for a few weeks now. My muscles are a little tingly and twitchy after i just lifted today? Am i ok?
Dear Tingly and Twitchy,
Don’t you worry your precious gains, this is a natural reaction. You must have engaged muscles you usually do not to get that kind of reaction. It’s nothing bad at all, just your body’s way of going “Oh shit, we’re using these ones now? Better rebuild this oddities here for the next session”.
Remember, so long as it’s not pain, you’ll be ok. soreness is not just fine, it’s a great sign. Tingly and twitch, means your body’s flipped a new switch!
Try not to work those muscles for 48 hours after the exercising time and eat lotsa protein to rebuild em!
Now get on out there and lift, you already unfairly attractive sunuvagun!
Well I tried it the way you suggested and that gave it more of nice shine and I like the way it smells. I put way more in this time to make it hold, but I looked in the mirror and my curls were out. I mean I don’t get the poof hair, but the strong curls stay out. Maybe if I do it dry?
Someday If you wish to do a photo shoot as wolverine on my motorcycle, you are welcome to do so :3
I’ve seen how much you’ve worked and (literally) bled for that bike, I know how much you love that thing and I know how much it means for you to say this.
I will treat her with the most respect a man can muster for work of engineering as fine as her. I will make her look like a rugged warrior of the road AND a work of art. American bikers will grow envious, German engineers will drool and Italian racers will adjust their collars and fan themselves with excitement. I will be the Wolverine a bike of that beauty deserves.
You are magnanimous and truly kind and trusting, my dearest Flo. The Adamantium Canadian will not forget this kindness <3
This is pleasing news to me! I hope my future snaps will bring much happiness! :D
I know I'll have done good when you're cracking up on the MARTA (the Atlanta train subway thingy)
amadeusdanger
replied to your video
“Cosplay ingenuity part 1: Blow(dry) my snake.”
God damnit im trying to breathe hereXD
Are you AIRing a grievance with me, sir? But dang, if I was funny enough to warrant such a comment from the man who bested me in puns then I still got it! HAH! NOT THAT OLD YET!
paintingpenguin14
replied to your video
“Cosplay ingenuity part 1: Blow(dry) my snake.”
y'know.. if you designed the snake baked it then super glued it to your spear I think that would of worked easier... I would of suggest E6000 for a glue since it's super sturdy and used with that type of clay
Aye, I even got some E6000 but it turns out that the clay is sticky enough on its own and just clung ot the wood like a koala to a branch. The winding shape of the serpent however would make the "bake n stake" method impossible, though I coulda/shoulda done it for the head.
Also, I am glad my voice shennanigans are appreciated there :D
