#amerande

[aziraphales-library]

Do you have any recommendations of fics where Aziraphale is taking care of Crowley in some way? I read "Descent Suspension" by Arya_Greenleaf (holy fuck its so good ) and it made me crave more of that good ol anxious demon getting taken care of by slightly bastard angel. Also thank you so much for running this blog, I actualy found Descent Suspension trough here and much more awesome fics i would have never read otherwise :')

Hello!

I used this tag to find Comforting! Aziraphale fics! Here’s some I found:

Catch Me, I’m Falling (Again) by SnakesandTea (T)

Crowley has PTSD from his fall. A thunderstorm triggers him. Aziraphale does his best to care for his demon.

This Halfway Thing by amerande (M)

An unexpected encounter leaves Crowley badly hurt and starting to realize that perhaps things cannot simply continue as they have always been.

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A hurt/comfort story spanning the last few hundred years before the end of the world. M Rating is mostly for mature themes (and just a little bit of the last chapter).

carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters by IneffableDoll (T)

Crowley was on the floor, in the bookshop, and he was holding a book. His hands started trembling and he didn’t know why. (Triggers are not always obvious. They do not always burn.) 

Sometimes I Will Need You to Dry My Tears by Aethelflaed (T)

Sometimes it takes him, the mood, the spiral of self-doubt and self-disgust that makes Crowley wonder why he ever even bothered trying. A numbing weight across his emotions leaving nothing but despair.

But then, in his darkest moments, there is always Aziraphale...

Not Supposed To Be The Same by Snowfilly1 (M)

''M sorry. Want me to leave?'

'What? No, Crowley. You'll do no such thing.'

The morning after their meeting in Rome, a distraught Crowley comes looking for Aziraphale. He'd been put on Earth to protect and guard, after all. Would it be so awful to extend that care to the demon?

If you know of any other caretaking Aziraphale fics, please feel free to put them in the comments!

~ Mod G

[uniasus]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

24K ineffable husbands fic rec!

Summary: An unexpected encounter leaves Crowley badly hurt and starting to realize that perhaps things cannot simply continue as they have always been.

Comment: I mean, the first chapter of this was everything I wanted. Crowley hurt, Aziraphale caring for him, a hint of domestic bliss, and then wham, Crowley love-angst ending. Ta-da! Story done.  JK.

It goes on, and oh the pining. I mean, once cared for by Aziraphale that’s all Crowley really wants even as he believes its so far out of his league.

This was it: the doom he’d known he’s been consigning himself to when he stayed and let Aziraphale nurse him to health. He’d been starved for so long, and then gorged himself, and now turned up his nose at the scraps that would once have seemed a banquet.

This fic totally pulls the heartstrings in every way possible and it’s brilliant.

[uniasus]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

fic rec! 4k Ineffable Husbands

Summary: Aziraphale can’t stop touching Crowley’s hair

Comments: This is a sweet, soft fic that leads to a small bit of smut, so warning of that. It’s truly a delight to read, watching Crowley tense for what he wants - Aziraphale’s hand on his hair - and relaxing when he get it. Or Aziraphale coming back from panic simply by the feel of Crowley’s hair. 

[thelasthomelyurl]

Amerande: Network, Question, Sing!

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Network :: Are they connected to the people? How much do they reach out to others?

Amerande has few close friends but numberless companions. For the most part, she sets out alone on her journeys — but she never hesitates to accept a traveling or fighting companion. This sort of thing, she feels, leaves her open to more serendipitous events than perhaps the average adventurer might encounter. 

As a result of her friendly ways, it’s very unusual that Amerande enters a city or town where she has no acquaintances, which has come in handy a time or three. Most of these people she’s adventured with would probably not die for her, but they’d almost certainly point her in the right direction if she was to ask. 

She doesn’t ask for a lot of favors, as she likes to take life’s challenges as a personal test, but she does enjoy having the feeling of knowing that she isn’t alone, no matter where she is. 

Question :: How often do they feel doubt? What topics are they defensive about?

Amerande is not often caught up in worries or in doubt. In her first year or two away from the tree, she was what she now considers overly hung up on the act with wisdom part of Ventari’s teachings. Now she lives more for the but act part. Nothing’s turned out too badly for her so far, so she’s pretty sure she can’t be screwing up all that badly. 

Sing :: Do they like music? Do they listen often/sing/hum/play songs in their head?

She’s a little bit tone deaf, so singing isn’t really Amerande’s style. She’s very fond of percussion, though, and has been known to annoy the ever-loving $#!t out of her temporary traveling companions with her tendency to beat out rhythms on her thighs as she walks or with her knife-handles as she sits around the cookfire at night. 

[thelasthomelyurl]

finally found a suitable look for Amerande