Hi may I request am ame x male reader story.
Where reader finds ame having one of her breakdowns so he sits with her, rubs her back, helps her calm down and after she calms down he brings her a blanket, snacks and cuddles her while they watch some of her favorite anime.
Comforting ame-chan during a breakdown
Pairing:ame-chan x male reader
A/n:i'm pretty sure i'm not even halfway through the game and yet I already feel the need to give ame love. Thank you for requesting this and I hope you enjoy
You were already headed to Ame's house with snacks and some of her emotional support plushies as you always did when she ended a stream. You knew that after playing that bubbly and cute persona and dealing with other online people and messages for so long she needed to recharge her energy and to eventually comfort her from any hate she might have received during the stream or in general.
Ever since ame first told you she wanted to start streaming and become the most popular streamer ever you were always skeptical of this choice, you didn't know if such a big exposure to the internet would be good for her, with her mental illnesses and everything else. But you also knew that she always wanted to be popular, that was her dream even before you met and in the end you thought that as long as you would be there to help her both as her boyfriend and assistant,it could be an opportunity for her to be happy and that's all you ever wanted for her.
You were already a bit on edge because ame hadn't answered any of your texts messages which was very unusual considering how much she texted you. But that worry only increased when you knocked on the door and she didn't answer, you texted her again and tried to call her but still nothing. You tried your best to calm down and opened the door with the key to her house she gave you.
"Ame is everything ok?"
The only thing that answered you were sounds of heavy breathing and coughs coming from the other room so you went there as fast as you could.
When you went there you saw ame sitting down in front of her turned off streaming equipment. Her eyes were glued to her channel page, her hands wrapped around her neck, the more she looked at the screen her nails long fake nails dug deeper into the skin of her neck. Her OMGkawaiiAngel-chan wig was discarded on the ground next to an open bottle of pills but she hadn't bothered to change out of the outfit, she was breathing heavily and coughing a lot, some blood came out of her mouth too
"Ame!"
The girl turned towards you
"Y/n...."
You came up to her and grabbed her arms, slowly taking them off her neck, thankfully she let you and you started rubbing her face and caressing her cheeks as she started crying
"Y-y/n....ah....f-fuck"
You hugged her and started rubbing her back while she kept crying in your chest, she didn't sob loudly but she sniffled, you stayed like this for a while until you saw she stopped crying
"Are you feeling better ame?"
She nodded and you kept hugging her and tried to carry her to the couch, you gave her a plushie and she hugged it tightly while you went to the kitchen to make some tea
When you came back with the two cups you saw she was looking at her phone, she was on her channel page constantly refreshing the feed to see if her follower count changed. You gently grabbed her phone and looked at her in her visible eye
"I think you need to stay away from internet for the rest of the day ok?"
Her gaze switched between her phone and your eyes until she let you take it
"I brought your favorite sweets and we can watch that new anime you wanted to check out, alright?"
Ame curved her lips upwards and that small smile warmed your earth, you just wanted to protect that smile as much as you could.
"Yes thank you"
You gave her her cup of tea, turned on the TV and sat down on the couch next to her, to your happiness she leaned her head on your shoulder. You two stayed in silence for a bit, watching the screen until ame finally started speaking again
"......one day....i'll become really popular right?"
"Ame?"
"No, we will. we'll become rich and famous, together, and we'll laugh at all those shitheads who laughed at us and pushed us around in school, we'll eat nice food and live in a huge mansion and everyone will want to be like us"
"....is that what you really want?"
She looked at you and you could see in her previously red eye a sliver of hope and determination
"Yes, it is, it's what will give me purpose"
You looked down at her and couldn't help but hug her again
"If that's what you really want then I will support you the whole way. But please promise me to always put your happiness first, I just want to see you happy and if you ever feel like this path isn't the one that will make you happy then tell me"
She nodded but she seemed more interested in the first part of the sentence
"..you'll really help me the whole time?"
"Of course, both in your career and your personal life, i will always help you with whatever you need"
"...so you'll never leave me?
"Hm?"
"Please don't leave me y/n i love you so much, i love you more than anything, i don't think i could live without you...please never leave me alone"
You took a deep breath and hugged her tighter
"I will never leave you ame, I love you too"
".....then i'm happy, as long as i'm with you i'm happy, i don't care about anything else"
".....thank you...you make me happy too...and one day i'm sure we'll achieve your dream and we'll live together happy and famous"
Ame smiled again and that made you happy too
"But for now let's not focus on that ok? Let's just watch the episode and relax for today"
You two broke the embrace but kept holding each other's hand as you turned your heads towards the tv. You kissed ame's cheek and so she leaned further into your shoulder, still smiling and inhaling you scent













